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@hollow-boned

my convo w the principal earlier brought up all my internalized anger and all that negativity that i normally am aware of but i try to repress and now i'm just. ggh i have so many feelings rn i'm just listening to nothing but thieves and trying not to cry

@GameMaster group

Yep that’s depression for you. You aren’t a waste of human life. I myself enjoy your presence. I’m bad at comforting people but we’re a big crazy family on here so you’re just normals here.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

my convo w the principal earlier brought up all my internalized anger and all that negativity that i normally am aware of but i try to repress and now i'm just. ggh i have so many feelings rn i'm just listening to nothing but thieves and trying not to cry

If you need to vent abt said feelings then yeah we're

@hollow-boned

my convo w the principal earlier brought up all my internalized anger and all that negativity that i normally am aware of but i try to repress and now i'm just. ggh i have so many feelings rn i'm just listening to nothing but thieves and trying not to cry

If you need to vent abt said feelings then yeah we're

thx babe i think i'll do that

@hollow-boned

i just. we were talking abt stuff and the principal was telling me that she's managed to scare parents enough over the years until they understand that if they don't wake up and see the reality of having an lgbt child they might lose them. and i told her abt when i almost killed myself and it brought up a lot of memories and stuff and i cried so much. and i'm just. i have one more goddamn year and i feel like i might go insane before then. i'm so angry and hollow all the time, it's eating me from the inside and i'm losing my goddamn mind.

@Trix

hence the name?
I just want to say: You have an awesome principal.
But you are awesome, too, and strong for getting so far. Through all this shiz and you have a very happy future waiting for you #Juliar. <3

@hollow-boned

hence the name?
I just want to say: You have an awesome principal.
But you are awesome, too, and strong for getting so far. Through all this shiz and you have a very happy future waiting for you #Juliar. <3

the name has to do with that but mostly with birds being able to fly because they have no bone marrow or w/e

thanks a lot <33 and yeah #juliar is p much all that's keeping me going
the principal also said she'll help me trick my parents into getting me therapy and getting me a scholarship and helping me w not having so many things to deal with when i have to move out

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

Your principal is a straight badass!
And hey, like Trix said, you're very strong for getting so far, and in fact I'd like to commend you on your personal fortitude, and I'm sure you'll have a happy future!

@hollow-boned

she talks a lot and has a penchant for interrupting ppl when they talk so i didn't rlly like her before but now i'm like Fuck Yeah What A Cool

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what is it that you want to do in life?

Well, I don't really know that either… I mostly want to travel the world, learn new languages, see different cultures, hear new music, try new foods, meet new people… Really anything other than what my life is now, which is being trapped in a single place all alone for months on end as each day repeats itself with minimal changes while I slowly lose my mind.

…However, that goal is quite unrealistic and completely contradicts another more realistic dream, which is to become a nun and devote my life to the only thing that hasn't yet failed me.

But then that goal, despite still allowing me to paint, sing, and socialize, requires me to give up all my other dreams along with everything I know and love to hide away in the same place for months on end with little to no outside activity as each day repeats itself with minimal changes.
…Just like my life is now.

Then one of my other dreams is to become one of those animated storytime youtubers, it would be perfect for me because it combines the only three things I'm good at, drawing, talking about myself when literally no one asked for it, and watching videos on the internet.

In other words, I have no clue

I just want to say:
Ella, you're young. I know it seems like there's pressure to know what you want to achieve in your life, but you don't need to give into it. People aren't kidding when they tell you to enjoy being a kid!

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I'D LIKE TO RANT ABOUT HOW THEIR IS A CURRENTLY A LARGE {HEALING} CHEMICAL BURN ON MY LEG AND AT THIS POINT IT'S JUST A HUGE CLUSTER OF SCABS BUT THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS: EVERY TIME I SHAVE MY LEGS IT'S A SISTER STRUGGLE

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