I really need to put this out here because it’s been on my mind for years..
Some context: There are very few people I actually despise, and same with disliking. But there’s one guy who used to be in my class a few years ago. He moved to another city (thank god). We’ll call him G.
G has been in almost every single grade with me (at this specific school, which I no longer go to because I’ve graduated from it). I remember G used to be alright.
I think in around grade 4 G started getting pretty bad. They didn’t always go for me but I remember one time in gym we had this thing sometimes where there were four corners and you ran to the centre to be on a team of four. When we were going to the supply closet to set up gym, G walked behind me, and I heard them say, “I just ran, because who would want to be on a team with (insert my name)?” I didn’t really say anything about it ever, because I was too shy, and I’m still fairly quiet now.
I remember until the end of grade 6, I’d often hear G saying some stuff about other people and myself. G could be funny sometimes, but it doesn’t change the fact that they were rather rude.
They also stole pencils and went into people’s desks regularly, especially when they were absent. (Good thing for lockers..)
I’ve never told any one about this before, but G is still one of the people that I really, really dislike.
Thank you for reading.
Ok so like I just need to get some things off my chest, so like I'm sorry just skip over it. I think that Jaden (my ex) still likes me? But like she's so annoying and I hate her and never really even liked her so I'm not sure why I dated her. Also I sit next to this really annoying person in band and like she never shuts up. She also is never in tune and she can't play well so she always make the section sound bad because she also plays too loud. She one time almost quit band and I wish she did. She's so horribly annoying and terrible and I am glad you don't have to deal with her. I promised a friend that I'd get her food but I didn't because I was just going to do it in drivers ed but like the teacher guy wasn't there so I couldn't get her food and idk if she ate lunch so I'm a bit worried. Also I haven't seen one of my friends for like months and like I really miss him he's so great. I wish I could see him again and I'm not there to help him because he has depression and anxiety and really needs helps sometimes but i can't help so it makes me feel guilty that I can't help. Also I'm a really petty and stubborn person so I don't give up and sometimes don't forgive so that's a problem that I need to fix. Also I'm kinda chubby and I need to eat better and exercise or something,but I just haven't because I'm just a horrible and lazy person who can't do anything. Ah, c'est la vie. I can try and change things but You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
I honestly hate Saturdays because my mother and brother fight and it's absolutely the worst. Some context: Me and my siblings have madrasa on Saturdays and we really don't like it but we have to go. And I don't really put up a fight because I understand the importance and all, but every week, my brother decides to just not do his homework (to be fair im guilty of it too but I managed to get it all done last night so im safe) and not wake up after my mother berates him for it all week and then my mother calls him useless and stupid. They're both in the wrong, and I'm literally listening to them scream at each other and I just really hate it because why do they have to do this every week and its time to go anyway and do you have to scream? I've had a pretty crap week and screaming is just too much right now//
(Also now she's gently trying to get him to stop crying and get him in the car which is a total flip of character and all which is really annoying yet it happens every week)
Oh boy… I have never been closer to a heart attack in my life… So, it’s been discovered recently that my mom can view my internet activity from her phone, which is okay because I don’t usually do anything bad or suspicious but… I’m currently writing this really long rant about how I’m not as good of a human as people think (don’t ask) and I’ve mentioned a few things I wouldn’t want her to hear about regarding how much I’ve learned from this site, but I took a break to go eat breakfast and my mom stopped me, looked me dead in the eyes, said something along the lines of “I know you’re just a kid, and you probably don’t understand but…”
I could feel my heart stop for a moment as she paused, looked at her phone, and then told me
“But Korean actors are really cute”
cough cough does that include Ken Jeong cough cough
How's your morning going?
How's your morning going?
Alright I suppose. Had a dream where I was kidnapped and held at gunpoint so that was fun.
You?
My school went on lockdown and I posted about it here and no one said anything about it at all
Me as well. I'm truly sorry.
I hate being sick… My head hurts so bad I can’t move, I feel so weak I’m practically melting into my bed, I tried to drink water last night and I nearly vomited, everything is miserable.
I hate being sick… My head hurts so bad I can’t move, I feel so weak I’m practically melting into my bed, I tried to drink water last night and I nearly vomited, everything is miserable.
I'm so sorry. I really hope that you get better soon.
So my birthday is tomorrow and I’m going to draw something for myself.
yeets I got band practice and I know the band is going to sing to me, and I am going to be embarrassed as feck
Happy early birthday, Kylee!!!
I’ll be on tomorrow, and thanks.
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