Rowan's eyes flickered as Damian's nails dug into his skin. He moved so that Damian was pinned beneath him without breaking the kissing, his hands roaming over Damian's body, through his hair. His mouth stayed pressed to Damian's, not wanting to break this, to end this. He held the other male closer, bodies pressed together.
“Mmmmm…” Damian body temperature dipped again, but he made himself calm down and bring it back up. Maybe this could test his control, and maybe he’d learn to control his magic enough so they could… What am I thinking? Would he really want to have sex with me if I had kept a whole half of my life a secret from him? Damian wrapped his legs around the male, pressing his waist up against him. Gosh, they were so close… Damian wanted him so bad. He wanted to know what it felt like, he wanted to know- Damian. Stop. You are going to freeze him if you keep thinking like this, Damian reminded himself and he forced those thoughts away quickly.
Rowan pulled him close, didn't stop kissing him except to breathe just for a moment, then bringing their lips crashing back together. He didn't want to stop this. Didn't want to stop kissing and holding Damian. He didn't want to ever let go. While they were kissing, there was less of a chance of Rowan fucking it up. Of doing or saying something wrong.
Damian accidentally moaned into the passionate kiss, and kissed Rowan back with desperation. He pressed his waist as close as he could to Rowan as his hands went over the other male’s strong, muscled back. Damian’s nails accidentally tug in a little bit as he held on tightly, unable to be close enough to Rowan. He felt so deprived of something like this, it was more than amazing to be kissed like this.
Rowan inhaled at the feeling of nails digging into his back, but he didn't really mind. It didn't hurt that badly. He smiled at the moan, but didn't break the kiss as his hands roved over Damian's body, touching and exploring everywhere, finding the sensitive spots. He was careful to avoid the wound in Damian's side, though, hands steering clear of it. Everywhere else, though, was fair game.
Damian loved this. He loved this so fucking much. Just as those hands went over his chest, right over his pecs- Rowan found his weakness. “O-Ohhh~” Damian arched his back a little, body temperature dipped but he quickly tried to get it back up. He was half successful, at least. “Ro-Rowan… mmmm, Rowan…” Damian breathed, trying to pull the other man even closer even though they were already right up against each other.
Rowan smirked a little, and his hands hovered in that part, rubbing over Damian's body just in that sensitive spot. He pressed another kiss to Damian's mouth, trailing his lips down the other's jaw and neck, sucking lightly for a moment. He linked a leg over Damian's, holding him as close as possible.
“A-Ahhh- Ahhh~” Damian gasped before he immediately kissed Rowan back. He was keenly aware of where those lips traveled, and gosh when he sucked- “Rowan~” Damian let out a soft moan and he was instantly blushing again. He couldn’t be close enough to this man, he needed to be closer, he needed Rowan to be in- No. Damian you need to stop right now or you’ll end up freezing him, Damian reminded himself but that thought quickly was brushed away as if a leaf in a fall breeze.
Rowan smirked again, and pulled away for a moment, then sucked at Damian's neck again, tongue flicking out for a moment and pressing to the cool skin of Damian's neck. He smiled, and tugged him even close, not that there was really any room left between them anymore. He wanted this. He wanted Damian, as much as Damian would or could give him.
“Mmm- Rowan-“ Damian moaned softly again, because gosh that tongue. He wanted Rowan so badly. So, so, so badly. Damian felt himself get slightly colder, and he knew he needed to shut this down before he ended up ruining it all. “Rowan… mmmmm… we should… stop…” But Damian only pulled at the other man, curse himself. “but I don’t- o-hhh- want to…”
Rowan smiled a little, and stopped with his mouth, resting his forehead on Damian's. "What?" he asked softly. He smiled again. "If you need me to stop, I will. It's your choice." he said, kissing Damian's cheek gently, mouth lingering for a moment. He could feel that Damian's skin was chilly, and while he wondered vaguely why, he didn't mind that much.
Damian had never done it, maybe that was why he wanted it so badly. Damian wanted Rowan so badly, it tore him apart on the inside because he couldn’t have it. He could never let him, because he’d probably end up hurting himself or Rowan. Damian eyes flashed with a bit of pain from his internal conflict because he closed them and tucked his head into Rowan’s neck. “I…” I want you to take me so, so bad, “I’m sorry,” Damian whispered, his arms tightening around Rowan a little bit more, “I… I can’t…” I can’t do this right now because I’m afraid I’ll end up hurting you but I don’t want to tell you because you might take it like I don’t want to do it with you.
