Mashed potatoes are life Ella slay

The mashed potatoes this year are extra good too
My mom referred to it as the “heart attack special” because it’s so hecking bad for you but I don’t care
It’s got three sticks of butter, an entire block of cream cheese, so many salt, sour cream, pepper, and of course, potatoes
It’s so creamy and delicious
It’s seriously addicting and possibly my new favorite food
I may-or-may-not have had three servings of it yesterday and I guarantee you I’ll be doing it again

Our mashed potatoes were really gross this year. But I ate them anyway. And they got grosser as leftovers :(

I got sick after arriving at my grandparents' house for Thanksgiving. On the bright side, I had a fat nap shortly thereafter and got to avoid most of the social interaction. I even got to leave with most of a lemon meringue pie!

MY CAT IS ON MY LAP BUT HE'S LIKE LAYING ON HIS SIDE AND HE'S IS SO MCFLIPPIN' CUTE AND VVVVV FAT

awee thats cute

AAAAA CATTO =3

AWWWW

weird question but does anyone here like to video chat? because i need more friends to talk to.

sorry jake, even though it's been awhile since i've felt comfortable with how terrible of a recording voice I have online, i still haven't gotten over showing people how i look if i don't know them. (good news is, i'll willingly voice chat if you'd like)

yeah, good thing the one video chat ik you don't always have to show your face. here check it out. https://hello.freeconference.com/conf/call/1121126

weird question but does anyone here like to video chat? because i need more friends to talk to.

I can sometimes

yeah, good thing the one video chat ik you don't always have to show your face. here check it out. https://hello.freeconference.com/conf/call/1121126

hey jake i've never heard of this before in my entire life what allows just the audio. it's confusing (like on the connect audio screen)

it was just a check out in case anybody else wanted to try it. not forcing anyone to do it.

I can talk over Discord if you want

i don't have discord

_{Oh gosh it’s happening again}

I LOVE EXISTENCE
EVERYTHING IS JOY
THIS WORLD IS SO BEAUTIFUL
Everywhere I look there are so many beautiful things to be happy about, how could I be so blind to it that I would even think of trying to leave?
this world is so incredible and beautiful and the people here are so amazing I-
I don’t get it? Just because I’m not perfect doesn’t mean I deserve to die, why would I even think otherwise??? Life is so beautiful, there’s so much to live for and I’ve just ignored it for so long

Well I’m not ignoring it right now and I’m just going to say that I love you all
I’m so happy you all exist and I’m so happy I exist because I wouldn’t meet such wonderful beans if I didn’t exist and I don’t know why I wouldn’t want to exist and,,,- - -!!!
_{I’m having one of those moments, just ignore me-}

…aaaaand the socialization high is over
I feel worse than ever
Please someone shoot me

_{Ella, have you heard of Bipolar Disorder?}

_yeah…

_…

My therapist told me that you can't get a bipolar diagnosis until you're 18. It could be mood swings though, I deal with those and it's a lot like that.

I only have 990 words left of Nanowrimo until I'm completely done… Like, as in, reached 50,000 words.

490 but most of what I have is not only terrible, but not even the story

I DID IT I'M DONE I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT I WON NANOWRIMO

YAY
BUY A T SHIRT

I HONESTLY WANT TO

Congrats @Blurry-Won-Nanowrimo! That's awesome!

Also, guess who just booked a trip to Cambodia this February? I DID
I'm so excited! Cambodia has been on my bucket list for a while now :D

Oh, thank you!!!
And CONGRATULATIONS

I HAVE PUT RAINBOW CHRISTMAS LIGHTS AROUND MY EDGAR ALLEN POE BOARD AND IT IS AMAZING