forum are you scared?//one on one (closed)

Started November 30, 2018 by @_sleeby_rat_

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Of course he doesn’t. Nobody would. He’s just glad he got out of that graveyard, that’s all.. Grayson decided.

Not that shallow. Can be happy if I want, Abaddon mumbled in Grayson's mind

Not about me though. Grayson replied, feeling 100% that this was true.

Happy about you. Always happy about you, Abaddon mumbled. He had all but melted against Grayson now, his body more wisps of smoky violet and cobalt curled around Grayson

"Wh- really?" Grayson asked quietly, sitting up a bit.

You're annoying sometimes, but I'm still happy, Abaddon mumbled

"But that's it right? Just happy, nothing else?" Grayson asked, not really knowing what he would do if Abaddon felt something more.

Don't know. Find out eventually, Abaddon mumbled, purring as best he could in more of the form of smoke than anything else

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" Grayson questioned nervously.

Just shut up and let me be happy, Abaddon muttered, growing annoyed with Grayson's questions

No. I want to know how you feel about me. Grayson thought.

I don't know what I feel because I don't understand emotion, especially the kind associated with humans, Abaddon retorted

Well you better start understanding. Grayson replied, a little angrily.

Then what is the emotion that makes you feel warm when someone touches you? And you said I was…blushing before. Explain that to me, Abaddon huffed

Grayson froze for a second, staring down at Abaddon. W-well it means..uh..it means that you probably feel affection for someone, most likely as more than friends.. He told Abaddon, panicked thoughts flying through his mind.

The lavender-turquoise smoke that was Abaddon seemed to ripple, the purring interrupted. So…what does that mean? he said quietly, sensing Grayson's distress

I think it means you might be in love with me.. Grayson replied, taking a shaking breath in.

Is that bad? Abaddon mumbled. In all his life, he had never been so…worried about losing a host before

They’re your feelings, not mine.. Grayson responded, climbing off the couch and walking into the kitchen to get some water.

I don't know what to do with them! Abaddon exclaimed, the smoke of him rippling in annoyed distress

“Well I wouldn’t know either!” Grayson said loudly.

You're the human with the human emotions, help me! Abaddon shrieked, the smoke of his form flicking and waving angrily

(lmao thanks)

(Thanks starlight )

“I didn’t choose for you to feel like this! I didn’t even know you could feel like this about someone! I can’t help you Abaddon, either act on your feelings or ignore them!” Grayson yelled angrily, though he wasn’t sure why he was getting so worked up.