forum are you scared?//one on one (closed)

Started November 30, 2018 by @_sleeby_rat_

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How in the hell do you expect me to act on something I've never experienced before! Abaddon exclaimed back, a hint of exasperation and anger in his tone as well. Why was Grayson being so rude to him?

(hey this is me but i'm just on my friends account)

I don't know?! I'm overwhelmed okay?! I've never had anyone love me before and I think I might feel the same way about you.. He replied, not facing Abaddon.

(aight)

If Abaddon was still formed, his jaw probably would have dropped. So…what does this mean? he mumbled after a moment, the smoke of him trembling faintly

I..I don't know..do we want to maybe..chase these feelings? He asked, glaning over at Abaddon.

Abaddon curled around Grayson, movements more sheepish now. You'll have to help me a lot with this, if we do it. I don't know just how good at this I would be without help, he murmured

I'm sure you'll be amazing.. Grayson replied, walking over to him and leaning down to kiss him gently. He took Abaddon's hand and laced their fingers together, squeezing his hand a little.

Abaddon had only just reformed when he went rigid at the feeling of Grayson pressing their lips together. For a brief moment, he panicked, not knowing what Grayson was doing. But when the other took his hand, he relaxed a bit, still feeling a bit tense from surprise

Grayson pulled away and smiled down at him. "Was that okay?"

"I…I think?" Abaddon mumbled, still stiff and trying to figure out how exactly he felt now. His chest felt warm, his face felt warm. Everything was just so warm, it was almost painful trying to figure out what his body was doing

Grayson laid down next to him, sighing quietly. "You okay?"

"I…I think so?" Abaddon said, floating again now as he drifted in the air, wide-eyed and dorky looking

"Where are you going? I'm cold!" Grayson whined, reaching out for him.

Abaddon only felt himself grow warmer when Grayson whined. He did his best to float back to him

Grayson wrapped his arms around Abaddon and sighed happily.

Abaddon let Grayson wrap his arms around him, still looking completely confused, concerned, and flustered

Grayson looked at him, frowning. “Really, tell me what’s wrong..”

"Nothing is wrong. I'm just…adjusting," Abaddon said, giving Grayson a small, reassuring smile

"M'kay..tell me if there's anything wrong." Grayson replied, smiling a little back. "Try and get some rest maybe.."

"But I'm not tired anymore?" Abaddon said, confused now as he spoke. He floated a little closer to Grayson, wrapping himself around him

"Oh..well I didn't know that." Grayson laughed quietly, snuggling close to Abaddon.

Abaddon was a little surprised when Grayson snuggled him. He was still getting used to this whole "human affection" thing, but he was trying his best

Grayson smiled, realizing how much he liked being here with Abaddon. "Why do you like me?" He asked quietly.

"I…I don't know. Maybe because you actually are okay with me?" Abaddon said with a small shrug

“Who wouldn’t be okay with you?” Grayson murmured, just saying things that popped into his head.

"Just about every host I've ever had except for you," Abaddon mumbled