"Riley's gone, OK Lukas? She's gone and she's not coming back. And now we're left with nothing but our memories of her. And that's got to be good enough now."
"It's always been us. Just the three of us. And it always will be." Riley, Maya and Lukas. It was them, and only them. No one else mattered as long as they were together. Then Riley was in a car crash, and put into hospital. Maya doesn't think she'll make it. Lukas does. So now they have to get through it. Whether she lives or not.
I'd really like to be Maya.
Maya and Lukas like each other but have never taken the next step.
So, yeah.
Hi sounds cool, may I join?
(sure! are you ok if i'm Maya?)
Yeah no problem! I'd be Lukas right?
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Name: Maya Penelope Hart
Age: 16
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Bisexual
Appearance: Maya has average peach skin, although it could be considered paler than average. Her eyes are sky blue and full of pain. Her hair is blonde, and reaches half-way down her back. (https://uploads.wornontv.net/2017/01/mayas-new-york-city-girl-tank-yellow-lace-jacket.jpg)
Style: Maya wears anything she’s comfortable in. Her style isn’t set in stone but it usually keeps with the tomboy style.
Personality: Maya is a bit of a trouble maker, and that gives her a ‘bad’ girl image. She is witting and ‘absolutely magnetic in attracting or intimidating the people in her sphere as she cares to’. Still, Maya is vulnerable, although she doesn’t let it show. She is very loyal, over-confident and overprotective of herself. She isn’t always proud of herself, but is rebellious and determined in what she believes in.
Likes: Riley, Lukas, her beliefs, art
Dislikes: Her past, who she is (sometimes), when people pressure her.
Background: Maya is an only child. She isn’t close to her mother, who is working all the time. Her father left the two of them when Maya was young, and Maya has only just made peace with him, although she still doesn’t forgive him (“Your job was to stay.”). Her mother Katie takes shifts at the diner she works at as much as she can, and Katie misses many things of Maya’s because of this. Maya is who she is because she tries to hide what is happening at home and in her life.
Theme song: (geez there’s so many) So Cold by Ben Cocks
Quote/s:
- "Hope is for suckers."
- "She's not gone. I'm gone. I'm the one that's gone."
- "I feel like if you know me at all, then you'll know the last thing I'll ever do is want something that was Riley's.”
- “Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.”
- “I’m BROKEN, ok?! I’ve been broken for a long time! And no matter how hard you try, I will never be fixed!”
- “I’m still me! I haven’t changed!”
Other: She’s based off Maya from Girl Meets World so if you want extra things you can look up ‘Maya Hart edits’ on YouTube. Most of them are sad/depressing but if you can’t find any good ones, look up ‘sad Maya Hart edits’.
Maya and Lukas had been talking for a while. They were both stressed about Riley being in the hospital. "Riley's gone, OK Lukas? She's gone and she's not coming back. And now we need to pick up the pieces."
(she's not gone, obviously
Maya just thinks she is)
He shook his head frantically "no, she's going to be ok, she has to be. SHe can't leave us like this…not now." He fidgeted with his hands as they paced around the parking lot "she's alright, she's alright…"
"She's not gonna get through this! Have you seen her?! She's been in a coma for a week and nothing's changed!"
"people have been in coma's longer and survived!" He yelled back, furiously walking to a curb and sitting down, burying his head in his hands
"She's gone, Lukas! She's past everything and she's not coming back! She's gone!"
"how can you say that Maya? She's your friend! How can you lose hope for that quickly?!" He looked up at her with bloodshot eyes and shook his head "I don't believe that she's gone, I won't."
"I lost hope in everything when I was 5!" Maya yelled. "Fine! She's not gone. I'm gone. I'm the one that's gone."
He glanced up "you're not leaving me too, I won't allow that. Promise me you won't leave me too." He said quietly
"I can't promise that, Lukas! I can't promise anything, and no one sees that! I'm broken!"
He stood and grabbed her by the shoulders, forcing her to meet his gaze "you are NOT broken Maya, and you are NOT gone, not to me your not. That's all that matters."
Maya wrestled out of his grasp. "That doesn't matter one bit! It never has! I've been broken for a long time. You might not see it, but it's there."
He gaze turned dark and his hands dropped to his side "so when me and dad brought you out of that hell you were living and brought you into our home, that didn't matter? When I held your trembling form in my arms while you cried day and night, that meant nothing?! And it never has?!" He shook with rage and turned away "we're all broken Maya, but there are those who are shattered, beyond repair."
"You brought me into hell, not our of it. My mother was the only person who'd loved me without expecting anything in return. She might have rarely been home, but she did what she could so that I could live."
"at least you had a mother! She came by when she could and loved you with all her heart. And yes living with us wasn't the best and yes we did have our ups and downs but it was what we could manage, We never expected anything from you either, we wanted you safe, I wanted you safe." Lukas walked off a few feet the sat in the lawn of the parking lot "if that truly means nothing to you then I've wasted my time loving you." He muttered, not particularly caring if she heard or not at this point
"If course you expected things in return. Everyone does. Riley always expects me to be there even when I can't be. You expect me to be your girlfriend just because we like each other. All my mother ever wanted from me was to be her daughter. And that's all I could give her."
"Have you ever stopped to thing that me and my family are you like most people? I don't want not expect anything from anyone. I would never force upon you anything you wouldn't want to do. Including being my girlfriend." He stood and started walking to the car. "And for the record, I have never liked you Maya, it has always and forever will be that I love you."
"You can't love me!" Maya yelled. "You barely know me! Tell me something that only you know! Something that not one other person knows!"
