@The-N-U-T-Cracker
It’s nearly 1:30 and I forgot to eat both breakfast and lunch. Obviously, something’s not right here…
It’s nearly 1:30 and I forgot to eat both breakfast and lunch. Obviously, something’s not right here…
It’s nearly 1:30 and I forgot to eat both breakfast and lunch. Obviously, something’s not right here…
saaaame
Also for me it's usually applied by kids my age whose hand-eye coordination is….lacking, to say the least.
Also a great moment from stage makeup practice:
Kid doing demo: Now, you have to be careful with the foundation or it'll look spotty. Just dab it on gently and if any of you make any 'dab' jokes, you have to leave the room.
Kid who's being demoed on: What's a dab joke? Is it like….this? He dabs
That's kind of the point for me lmao. I like to transform myself into somebody I'm not. That's another reason I love acting so much. I have no problem performing as a character in front of an audience. But I can't be myself in front of other people. Like I can't sing songs I've written in front of other people, I don't like showing people my art or writing, etc.
Also for me it's usually applied by kids my age whose hand-eye coordination is….lacking, to say the least.
Also a great moment from stage makeup practice:
Kid doing demo: Now, you have to be careful with the foundation or it'll look spotty. Just dab it on gently and if any of you make any 'dab' jokes, you have to leave the room.
Kid who's being demoed on: What's a dab joke? Is it like….this? He dabs
lmao that's something my sister would do
I want to like me. I want to be done with all of my own negativity to myself. I want to be done with my own problems but I don't think I ever will be. I'm afraid that all of my friends are fake. I feel like no one would even notice if I were gone. I'm terrified of coming out to m y parents since we're all Muslims. I'm good at pretending I'm okay, but I'm not. I'm really not okay. And there are people who are concerned and my brain is like "it's your fault that they're worried" because it is. I have little voices, little demons, that are always whispering in my head that I don't deserve to be happy and some days, today especially, those voices are the loudest and it's harder to fight them. I'm just- really really lost right now.
I want to like me. I want to be done with all of my own negativity to myself. I want to be done with my own problems but I don't think I ever will be. I'm afraid that all of my friends are fake. I feel like no one would even notice if I were gone. I'm terrified of coming out to m y parents since we're all Muslims. I'm good at pretending I'm okay, but I'm not. I'm really not okay. And there are people who are concerned and my brain is like "it's your fault that they're worried" because it is. I have little voices, little demons, that are always whispering in my head that I don't deserve to be happy and some days, today especially, those voices are the loudest and it's harder to fight them. I'm just- really really lost right now.
Sweetie, I'm here!
I want to like me. I want to be done with all of my own negativity to myself. I want to be done with my own problems but I don't think I ever will be. I'm afraid that all of my friends are fake. I feel like no one would even notice if I were gone. I'm terrified of coming out to m y parents since we're all Muslims. I'm good at pretending I'm okay, but I'm not. I'm really not okay. And there are people who are concerned and my brain is like "it's your fault that they're worried" because it is. I have little voices, little demons, that are always whispering in my head that I don't deserve to be happy and some days, today especially, those voices are the loudest and it's harder to fight them. I'm just- really really lost right now.
talk to me if you need to vent <3 <3
According to my friends I am awesome at liquid eyeliner
I consider it to be very thick lol
Update on the lunch situation, I resorted to cannibalism and ate a smol, hot potato
ELLA HOW COULD YOU
Welcome to the dark side Ella >:]
Update on the lunch situation, I resorted to cannibalism and ate a smol, hot potato
When I first read this I thought, "damn NutElla, I didn't think you had it in you" until I saw the last part
:3
Lmao
I have yet to wear makeup. I'm 100% straight, but I would love to try out eyeliner etc. just once because dress up!
guyliner is sexy as hell.
Eris approves of all punk boys
I have yet to wear makeup. I'm 100% straight, but I would love to try out eyeliner etc. just once because dress up!
guyliner is sexy as hell.
Eris approves of all punk boys
Agreed
I have yet to wear makeup. I'm 100% straight, but I would love to try out eyeliner etc. just once because dress up!
guyliner is sexy as hell.
Eris approves of all punk boysAgreed
I also think that.
Guyliner: Waybeline, New Jersey
I am way too proud of my username
I have yet to wear makeup. I'm 100% straight, but I would love to try out eyeliner etc. just once because dress up!
guyliner is sexy as hell.
Eris approves of all punk boys
Nowhere near punk. But I can look dangerous, and I own a leather jacket, so there's that.
I am way too proud of my username
Took me a second.
Also, does anyone else have a bunch of really dumb, unfunny things that you laugh at for no good reason? For me, it's literally every time my best friend calls a guy hot (she usually only does it to main characters in animes though)
Also, does anyone else have a bunch of really dumb, unfunny things that you laugh at for no good reason? For me, it's literally every time my best friend calls a guy hot (she usually only does it to main characters in animes though)
Anytime I'm watching a movie and some confesses their love for someone else
I have yet to wear makeup. I'm 100% straight, but I would love to try out eyeliner etc. just once because dress up!
guyliner is sexy as hell.
Eris approves of all punk boysNowhere near punk. But I can look dangerous, and I own a leather jacket, so there's that.
It's a start I guess. :P
What is required to be punk?
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