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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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Jeez. I'm right here for you lie.

Jeez. I'm right here for you lie.

*Ace.

And this is the personal rant thread, not the "come get support thread". You don't need to try to support me and pity me for something I've grown used to. I just like to complain about it cuz it helps me feel at least a tiny bit better to scream into the void that is the internet.

Am I the only person that was basically locked out of the discussions for 30 minutes or so?

I kinda was?

I could still view things but everything was dead and if I tried to comment it would show errors

I was without internet so I couldn't tell if it was the changing bar levels or the site

I could still view things but everything was dead and if I tried to comment it would show errors

I had the same thing…

Okay! So it wasn’t just my garbage internet connection.

I just made a frickin’ breakthrough. It finally occurred to me what it feels like to sing with your diaphragm. I understood that I was supposed to do that, but I didn’t know what it meant. Until just now when I was singing Pocahontas in the shower and I felt a difference only when singing that song and I was like, “Hey it feels and sounds better when I sing this song. Why? Oh, I’m using different muscles in my body.” So I transferred the same technique to other songs and lo and behold they were all slightly easier and sounded better. This is all great. But: I really wish I would have come to this amazing conclusion/discovery before my audition instead of weeks after I didn’t make callbacks. And before my callback for the musical, because I know I would have knocked it out of the park if I had known this earlier.

I'm glad you're making such good progress! Keep at it, and never give up, I want to see you succeed, and grow, and learn, and become the best person you can be overdone!

oofoofoof my eyes are very red and itchy

Oooof!

Idk man it happens like every night

omg
I look like I got high then started crying

Well hello there. I am really kinda sad right now, because I went on a weekend retreat with my youth group, and the whole weekend me and one of my best (guy) friends spent a ton of time together, because at home we really aren't allowed because we aren't allowed to date and we like each other. The weekend was the best, and now I'm 89% sure I'm in love, and we had the best time hanging out and actually talking and having fun and saying screw it to parental rules, but now that I'm home I'm missing him so much that it actually hurts as in its giving me headaches and there is this almost hollow feeling inside my head that only goes away when I see him. I really want to tell him how I'm feeling, but 1, we agreed to go back to being "just friends" when we got home, and 2, I'm really worried that he doesn't miss me as much as I miss him. I don't know if I feel like that because it's true, or because I'm already a very insecure person. The point is, I really miss talking to my best friend because we hung out so much over the weekend. He's always on my mind, and I keep reliving the weekend and all the moments we had…. gosh I sound like a lovesick clingy freak, but it's really so true and I can't wait to see him tomorrow at small groups, even though we can't talk like we did at Fusion (the youth camp). The times we had though… those thoughts make me really happy. So I'm in a very confused and lonely state.

I finished my English quiz, turned it in, and then realized I need another quote. I forgot it becuase I got so angry about the book when I was typing it and started to rant as eloquently as I could and then just turned it in right after. But when I unsubmitted it, I wasn’t allowed to edit the document anymore, so now I only have five quotes instead of six. And I realized upon re-reading a bit of the book that I had missed some crucial details that directly impacted what I had written so I really needed to have not lost points over a missing quote.

I have hw but I am literally so tired

Then hide it.

You can’t hide from them, they’re like little demons and will find everything

relates on a very personal level yeeeppppppp my brother takes EVERYTHING from my room, games, my gamer shirts(Pokèmon shirts mostly), anime pop figures, anime posters, my pancaking Wii, Wii Remotes, Nunchucks(Wii Nunchucks not the weapon), my ONLY pro controller, my grandmas NES classic, my fan, sOMETIME MY 2DS AND THATS WHERE I DRAW THE LINE, OR WHEN HE TAKES MY SKETCH BOOK AND SMEARS EVERYTHING I HATE IT SO MUCH REEEEE. Anyways, the only way I can get it back is either beat the living pancake out of my brother, or tell on him to my mother, or tell my grandma he took my food Yes he steals my pancaking McDonald left overs two, that little piece of pancake.

Then hide it.

