how is u
at this moment I'm sipping on a mango monster energy while eating Oreos. pfft- also am very VERY tired. I used most of my spoons on doing tests for my credit recovery class.
hru?
that is a WILD combo 😭 but also an energy drink sounds tasty right about now XD
i felt the tired tho, same man sameeee
spoons ? I'm guessing that's meant to mean something but i dont quite have enough brain cells for that XD
but I'm also very tired and have slightly lost my mind from bordeom but uhhh never better…
XD I cant see the pic but I'll look when I get home.
but yea- the spoons is like- a metaphor- Google it ig? TvT I dunno I'm sick today and suffering- I'm currently running on literally nothing. I didn't eat breakfast, and I didn't have lunch cause too nauseated. but I also still had to be in school cause attendance. so I just slept half the day and said "if the staff have a problem they can kiss my ass." and made my teach laugh.
that is a WILD combo 😭 but also an energy drink sounds tasty right about now XD
i felt the tired tho, same man sameeee
spoons ? I'm guessing that's meant to mean something but i dont quite have enough brain cells for that XD
but I'm also very tired and have slightly lost my mind from bordeom but uhhh never better…
"Spoons are a metaphor used as a unit of measurement to visualize the mental and physical energy a person has available for activities of everyday life and productive tasks throughout a given amount of time (e.g. a day or week)." -Wikipedia
H O T T O G O
U CAN TAKE ME HOT TO GO-
how is u
at this moment I'm sipping on a mango monster energy while eating Oreos. pfft- also am very VERY tired. I used most of my spoons on doing tests for my credit recovery class.
hru?
that is a WILD combo 😭 but also an energy drink sounds tasty right about now XD
i felt the tired tho, same man sameeee
spoons ? I'm guessing that's meant to mean something but i dont quite have enough brain cells for that XD
but I'm also very tired and have slightly lost my mind from bordeom but uhhh never better…
XD I cant see the pic but I'll look when I get home.
but yea- the spoons is like- a metaphor- Google it ig? TvT I dunno I'm sick today and suffering- I'm currently running on literally nothing. I didn't eat breakfast, and I didn't have lunch cause too nauseated. but I also still had to be in school cause attendance. so I just slept half the day and said "if the staff have a problem they can kiss my ass." and made my teach laugh.
awwe mann, i thought the images worked on phone too XD
ahhhh gotcha gotcha
yall better take care of yourself, cant have ya getting sick sick yknow? i know this was a few days ago but eat small snacks if ya can, just as long as you can stomach it :))
also school suckksss, i hated when i was in school and now i have to go back at some point but hopefully it'll be better this time around
LMAO honestly thats a mood, i slept a lot in middle school tho, not high school, hadda pay attention for high school XD
that is a WILD combo 😭 but also an energy drink sounds tasty right about now XD
i felt the tired tho, same man sameeee
spoons ? I'm guessing that's meant to mean something but i dont quite have enough brain cells for that XD
but I'm also very tired and have slightly lost my mind from bordeom but uhhh never better…
"Spoons are a metaphor used as a unit of measurement to visualize the mental and physical energy a person has available for activities of everyday life and productive tasks throughout a given amount of time (e.g. a day or week)." -Wikipedia
ahhh thanks for this, i knew what the spoons metaphor was but it completely slipped my mind XD I've been a bit tired these days so my brain ain't working properly
awwe mann, i thought the images worked on phone too XD
ahhhh gotcha gotcha
yall better take care of yourself, cant have ya getting sick sick yknow? i know this was a few days ago but eat small snacks if ya can, just as long as you can stomach it :))
also school suckksss, i hated when i was in school and now i have to go back at some point but hopefully it'll be better this time around
LMAO honestly thats a mood, i slept a lot in middle school tho, not high school, hadda pay attention for high school XD
XD I'm trying my best here. I managed to get healthcare for free up till May. so yay-
and yeah school sucks ass. but idc- I'm just here until I'm done with my online classes and then I'll be on my way to having a job hopefully.
I'm about to start being petty with anyone who calls me she after I've already corrected them several times for a few months now. If they're so used to calling me "she" after a few months of talking about me and having meetings with me and such, then that makes me think they're misgendering me behind my back.
I've already chopped all my hair off, started dressing like a dude and even tryna start voice training. my voice is at least a tiny bit more masculine. enough to at least know I'm trans. so I'm getting kinda irritated when this happens.
plus people who don't even know me and see me for the first time call me dude or sir. so I'm sure its not my looks or voice making my teachers slip up this frequently. hell a Karen didn't think I was a girl. she was more upset that someone who looks like they're a 12 year old boy was talking back to them like an adult. ;-;
I usually try to be nice and such when it comes to my pronouns, but I made a REALLY big effort to make myself pass and it seems to work with everyone else around me until they learn I'm trans.
anyways sorry for my rant- TvT I learned why I'm so pissy today and I just needed to type it all out-
I'm about to start being petty with anyone who calls me she after I've already corrected them several times for a few months now. If they're so used to calling me "she" after a few months of talking about me and having meetings with me and such, then that makes me think they're misgendering me behind my back.