Rowan nodded a little, closing his eyes and holding Damian close. "Okay. I'll stop." he replied softly. He felt disappointed, but he also knew it was only the second time ever that they had seen each other, and he couldn't blame Damian for maybe wanting to take it slower. "It's alright, no need to apologize. We can just cuddle." he tightened his arms around Damian for a moment, then relaxed his hold again, though his arms were still locked around Damian's body.
“Thank you,” Damian whispered softly, relaxing in Rowan’s arms. His body temperature, slowly yet steadily, increased back to a normal temperature. Though the cold temperatures couldn’t hurt Damian, they still could bother him. For instance, he could freeze things just by touching them, but his hands wouldn’t hurt because of it—they’d only feel uncomfortably and annoyingly chilly. So it definitely helped to be in Rowan’s warm arms, to be cuddled up so close to him. He let out a content sigh, mumbling, “I want to… to do it with you, just… not yet.”
Rowan smiled a little, and kissed his forehead. "Alright. Let me know when you're ready, then." he replied softly, holding Damian close. He was going to treasure this for however long it lasted. For however long he got to have Damian, he was going to treasure it. Because he knew that someday it would end, and he wouldn't have Damian anymore. That was how relationships went for him.
Damian smiled happily. He never wanted this to end. Damian snuggled himself a little closer as sleep tugged at him. It was just so warm and comfy in Rowan’s arms, it was no wonder why he was so easily lulled into to peacefulness of rest. Pretty soon his breathing evened out and he went into dreamland.
Rowan blinked when Damian fell asleep. He sighed softly, and turned off the lights, holding Damian close. He let out a quiet breath, closing his own eyes. Hurt him, and I will find a way to hurt you. He told Reaper as he began to fall asleep, arms around Damian. Me? No. I'll wait for you to hurt him. Reaper replied.
Damian slept with a sound or disturbance. No odd dreams or nightmares, just peaceful, calm rest as he snoozed in Rowan’s arms. Maybe it was just a sense he was protected by being in Rowan’s arms- now that sounded messed up, didn’t it? Damian felt protected in the arms of a man who tried to kill him on multiple occasions. Nevertheless, that didn’t bother Damian at all as he slept happily throughout the night.
Rwoan fell asleep, still cradling Damian close to him. He had nightmares, though they weren't as bad as they usually were, and he only woke up once, quickly falling asleep again. He slept soundly after waking up, remaining asleep until morning. His alarm, thankfully, had not been set.
When Damian finally awoke late in the morning, he still felt at peace as if the calmness had settled in him for eternity. But then he quickly realized where he was. I’m in his bed, I’m in his room, I’m in his arms… Gosh Damian knew he shouldn’t, but he loved it. He loved the fact he just spent the night snuggled against Rowan. Damian nuzzled his head into Rowan’s neck, smiling a little into him.
Rowan blinked his eyes open sleepily, looking down at Damian. "G'morning." He mumbled, voice husky and deeper than normal from sleeping. He nuzzled Damian's shoulder lightly, closing his eyes again as he held the other male close.
Damian felt all warm and fuzzy inside. “Morning,” He chimed happily, tightening his arms around Rowan like a koala. “I slept really good…” Damian mumbled, still soaking in Rowan’s heat. It made him feel so good to have another body in the bed, someone to latch onto and snuggle with.
Rowan smiled. "Me too." He replied, kissing Damian's cheek softly. He held Damian as close as he could, eyes closed. He didn't want to let go of the other man. Didn't want him to leave or stop or anything.
“We should do this more often…” Damian mumbled happily. Gosh, he’d want to do this every night. He wanted to be loved every night. Of course, Bailey would probably get jealous if Damian ended up sleeping with Rowan every night, and there was no way Damian would abandon his best bud.
"Definitely." Rowan agreed in a soft voice. He ran a hand through Damian's hair, loving the feeling of the other male's hair in his fingers. He looped a leg around Damian's legs, drawing him closer to kiss him. Sleep well? Maybe I should kill him. Reaper rasped. No. Rowan growled back.