Jackie wipes away her tears, inwardly cursing herself for ruining such a moment with her stupid emotions. "I'm really sorry. I found a stone of desire and I saw you with Nym. My flight leaves tomorrow afternoon. That kiss was a goodbye."
John grits his teeth then sighs "Why are you leaving? …. Were you really going to leave me with just a kiss to remember you by? " john laughs slightly then looks away from Jackie and blinks hard trying to make sure he won't cry as well
Jackie wipes away his coming tears. "I don't belong in this city. I'm moving back to my hometown with my family. I have nothing else to give you but my feelings. Which, you don't have to lie to me, aren't mutual. Now please, I'm sorry."
John hangs his head and sighs "I am sorry that I have nothing but friendly feelings for you Jackie….But I don't want you to leave either!"
"I don't want to leave either. But I should. I have no connections here. Maybe we can stay in touch. You of all people have nothing to apologize for." She sighs and gives him a friendly hug, trying not to make it any more than that.
John hugs her back knowing it was a friendly one and he left it at that and smiles sadly "I am going to miss you alot jackie….and I will never forget how we met" john laughs at the memory then places a kiss on jackies forhead and murmurs softly "Something for you to remember me by"
Jackie smiles and accepts the kiss "I won't forget you either. I promise to stay in touch. I'm glad you came over now."
Nym, feeling all of this goes to her room locks the door and sits on her bed. She felt strange, "maybe you should have told him sooner" she wasn't aware of the conversation. She was aware of the feeling though. Her phone rang, it was her brother. She ignored it and sat staring at her pale green wall
Jackie motions towards the open door. "I don't wanna be rude but you should probably go back to that other girl. You left her so abruptly."
John nods and leaves , returning back at Nyms house and he knocks on the door. John feels melancholy and unsure what to do do, all he knows is that he really needed to talk to Nym and he hopes she will open the door for him
she looks up and realises she was crying. She wipes her face and slowly stands up, unlock her bedroom door, walks downstairs and opens the door a crack "Yes? What is it? " She sounded so dejected
John frowns then upon hearing how dejected Nym sounded and he felt a slight constricting of the chest "Nym, we really need to talk. Please let me in Nym"
Nym looked at him, searching for something that told her he really didn't want to talk. She sighed and opened the door to let him in
(should be back in a few hours)
once john walks in he turns and faces Nym with a serious expression "Nym I really like you and I want you to know that I would never hurt you. But please tell me what is going on"
see gulped "A link, we went through a link. I'm sorry, it was completely unintentional. It just happened and… And" she plopped on the couch and sobbed "I can feel everything you do, damn near"
John pauses taking her words in then sighs and drops his head into his hands "Nym…" john stops unable to finish his sentence then sits next to nym on the couch and turns to face her "Nym look at me please….Just look into my eyes and I want you to tell me what I am to you "
Nym sniffled and sobbed, but look him in the eye "I don't exactly know what you are to me, but I can tell you what I want you to be," she paused and hesitantly lifted a hand up to gingerly play with his hair, she sighed and then a small smile spread across her lips. She whispered "My everything and I don't know why I want you or how I ever thought I could." she froze and looked away
can i still join..?
(@ellesta yes)
(hi I'm back)
John smiles slightly as Nym played with his hair then grabs nyms hand and holds it in his "What makes you say you can't? And I am not going to deny that I come with some evil, but I am also not going to deny that I am a great guy in some aspects." John then lets go of Nyms hand and reaches out to touch Nyms face and trails off not sure what more he can say to Nyms confession
( Well my character doesn't really fit into this story anymore I think I'll leave the rp )
"I say I can't because form what I just felt you're with some one, I don't mean to snoop. It just happens. Hun, you act like I'm an innocent child looking for a mature relationship. Caters bring unintentional trouble." "Nym, you need to show him. Do it now!" Without thinking Nym grabbed his face and pushed her own longing emotions out to him. Each hurt, each spark of love, twinge of anger, anything and everything she every felt with him
John growls feeling anger rise and panic along with it , not sure if he can fight his alter side again but before he could protest. Nym grabbing his face caught him off guard and he closed his eyes feeling all her emotions thrown at him. John lets out a small groan and opens his eyes after several minutes and mumbles weakly amide turbulent emotions "Little warning next time"
"Sorry, you were getting upset. Here, I'm going to calm you down." Nym gave him a wave of calm "Why the anger? Don't beat around the bush either."