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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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_{…I'm a terrible human being}

No you aren't Ella! Fight me on that! I love yoooouuu!

Okay this is gonna sound rather self centered because it kinda is. But I realized today how very invisible I am. LIke I was having a really intense panic attack in 3rd period this morning and like no one even noticed. Like I was silently crying the entire period and then towards the end of the period my friend who was sitting next to me the e n t i r e time turned to me and was like "you look like you're about to cry" and yeah I'm good at hiding these types of things but like this was a really bad panic attack. Worst one I've had at school. Like I couldn't breathe at all, couldn't think, was shaking really badly, struggling to do just about anything honestly, and was really disorientated and no one even noticed or cared. I'm not saying that I want attention for this or anything, but like I feel like anything could happen and no one would even notice for a while

Darling, you are never invisible to me, unless you want to be. I know I say this a lot, but I really do mean it when I say that if you're having a panic attack, you can always log on to the site, and come to me. I would honestly be happy to assist you in any single way I can.

Ok, this is a sad yet happy rant. So most of you know I've felt like I've been going insane Still happening btw And I didn't realize My crush liked me back. So one day I couldn't stop laughing for no Effing reason. And this wasn't a good day, to begin with. My crush was walking over to my table and I panicked. She asked If she could talk to me in private. I said yes and followed her outside. Now, this is the first time I've been asked out. I usually ask them out and feel the rejections…Well, that day she asked me out and since I was laughing for no reason…That happened…A week has passed and not even a single hi…I decided an apologie was in order…But I couldn't say it allowed… so I wrote a note to her. Now during lunch today I noticed she had it and was looking around for me…She spots me and walked over to my table. Friends still there And asked if I meant it. I said yes…So we talked it out and I explained why…Then I asked her if I could take her on a date this Saturday and she said yes. I'm happy yet embarrassed at the same time… But yeah…There's my rant.

Arron that sounds like a roller coaster of an event, and I'm proud that you got yourself a person that you're really interested in. I told you you were a catch, always have been! I hope the two of you prosper together, harmoniously. I hope everything goes your way and nothing goes wrong. I hope you truly have a deep, intimate, affectionate relationship with each other.

Darling, you are never invisible to me, unless you want to be. I know I say this a lot, but I really do mean it when I say that if you're having a panic attack, you can always log on to the site, and come to me. I would honestly be happy to assist you in any single way I can.

Honestly I wanted nothing more than to escape that class and be here or anywhere else for that matter. Like I went to the bathroom three times which was suspicious enough as it is. Then the freaking internet went out so I couldn't log on in the next period either and was just stuck spiraling

Aw Arron that’s acutally pretty cute. I find it very adorable dont ask why but I’m glad it worked out in the end! And rejections are trash, although I haven’t asked many people out, and I’ve only got one rejection out of the whole four people I asked out.

I had the same thing happened to me today AFT. It was a strange thing, because the library was closed the one day I needed it. This is going to be closed all week. So I can kind of feel that.

Thanks.

No ones ever asked ME out because well, have you seen my communication skills? The only person who can really socialize with me and be happy around me genuinely is Emi and Destiny, but Destiny is Asexual and not attracted to humans or anyone… she hates humanity

Me sometimes…Like yesterday…

So what is she like Arron?

Yeah spill the info! grabs shipping brain

She's really kind. I mean REALLY kind. Funny. And a huge fujoshi. Let that sink in.

She's really kind. I mean REALLY kind. Funny. And a huge fujoshi. Let that sink in.

I like her. Definitely the fuzhoushi part, because I'm a huge yaoi fan. She seems like your type, my dude!

I guess. Same here…See not Innocent ^w^

Hey, I can definitely relate. So what anime does she like?

Stuff like Tokyo ghoul and AOT.

Well those do have good ships.

They do.

I'm kind of inspired to make a gay anime boy post. Or just a normal anime post.

If you saw my wattpad you'd be surprised….Hehe

Would you mind if I did? In case you haven't noticed I'm very gay.

Not really

Sounds cool!