Light.
It was such a fragile concept. So clearly present, in the way the sunbeams seemed to swell behind a closed curtain, illuminating the room even through the semi-diaphanous fabric. Without it, sight was impossible, could not be achieved, yet somehow, light didn’t fully seem to be there at all. It played across the skin, but slipped through reaching fingers and closing fists. Untouchable, literally, but bringing to life every tangible item before a pair of eyes.
These were the thoughts that turned in the mind of the young woman who sat gracefully curved against the arm of the sofa. Thoughts of the light.
And thoughts of the dark.
Which was where she had been trapped for the entirety of the night, tangled in a net of rough groans, harsh commands, locked in a cage of roaming hands and hot breath against her bare skin. The only light in that room had only been a cruelty, offering her torturous glimpses of what was being done to her.
But it was necessary, she told herself now, seated in a parlor of sorts while she watched the sunrise from a polished window. She had to protect the women of the house, her sisters-in-arms. It was a house of ‘prostitutes’, all under her wing, and every now and then, succumbing to the men that came at night was unavoidable. When a customer came who had not been sent by someone in need and would not take a drink or a smoke before they began, which was a rare occasion, someone had to take up the ugly job of pleasing him for real, instead of drugging him and lying about what had happened in the morning. And time after time, without fail, it was Victoire who did that dirty work. She would not have it any other way, her sisters had suffered enough.
Last night had been the first in a few months. She had been thrown around like a doll, like a possession, scratched and marked up until she was in tears and cast aside at the end of the night, trembling at the foot of the bed as the man had put on his fine clothes and left the Crimson Flower. It had been worse than usual, if that was possible.
Victoire sighed, dragging a quivering hand through her mass of tangled hair. Be strong… Chin up. The others will be awake soon. She straightened her back, adjusted her skirts despite the pain in her legs, fixed a serene expression to her slim features, and waited.