forum There are voices in our heads rp (Closed)

Started October 16, 2018 by @basil_

tune

(Lmao)

Macha didn’t reply, not wanting to lie or listen to his pleading. She just lay there, cold and uncovered.

Please Macha. I don’t want to get mad at you.. He pleaded, running a hand through his hair.

Macha exhaled slowly. I don't know if I could sleep right now, it took a while even when you were holding me. But I'll close my eyes.

Just try.. He replied quietly, sitting down and setting his head in his hands.

I'll try. But… I'm here if you need me. She meant every word of it, except maybe the beginning. But she'd try to sleep. Even though it probably wouldn't work.

I know. Sleep. Tyler told her, resting his forehead on the table.

Yeah, yeah, She closed her eyes and tried to relax.

Tyler knew he wasn’t getting anymore sleep that night unfortunately. He stood up and wrote a quick note about where he was going before grabbing his coat and closing the door quietly behind him.

(Tyyyylllleeeeeerrrr)
(What does the note say?)

Macha eventually drifted off, but her sleep was light. When she woke up again at four in the morning and Tyler still hadn't come upstairs, worry and fear lodged in her heart, and she practically ran down the stairs.

(Just says he isn’t leaving her and would be back soon)
(And he loves her and she shouldn’t worry)

Tyler wasn’t downstairs or home at all, the car was still in the driveway.

(awe he's so sweet)

Macha sat down at the kitchen table, reading the note for the fifth time in a row. How long had he been gone? She thought about trying to contact him, but refrained from doing so– barely. She could sense that he needed time alone, and she wasn't going to take that away now, as much as she wanted him back in the kitchen as soon as possible.

(:
Tyler opened the door quietly and turned around to close it before noticing Macha. "Oh…you're awake.."

Macha's head snapped up, and she nearly melted with relief. "Oh thank god. I just– I just woke up. Where–" She cut herself off, not wanting to pry. "How are you feeling?"

"Did you sleep?" He asked, pulling off his jacket.

Macha seesawed a hand, noticing that he didn't answer her question. "How are you?", she repeated.

"I need to know if you slept.." He said quietly.

"A bit.", she replied quietly. "I'm guessing you didn't."

Tyler walked over to her. "I'm sorry.." He said, hugging her and seeming to melt in her arms.

"Don't be sorry oh my god don't be sorry don't ever be sorry." Macha wrapped her arms around him tightly and held him, rocking back and forth a little.

"I just…I didn't want to hurt you.." He murmured into her shoulder.

"You didn't hurt me. You could never hurt me." She hugged him tighter.

"Yes I could..that's the scary part.."

"It wouldn't be you. It wouldn't be you hurting me. Ever ever ever."

"But I can't learn to control it. So it is my fault."