forum This is stupid // OxO // Closed

Started July 25, 2019 by @Fraust

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Cas could smell Sorin's guilt again, but attributed it to the fact that he was crying and Sorin probably blamed himself for it. Cas hiccuped, gripping Sorin's shirt tightly.

"I'm so sorry… I didn't mean to upset you…"

"It's okay…" Cas mumbled, his voice muffled by Sorin's shirt.

"No, it's not. Even though I don't mean to, I hate making you cry…"

"Well, I'm sorry that I cry all the time…"

You don't need to apologize to me."

"But I do… my being sensitive is making you feel guilty…"

"Well… not all the time. And besides, you have every right to feel what you feel."

Cas shrugged. "I'm kinda irrational sometimes, though."

Sorin shook his head and planted a kiss on his. "No, you really aren't and you're not going to convince me otherwise."

Cas sighed, nestling himself into the crook of Sorin's neck. "I really am, though…"

He sighed, knowing there was no other way he could change his mind. "You may think so…"

"I do. I think I'm a burden to you, no matter what you argue."

"No, I know I can't convince you otherwise, but the same goes for you. I don't believe you're a burden to me… doesn't matter what you do, or what you say, you're not a burden to me."

Cas sighed, looking away. "I just… I feel like you do so much for me, and I can never do enough in return."

"You being here is enough for me." Sorin whispered and planted another kiss on his head.

"But it's not. I've got no money, no… no talents. Hell, I can't even read."

"That doesn't mean I don't enjoy you being around me."

"Why, though? I provide next to nothing for you."

"Your love for me is more than enough…"

Cas sighed, burying his face in Sorin's shoulder again. "You're too good for me…"

"No," Sorin shook his head and leaned against him. "You're too good for me."

"How's that, love? I haven't done anything special."

"Despite my inability to keep you truly safe, to teach you in a way that works for you, and… and being completely open to you… you're still here."

Cas shrugged. "Well, I love you… there's nowhere else I'd rather be."