Jax held onto Phoenix quietly, trying to get her to calm down. The only danger he would be in would be if Cass punched him, and he didn’t think they’ve gotten there yet. He started at Cass, his face turning sour as each word drifted out of Cassius mouth. It was like listening to an argument behind closed doors. Drowned out, but loud. He didn’t do much, but blinked a few times as he tried to hush up Phoenix. Jax didn’t care much about talking things through or getting harped on and on about the accident. He didn't like drama and the division it brought. If he was a screw-up, he could leave. He was sure Cass would like that. After all, he probably viewed him as a dangerous person. A dangerous person who couldn’t control his dangerous dog. It’s not like he wanted Fia to nearly drown in the paws of his dog. If he did, he wouldn’t have pulled her up and out of the river. If he did, he would have already done it. But Jax was not a malicious person. All these thoughts of annoyance reflected across his face in a jumble of emotions. Yes, he was annoyed. Yes, he felt like a child being yelled out by a parent in him room. Yes, he was angry at himself. His grip on Phoenix tightened.
Jax stared at Cass with glassy eyes. “I am grown up. I’m facing you right now, aren’t I. I’m so sorry that I didn’t want to stick around downstairs and face you with my emotions out of check. I’m so sorry that I wanted to lay down and rest my head.” He took a deep breath. “I handled my issues by letting myself think before I struck.” No, he didn’t. He ran away, so he could never be seen again. Something that he was about to propose. “And I am sorry Ophelia fell into the hands of endangerment, but I couldn’t have possibly anticipated that Phoenix was going to knock her down.” He bluntly started at Cass, his heart beating quickly in his ears. He wasn’t too sure he actually had his emotions under control. “If I am a problem— If I am a danger to you, I can leave. I’m not even sure I am welcomed here anymore after that… because I don’t feel welcomed here anymore.” He picked up his satchel, gently putting phoenix down on the ground. “And I don’t appreciate you calling Phoenix an “it” just because you’re mad at her.”
(If this is confusing, don’t fret! I intentionally make his POV confusing and all over the place. It reflects his personality. Most of it is kinda like his inner monologue.)
(Also sorry if it seems rushed, I want to finish this before dinner.)
Bane hated cities. Although, he miraculously found himself stuck in one. If he knew anything, being in a city in the zombie apocalypse was not the most secure areas to be. It was A) dense with cow eyes zombies who used to be living idiots. That’s why they got infected in the first place. Zombie idiots cannot cure human idiocy, and Bane, was not a human idiot. He managed to survive after all. Well, maybe not after all since he was in the middle of the streets with no cover. What a great place to be in a zombie apocalypse, after all, a zombie could fling itself down on top of him. But if he applied Murphy’s law to himself, anything that could go wrong will go wrong around him. Bane scribbled that thought down on an old CVS receipt in red crayon. He heard the groans of zombies all around him. But he wasn’t too worried, he had a few weapons. A broad range of everything, in fact, he was like—. A zombie had come out of nowhere, presumably from an old alleyway. He screamed when he saw the flesh eating goat (Zombie) and bludgeoned its head in with the nearest object. That happened to be part of a stop sign. At this point, he realized that his little journey from the old, abandoned CVS to the outskirts of the city wasn't going to do. He needed to get somewhere safe. Somewhere high up.
Bane glanced over at the nearest building. It was an apartment building. Hell no! There were probably dead bodies everywhere. He wasn’t about to get his boots dirty. He looked around, scanning the street for another building. The local firehouse looked promising. He started to get a move on, his boot kicking up the dust from the mortar buildings. Talk about not getting his boots dirty. Many of the brick and mortar building had started to fall apart. The road had collected most of the cities dust and cracks formed in it from months of neglect. So had the sidewalks. Bane stopped in front of the firehouse, the red faded from time. Nothing was left inside except for a few tools he had no need for. One alarming detail he should have anticipated was that— there were zombies crawling all over the station. Okay, this was a hard pass. The apartment building it was… Despite his hatred for any form of tenement. Glancing around, he made a run for the building, alerting the zombies in the fire station. They moseyed after him like cows, swaying side to side as they walked.
Bane reached the other side of the street, standing outside the building. He watched the zombies follow after him. Another zombie on his right came right up to him and tried to take a chunk out of his arm. He promptly kicked in the face with his boot. After that interaction, he ran inside the building, climbing the stairs fervently. How far would it be until the top? Unsure. His footsteps were loud, echoing through the empty stair well. He wouldn’t be able to reach the top, it was too far, and he was out of breath. He had grown thinner from the lack of food. Bane ended his climb, sitting on the platform of some floor, looking at the next flight of stairs that lead up. He could hear a scattered murmur of voices coming from the next flight up, but did he really want to face them? He bit his lip, going over scenarios in his brain, but bit the bullet. "Hello? Is there anyone up there?"