Charlie Rōtasu

18

Jan 10

Bunny, Water lily

Bisexual

Male

The Blue Boy, Charles

Main character/Love interest

Short, above 5 feet

A bit skinny and light

Blasian(Black and Japanese)

Human

Freckles, Glasses, commonly referred to as frumpy and plain

Brown

A lanky, small torso with an average legs and arm

Cornflower blue

Fluffy messy hair, Blunt bangs

Blue

Has a soft-spoken voice compared to a whisper, around tenor range

He has a boyish face, an oval head with drooping, glassy, close-set eyes, narrow eyes

Shy, Hesitant, Thoughtful, Pessimistic, Observant, Patient, Kind, Forgiving

He's painfully aware of social cues and stays in his thoughts in order to keep the peace when he does speak he's typically soft-spoken and less boisterous than the others. He has a tendency to go into his deep thoughts and then realize what he's thinking about and then blush profusely.

He fears hurting or offending others, due to his past as a bully he's genuinely nice and has a tendency to make excuses for others. He's also polite to a fault and will go out of his way to help someone in need. He thinks very little of himself and tends to hold his own feet to the fire over little things. He tries to stay on the moral high ground and will point out when someone is doing something wrong though sometimes he worries if he comes off as a hypocrite and will also find fault in himself, even when he's in no way responsible.

He tends to be a bit shy, and a lot more reserved than most people. He has a lot of guilt from his past and is selfless in nature. He feels like he's let everyone down and has some deep-rooted suicidal thoughts.

He has a lot of regrets, most of them revolving around him betraying everyone he knew for popularity. He feels like he's not worth anything anymore and will do anything to try to atone.

He's very in touch with nature and will sometimes find himself staring off into the trees for extended periods of time. He feels a great sense of loss from his father falling into a coma and will often have suicidal thoughts when he's feeling particularly bad.

He's very self-aware, which can be both a good and a bad thing. He'll notice when the others are doing something wrong even if he doesn't want to admit it.
Along with these traits, he is also a bit of a morning person, he is eager to get up and meets deadlines with diligence.

Neutral Good

Helping his former victims
Freeing his father
Doing what's right

Being a bad person
Hurting People
Being Useless
Spiders

Guilt Complex
Hanahaki Disease

Walks with head down
Wears roomy, comfy clothes
Focuses on the little things
Preoccupies himself with stuff
Thinks before he speaks
Looking to others for reassurance
Accepting punishments without question
Doing small things that hurt
Telling half-truths or lies
Shrugging and looking away
Difficulty sharing one’s opinion when asked
Avoiding certain topics
Using light manipulation to keep the attention away from oneself
Giving people second chances
Recognizing opportunities to make a difference
Looking past people’s actions to their motives

A Soft Smile
A relaxed appearance
Quick movements, no hesitation
Showing patience
Fearlessness
A relaxed smile crossing the face
An overall lifting of the facial countenance
The head tilting slightly to the side
A positive shift in priorities; realizing that certain “problems” aren’t as important as one once thought

Sweating
Legs that are planted wide
Holding elbows wide from the body
Jerky head movements
Throwing hands up in an I give up gesture
Stalking away from someone, leaving in a huff
Briefly closing one’s eyes
Taking a deep breath
Scraping a hand over the face as if to wash away emotion
Excusing oneself and leaving
Glaring
Passive-aggressive comments

A distant or empty stare
A flat, monotone voice
Downturned facial features
A need to be alone
Loss of appetite
A sad or serious demeanor
Hands folded in one’s lap
A grim twist to the mouth
Sedate mannerisms, minimal or economical movement
Food and drink lacks taste or does not bring enjoyment

Whimpering
Tense muscles
Gasping for air
Hyperventilation
A racing pulse
Sound of heartbeat thrashing in the ears
A clenched jaw
Impaired decision-making
A single-minded focus: to escape
Risk-taking

Gripping a symbol for comfort
Needing to vocalize one’s torment
Hands that shake and fumble
An upset stomach
Nausea
Feeling paralyzed by hopelessness, guilt, and dread
Being unable to eat or drink
Being unable to form words
Tears that won’t stop
An anxiety attack

Forcibly declaring that nothing’s going on: "We’re just friends."
Mental fuzziness
Daydreaming
Feeing safe when together
A racing pulse
Doodling hearts and names
A light, bouncing step

Invisible- Most students ignore him and the only attention he seems to get is hatred for his past action

Flowers
Ice cream
Blueberry
Rabbits
Carrot cake

Fire
Thunder
Loud noises
Bullies
Being troublesome
Being center of attention

Aaron Phillett
Ava Hannible
Bonita Reinfield
Claire Lillian
Cleo Kim
Colton Rōtasu
Darrell Greigii
Dawn Lycra
Elijah Lillian
Elliott Centauri
Emma Smith
Hasuko Rōtasu
Jaelynn Corabot
Jaxon "Jax" Shuǐguǒ
Kelly Smith
Logan/Briar Rose
Lucas Bates
Mason Crane
Michael Kāne
Matthew Thomas
Sophie Kāne
Terry Torrert
Tori Torrent
Muyo Kikuchi

Cafe Butler

Gardening
Gaming on his phone
Listening to insturmental music
Taking care of a stray rabbit

Rabbit

Shovel

Single

Blueberry- A stray rabbit he cares for

A fear of being left behind

Middle Class

Depression
Hanahaki Disease

Self-harm

Gardening
Regeneration
A way with animals
Swift-Footedness
High Pain Tolerance
Wilderness Navigation

6

9

4

3 w/o glasses

5

3

5

5

3

6

6

Bad

Hanahaki Disease

Rebirth
Healing Factors
Water breathing
Spawning Lily Pad

Can kill him
Can slow him down due to coughing up petals
Can be hard to control

Having Hanaki

Starts off shy, self-loathing and distrusting

The Flower Incident
The Poison Incident
The Homeless Incident
The Moon Incident and dealing with Matthew
Being possessed by Duke

1 works past his guilt and remorse to pursue self-improvement.
2 gain the confidence needed to take a risk
3 accept what he cannot change and focus on the things that he can control.
4. value his worth