You can’t hide from them, they’re like little demons and will find everything

relates on a very personal level yeeeppppppp my brother takes EVERYTHING from my room, games, my gamer shirts(Pokèmon shirts mostly), anime pop figures, anime posters, my pancaking Wii, Wii Remotes, Nunchucks(Wii Nunchucks not the weapon), my ONLY pro controller, my grandmas NES classic, my fan, sOMETIME MY 2DS AND THATS WHERE I DRAW THE LINE, OR WHEN HE TAKES MY SKETCH BOOK AND SMEARS EVERYTHING I HATE IT SO MUCH REEEEE. Anyways, the only way I can get it back is either beat the living pancake out of my brother, or tell on him to my mother, or tell my grandma he took my food Yes he steals my pancaking McDonald left overs two, that little piece of pancake.

I FEEL THAT

both in-system there are littles and outside there's a smol little devil aka zj's brother and he pancaking suCKS

Then hide it.

You can’t hide from them, they’re like little demons and will find everything

relates on a very personal level yeeeppppppp my brother takes EVERYTHING from my room, games, my gamer shirts(Pokèmon shirts mostly), anime pop figures, anime posters, my pancaking Wii, Wii Remotes, Nunchucks(Wii Nunchucks not the weapon), my ONLY pro controller, my grandmas NES classic, my fan, sOMETIME MY 2DS AND THATS WHERE I DRAW THE LINE, OR WHEN HE TAKES MY SKETCH BOOK AND SMEARS EVERYTHING I HATE IT SO MUCH REEEEE. Anyways, the only way I can get it back is either beat the living pancake out of my brother, or tell on him to my mother, or tell my grandma he took my food Yes he steals my pancaking McDonald left overs two, that little piece of pancake.

Same… Little brothers are a pain… (My older brother's okay though. he kills the spiders)

Then hide it.

You can’t hide from them, they’re like little demons and will find everything

relates on a very personal level yeeeppppppp my brother takes EVERYTHING from my room, games, my gamer shirts(Pokèmon shirts mostly), anime pop figures, anime posters, my pancaking Wii, Wii Remotes, Nunchucks(Wii Nunchucks not the weapon), my ONLY pro controller, my grandmas NES classic, my fan, sOMETIME MY 2DS AND THATS WHERE I DRAW THE LINE, OR WHEN HE TAKES MY SKETCH BOOK AND SMEARS EVERYTHING I HATE IT SO MUCH REEEEE. Anyways, the only way I can get it back is either beat the living pancake out of my brother, or tell on him to my mother, or tell my grandma he took my food Yes he steals my pancaking McDonald left overs two, that little piece of pancake.

Same… Little brothers are a pain… (My older brother's okay though. he kills the spiders)

My brother is eleven months younger then me but then again he has Cerebal Palsy so…

Then hide it.

You can’t hide from them, they’re like little demons and will find everything

relates on a very personal level yeeeppppppp my brother takes EVERYTHING from my room, games, my gamer shirts(Pokèmon shirts mostly), anime pop figures, anime posters, my pancaking Wii, Wii Remotes, Nunchucks(Wii Nunchucks not the weapon), my ONLY pro controller, my grandmas NES classic, my fan, sOMETIME MY 2DS AND THATS WHERE I DRAW THE LINE, OR WHEN HE TAKES MY SKETCH BOOK AND SMEARS EVERYTHING I HATE IT SO MUCH REEEEE. Anyways, the only way I can get it back is either beat the living pancake out of my brother, or tell on him to my mother, or tell my grandma he took my food Yes he steals my pancaking McDonald left overs two, that little piece of pancake.

Same… Little brothers are a pain… (My older brother's okay though. he kills the spiders)

My brother is eleven months younger then me but then again he has Cerebal Palsy so…

my brother has CP too

I feel fucking triggered bc my bad mentioned my

and I honestly didn’t know he knew about that it was just out of no where it threw me off and now I’m just…upset. Like I said, just triggered all of a sudden. Becuase we don’t talk about it. No one does, not me, not my mom, and especially not my dad.

I see. Strange.

Bumping this with a lil comic I think you should see

(If you can't see it, I can tell you what it is)