forum Marriage of Darkness

Started September 01, 2019 by Draco's like... snow, "It's cold and cruel to begin with, but it's somehow beautiful, and you miss it when it's not there. And if you hold it in your hands close enough and long enough, it changes. It melts.”

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" obviously your girlfriend did it" she said

He raised a brow in confusion, trying to remember for a moment before nodding slightly in realization. ”Oh. Right, when she took your crystal.” he almost muttered. ”Maybe we should remind Evan when he gets back.”

" lysander we keep getting hurt your getting hurt I'm not supposed to let that happen" she said

”Betty, none of this is your fault.” he told her firmly. ”What just happened was my fault. I’m used to being attacked. You've seen my scars. They’re older than… than this country. Hell, some of them are from the war when this country became a country. You know how old that is.” he said starting to get a little worked up. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath to calm down before continuing. ”I won't deny that we’re supposed to protect each other, but it's not your job to… to… I’ll always fight for you, regardless of what happens to me as long as you’re safe in the end.”

"Do I look safe to you" she said

He shook his head a little. ”You look hurt.” he admitted softly. ”But you’re surrounded by people who love and genuinely care about you. Doesn't that mean anything?”

" Why can't you just not love me?!"

”Because it's impossible for me!” he answered. ”It’s part of being an Eternal. Once you find yours, stopping how much you love them is practically the same as killing yourself. And as a vampire… Well, you know how hard that is.” he sighed. ”I know that some people can grow apart after a while but that won't happen for us either. It can't.”

" and why not?" She asked

”No. I mean, it literally can't. As in it's impossible.” he tried to explain. ”Even if it was could happen… It would end up killing me.”

" how the hell would it kill you? She asked

”I don't know the details but I know that it would be slow and more painful than any other way to kill a vampire.” he answered. ”I know I’m human right now, but… This is uncharted territory, Betty. No known pair of Eternals has ever stopped loving each other or simply grown apart.”

She Groaned rolling her eyes " fucking great"

”Yeah, yeah, I know.” Lysander huffed, a little irritably. ”You prefer Evan.”

She rolled her eyes " please"

”I know you do. I saw the way you kissed him.” he said. ”Every time you pull away from me, you put yourself in his arms.”

She looked at him " I can't help the way I feel you should know that better than anybody" she said

Lysander sighed a little and nodded, pinching the bridge of his nose. ”You’re right. I’m sorry.” he apologized. ”I… I was just… really jealous. More than usual.”

" No you know what you obviously think I prefer Evan and you know what if you loved me you would know I would never choose between the two of you because that's who I am"

”I do love you, Betty… all of who you are, and I would never force you to choose if you can't. It's just hard for me to not think that you would choose my brother over me… Especially now.” he told her. ”You know that I can get a little jealous sometimes and as a human, it's worse. I have a harder time thinking straight.”

" when Marie showed up o said nothing I even said you could go back to her"

“And I told you, I wouldn't. I'm loyal to you.” he countered before raising a brow slightly. ”Were… Were you jealous at the time?” he asked gently.

" of course I was you tend to get jealous when the person your madly in love with has an ex that shows up and she's this stunning beautiful girl"

He blinked in surprise at her words before shaking his head. ”I thought you were… I didn't realize you were jealous…” he groaned at himself and fell back down onto the bed. ”Ow…” he winced a little. ”Damn it. You really… You deserve better than me. I’m such an idiot.”

" you really think I wouldn't be jealous I'm jealous whenever a blast from your past comes around" she said