I've already chopped all my hair off, started dressing like a dude and even tryna start voice training. my voice is at least a tiny bit more masculine. enough to at least know I'm trans. so I'm getting kinda irritated when this happens.
plus people who don't even know me and see me for the first time call me dude or sir. so I'm sure its not my looks or voice making my teachers slip up this frequently. hell a Karen didn't think I was a girl. she was more upset that someone who looks like they're a 12 year old boy was talking back to them like an adult. ;-;
I usually try to be nice and such when it comes to my pronouns, but I made a REALLY big effort to make myself pass and it seems to work with everyone else around me until they learn I'm trans.
anyways sorry for my rant- TvT I learned why I'm so pissy today and I just needed to type it all out-
That sucks so incredibly much! getting misgendered on accident is bad enough but when it keeps going to the point of feeling purposeful, that's just plain rude of the misgender-er. We're always here if you need to vent.
TvT thx. I've just noticed a pattern with that. like people who don't even know me or have met me only once call me he or sir or dude, but once they learn I'm trans its like I'm suddenly so feminine and they just cant help but call me a she. it just feels weird even when they claim it's not on purpose and that its a slip up. I'm just worried they don't even try to respect me when I'm not in earshot.
i think… my dad thinks im gay?
so we were in the car and he had his Christmas playlist going. he just kinda suddenly points out david archuleta on his playlist and talking about him.
so he's just like 'people were accusing him of being gay, and at first he would explain by saying he's asexual, but he came out as gay later. and is that what ace means, asexual?'
i've been openly ace for years and stuff, so idk, it just kinda sounds like he's asking if im gay or smth
TvT thx. I've just noticed a pattern with that. like people who don't even know me or have met me only once call me he or sir or dude, but once they learn I'm trans its like I'm suddenly so feminine and they just cant help but call me a she. it just feels weird even when they claim it's not on purpose and that its a slip up. I'm just worried they don't even try to respect me when I'm not in earshot.
i know that some people like being honest about being trans right off the bat but if it were me i would not be telling people about that small fact unless they're in my very very close circle of friends for this reason- like if you pass and you pass well i would juusstttt kinda leave it out if i were you XD
just to avoid this kind of frustration yknow? then again, you also dont owe anyone an explanation on who you are cause you're just you and that's enough :)
i know that some people like being honest about being trans right off the bat but if it were me i would not be telling people about that small fact unless they're in my very very close circle of friends for this reason- like if you pass and you pass well i would juusstttt kinda leave it out if i were you XD
just to avoid this kind of frustration yknow? then again, you also dont owe anyone an explanation on who you are cause you're just you and that's enough :)
yeah ;-; the reason my teachers know is cause my records say female- TvT
Ok just need to say this to someone and here feels like a good place so…
I've known I'm ace for a few months at this point, but it was always definitely ace not aro. I get crushes, like romance books, ect. But then today my crush casually mentioned that she has a boyfriend. And out of all the things people usually feel in moments like that- Sad, angry, jealous, disappointed -I felt relieved. RELIEVED. Before I'd felt like I should want to ask her out, hold hands, stuff like that. But I don't? We're sort of friends and I really like it that way, no need for more. I'm n ot sure if this is a one time thing or if my crushes have always been like this and I never noticed. So now I'm doing a bunch of research on aro-spec identities trying to find one that fits and it's all very confusing.
Anyway, thanks, just needed to get that off my chest.
Hey, can I say something? I've… never had a crush on anyone. Ever.
Hey, can I say something? I've… never had a crush on anyone. Ever.
You might be aromantic. Honestly it's not all it's cracked up to be (From my opinion)
I know. It's just, I feel pretty lonely most of the time. It's bad, really.
Ok just need to say this to someone and here feels like a good place so…
I've known I'm ace for a few months at this point, but it was always definitely ace not aro. I get crushes, like romance books, ect. But then today my crush casually mentioned that she has a boyfriend. And out of all the things people usually feel in moments like that- Sad, angry, jealous, disappointed -I felt relieved. RELIEVED. Before I'd felt like I should want to ask her out, hold hands, stuff like that. But I don't? We're sort of friends and I really like it that way, no need for more. I'm n ot sure if this is a one time thing or if my crushes have always been like this and I never noticed. So now I'm doing a bunch of research on aro-spec identities trying to find one that fits and it's all very confusing.
Anyway, thanks, just needed to get that off my chest.
OMG i know this feeling!! (i think at least)
i personally don't identify as aro, but i get so confused because when i really think about it all i want from a relationship is what i would get, and am getting from a really good friendship. with some of my best friends we hug, hold hands, do cheesy flirting and stick together like glue. the only difference is cuddling and exclusivity, but i still REALLY like, and even crave to a degree, the idea of romantic love, and i adore cute romantic media.
is this kinda how you feel, or am i, like, totally off course?
