forum School RP 2 (Closed Stalkers are welcome even if I still don't believe they exist...)

Started December 03, 2018 by Deleted user

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“I don’t know they just took you, I didn’t know where and when I’d see you again. Then E came back and said I could only have the kids and I realized that I can’t do this alone.”

"I know. But even if she hadn't been convinced, we would've found a way to make it work. I promised I'd never leave you alone and I damn well meant it."

“I remember when everyone told me you’d died and I just kept saying that was impossible because you promised and you always have a plan. I really believed that then but then there was the time you killed yourself and I wasn’t sure what to believe,” honesty hour.

Took them long enough. "Stress had been running high and the more stressed out I am, the louder the voices get and I couldn't get them to stop. I know causing myself pain makes them quiet down so I figured…the most pain…maybe they'd shut up…"

Lillian nodded and smiled, “Of course. So let’s win this race.0

Took them long enough. "Stress had been running high and the more stressed out I am, the louder the voices get and I couldn't get them to stop. I know causing myself pain makes them quiet down so I figured…the most pain…maybe they'd shut up…"

“You let them win and you left me alone, it’s the only way I could see it and you were fragile so I didn’t show how mad I was at the whole situation. I didn’t want to hurt you by showing how betrayed I felt,”

Lillian nodded and smiled, “Of course. So let’s win this race.0

“You know it,” Darren smiled and started the car.

"I shut down and forced everyone away. I didn't need my broken mental state to hurt everyone around me. I rebuilt my walls and turned everyone into enemies. I didn't mean to, though. But as an act of self preservation, my brain forced me to."

Lillian grinned and leaned back in her seat. This would be fun.

"I shut down and forced everyone away. I didn't need my broken mental state to hurt everyone around me. I rebuilt my walls and turned everyone into enemies. I didn't mean to, though. But as an act of self preservation, my brain forced me to."

“I know what it was but I was just so mad. I blamed myself, I blamed Cooper but then I just blamed you and that was the worst. I hate being mad at you,”

"I'm not surprised that you did. I blamed myself too. But then again I always do so that's nothing new."

Ryan sighed deeply. “Have anything else while we’re being honest?”

"Why don't we do this more often?"

“We need to honestly, I have stuff I’ve gotta get off my chest sometimes,”

"We all do. And when we don't talk it just builds up into an argument and that's never good."

“Yeah I think we just need calm honesty sometimes,” he sighed. He had a lot he could and should confess to.

"Well since we're on the topic, is there anything else you wanted to tell me?"

“When I found out you cheated on me with Cooper, I hid how mad I was because you already felt so bad but I was mad and that weekend when you were gone with your friend and I had Colt over and we got drunk so that’s what you bake home to,”

Lillian grinned and leaned back in her seat. This would be fun.

Yeah…friend…totally didn't do anything, right? That was something she wasn't going to admit to today. "So you hide a lot of anger from me. That's dangerous."

Lillian grinned and leaned back in her seat. This would be fun.

He pulled up next to a row of other cars and rolled his window down. “Mr. Balthazar came back eh?” Baldie spat. “And he brought his little girl. What a shame if she’d get hurt in her first race back,” he meant Darren’s car, not Lillian.

Yeah…friend…totally didn't do anything, right? That was something she wasn't going to admit to today. "So you hide a lot of anger from me. That's dangerous."

“I had him over to rant……..” he paused, “mostly. I was afraid if I talked to you about it you’d get mad or depressed. I didn’t need you trying to kill yourself over it,”

"So you didn't rant to me about something I did, instead to someone else. I get why, but it sounds like such a bitchy move."

“It was, and he was there to comfort me but I still went behind your back. You were fragile again and when you get like that I can’t talk to you at all without being afraid of breaking you. You love me because I don’t break you, I fix you. I didn’t have to worry about that when I was talking to him and getting all my feelings out,”

"Still. Sometimes I wish you'd just talk to me regardless. Sure, it might hurt but I know I need to hear it. I can take a lot of shit before I snap."