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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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Happy birthday self, it’s been 15 years and you still haven’t killed yourself, good job you depressed stick.

I'm sorry. I'm also sorry if you're mad at me. Happy birthday anyway!

I’m not mad… you used the right your/you’re, I repectith

I always try to use proper grammar, punctuation and diction, honestly. Like I'm actually kind of obsessed with making sure everything is correct 80% of the time.

I slip up a lot, because I’m not great at it but when I’m not doing it I can automatically pick it out. Your/You’re is such a meme now, if you get it wrong you make all of humanity triggered

I'm not too big on memes anymore. In fact, I'm a little out of the loop.

I am on the meme train, choo choo I’m so dead.

Happy birthday self, it’s been 15 years and you still haven’t killed yourself, good job you depressed stick.

HAPPY YOU'RE STILL ALIVE DAY!

I really wish I was fucking dead Thank you!

Happy birthday!

I always try to use proper grammar, punctuation and diction, honestly. Like I'm actually kind of obsessed with making sure everything is correct 80% of the time.

same like
I can say i'm or i but I can't bring myself to exclude the apostrophes.

Yeah.

I always try to use proper grammar, punctuation and diction, honestly. Like I'm actually kind of obsessed with making sure everything is correct 80% of the time.

same like
I can say i'm or i but I can't bring myself to exclude the apostrophes.

I can't handle any mistakes I make with grammar, punctuation, or any typos. And if I accidently make a mistake I will edit it and fix it.

Okay, so I kinda need to get this out.

Uh, I'm in a relationship that's a secret to everyone I know irl and I have good reason to believe that I have a secret admirer. This wouldn't be a problem if my mom did not like him and the idea of him being with me, and the possibility of her forcing me to date/court this dude while I've been dating someone else for seven months now…
I'm very stressed.
_{To anyone who can, please read this https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/announcement-to-all-users-please-read}

Oh boy. That sucks. I've no idea how to help. But I'm here.

Me too!

I've been a mess for a while now, I might end up stabbing something. When I think of it I literally start shaking.

Okay, so I kinda need to get this out.

Uh, I'm in a relationship that's a secret to everyone I know irl and I have good reason to believe that I have a secret admirer. This wouldn't be a problem if my mom did not like him and the idea of him being with me, and the possibility of her forcing me to date/court this dude while I've been dating someone else for seven months now…
I'm very stressed.
_{To anyone who can, please read this https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/announcement-to-all-users-please-read}

Oh no. You're mom shouldn't force you to date someone. That's mean.

Okay, so I kinda need to get this out.

Uh, I'm in a relationship that's a secret to everyone I know irl and I have good reason to believe that I have a secret admirer. This wouldn't be a problem if my mom did not like him and the idea of him being with me, and the possibility of her forcing me to date/court this dude while I've been dating someone else for seven months now…
I'm very stressed.
_{To anyone who can, please read this https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/announcement-to-all-users-please-read}

Oh no. You're mom shouldn't force you to date someone. That's mean.

Sadly, that may be what happens.

Okay, so I kinda need to get this out.

Uh, I'm in a relationship that's a secret to everyone I know irl and I have good reason to believe that I have a secret admirer. This wouldn't be a problem if my mom did not like him and the idea of him being with me, and the possibility of her forcing me to date/court this dude while I've been dating someone else for seven months now…
I'm very stressed.
_{To anyone who can, please read this https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/announcement-to-all-users-please-read}

Oh no. You're mom shouldn't force you to date someone. That's mean.

Sadly, that may be what happens.

Yeah… I'm sorry.

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

I know the feeling. A lot of people I talk with deal with that!

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

I'm really sorry. To a certain extent I can understand you. Maybe you wishes you'd die, but rest assured that I'm really glad that you're alive.

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

I'm really sorry. To a certain extent I can understand you. Maybe you wishes you'd die, but rest assured that I'm really glad that you're alive.

Thank you.

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

No, it's fine. There was some exaggeration in there to get my point across. I'll get through this.

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

No, it's fine. There was some exaggeration in there to get my point across. I'll get through this.

I’ve seen a friend in a similar situation, being manipulated by her parents. I won’t say her name but she’s really special to me like all my friends are and I’m upset they treated her like that. I’m so sorry that you ever had to go through that… stay strong.

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

No, it's fine. There was some exaggeration in there to get my point across. I'll get through this.

I’ve seen a friend in a similar situation, being manipulated by her parents. I won’t say her name but she’s really special to me like all my friends are and I’m upset they treated her like that. I’m so sorry that you ever had to go through that… stay strong.

I will, I will not just for me but for your friends. :)

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

No, it's fine. There was some exaggeration in there to get my point across. I'll get through this.

I’ve seen a friend in a similar situation, being manipulated by her parents. I won’t say her name but she’s really special to me like all my friends are and I’m upset they treated her like that. I’m so sorry that you ever had to go through that… stay strong.

I will, I will not just for me but for your friends. :)

Thank you. I hate seeing people in very bad situations, it’s painful to see it…