(…..whispers I'm questioning if I'm demisexual cause I don't have that much interest in ~ those activities ~ (tho its still sometimes there) but at the same time I can look at a hot dude or girl and be like "hell yeah-" but then also I can look at an anime dude and be like "I'd do that-" so I dunno- ;-;)
Ok just need to say this to someone and here feels like a good place so…
I've known I'm ace for a few months at this point, but it was always definitely ace not aro. I get crushes, like romance books, ect. But then today my crush casually mentioned that she has a boyfriend. And out of all the things people usually feel in moments like that- Sad, angry, jealous, disappointed -I felt relieved. RELIEVED. Before I'd felt like I should want to ask her out, hold hands, stuff like that. But I don't? We're sort of friends and I really like it that way, no need for more. I'm n ot sure if this is a one time thing or if my crushes have always been like this and I never noticed. So now I'm doing a bunch of research on aro-spec identities trying to find one that fits and it's all very confusing.
Anyway, thanks, just needed to get that off my chest.
OMG i know this feeling!! (i think at least)
i personally don't identify as aro, but i get so confused because when i really think about it all i want from a relationship is what i would get, and am getting from a really good friendship. with some of my best friends we hug, hold hands, do cheesy flirting and stick together like glue. the only difference is cuddling and exclusivity, but i still REALLY like, and even crave to a degree, the idea of romantic love, and i adore cute romantic media.
is this kinda how you feel, or am i, like, totally off course?
Sort of? It's more like romantic relationships feel like more trouble than their worth. Like, the parts of relationships I think I would like I can already get with my friends, and then you don't have to go through all the awkward asking each other out and feeling obligated to spend all your time together. Honestly QPR's seem like the best of both worlds to me
maybe you're greyromantic? (which is what i identify as) but i honestly get that a lot- i think it might be the "oh good, at least now i know and i dont have to live with the uncertainty of if i want this person or not or if they feel the same/theres a chance there" or at least that's how i see it. it sort of shuts down any chance there so you're not constantly stressing about it/thinking about it
Ok just need to say this to someone and here feels like a good place so…
I've known I'm ace for a few months at this point, but it was always definitely ace not aro. I get crushes, like romance books, ect. But then today my crush casually mentioned that she has a boyfriend. And out of all the things people usually feel in moments like that- Sad, angry, jealous, disappointed -I felt relieved. RELIEVED. Before I'd felt like I should want to ask her out, hold hands, stuff like that. But I don't? We're sort of friends and I really like it that way, no need for more. I'm n ot sure if this is a one time thing or if my crushes have always been like this and I never noticed. So now I'm doing a bunch of research on aro-spec identities trying to find one that fits and it's all very confusing.
Anyway, thanks, just needed to get that off my chest.
OMG i know this feeling!! (i think at least)
i personally don't identify as aro, but i get so confused because when i really think about it all i want from a relationship is what i would get, and am getting from a really good friendship. with some of my best friends we hug, hold hands, do cheesy flirting and stick together like glue. the only difference is cuddling and exclusivity, but i still REALLY like, and even crave to a degree, the idea of romantic love, and i adore cute romantic media.
is this kinda how you feel, or am i, like, totally off course?
also i felt this in my SOUL cause that's literally what i feel when i get a "crush" though the number of times I've had a crush in my entire life are like two times and I'm like two years off of being in my mid-twenties
(i also just tend to get "squishes" instead of crushes)
Ok just need to say this to someone and here feels like a good place so…
I've known I'm ace for a few months at this point, but it was always definitely ace not aro. I get crushes, like romance books, ect. But then today my crush casually mentioned that she has a boyfriend. And out of all the things people usually feel in moments like that- Sad, angry, jealous, disappointed -I felt relieved. RELIEVED. Before I'd felt like I should want to ask her out, hold hands, stuff like that. But I don't? We're sort of friends and I really like it that way, no need for more. I'm n ot sure if this is a one time thing or if my crushes have always been like this and I never noticed. So now I'm doing a bunch of research on aro-spec identities trying to find one that fits and it's all very confusing.
Anyway, thanks, just needed to get that off my chest.
OMG i know this feeling!! (i think at least)
i personally don't identify as aro, but i get so confused because when i really think about it all i want from a relationship is what i would get, and am getting from a really good friendship. with some of my best friends we hug, hold hands, do cheesy flirting and stick together like glue. the only difference is cuddling and exclusivity, but i still REALLY like, and even crave to a degree, the idea of romantic love, and i adore cute romantic media.
is this kinda how you feel, or am i, like, totally off course?
also i felt this in my SOUL cause that's literally what i feel when i get a "crush" though the number of times I've had a crush in my entire life are like two times and I'm like two years off of being in my mid-twenties
(i also just tend to get "squishes" instead of crushes)
SQUISHES ARE THE BEST THING EVER
is it wrong to curse my bullies with my sickness