Hey, you're not toxic from what I've seen. In fact, you're one of the purest, most pleasant people on this site! I've watched you lift people up!
Your ex and his friend are the toxic ones, and you did the right thing letting them go. You definitely don't deserve to hate yourself. I mean, you're funny, charming, wholesome, honest, witty, and being in your presence is a blessing!
I know your anxiety is telling you these things, and dragging you down, but trust me, when I say that anxiety is dead wrong.
I haven't seen you hurt anyone.
dumb vent but fuck i didn't know writing a car crash was so hard
Hey, you're not toxic from what I've seen. In fact, you're one of the purest, most pleasant people on this site! I've watched you lift people up!
Your ex and his friend are the toxic ones, and you did the right thing letting them go. You definitely don't deserve to hate yourself. I mean, you're funny, charming, wholesome, honest, witty, and being in your presence is a blessing!
I know your anxiety is telling you these things, and dragging you down, but trust me, when I say that anxiety is dead wrong.
I haven't seen you hurt anyone.
Thanks Shuri, you make me feel like a good person and I like that. My old friend group didn’t make me feel that way. I ditched me tho so life is going better.
dumb vent but fuck i didn't know writing a car crash was so hard
100% valid because it is!
if ur friends make u feel like shit for reasons unrelated to your anxiety, then get out of there.
dumb vent but fuck i didn't know writing a car crash was so hard
100% valid because it is!
thx yo
how do i even describe the broken windshield bits on the pavement in an artsy way, like i'm a slut for weird imagery but i got nothing
"cruel jewelry" is all i got but that sounds like shit
Don’t worry I did. It wasn’t healthy there.
I don need more people making me feel bad when I already dislike myself enough
Don’t worry I did. It wasn’t healthy there.
I don need more people making me feel bad when I already dislike myself enough
"fake it till you make it" actually works for improving self-esteem. i dressed and behaved certain ways with the sole goal "make ppl think i'm the shit and i like myself". and guess what. three years later, i got a boy and several friends who think i am the shit, and i actually like myself.
Hey, you're not toxic from what I've seen. In fact, you're one of the purest, most pleasant people on this site! I've watched you lift people up!
Your ex and his friend are the toxic ones, and you did the right thing letting them go. You definitely don't deserve to hate yourself. I mean, you're funny, charming, wholesome, honest, witty, and being in your presence is a blessing!
I know your anxiety is telling you these things, and dragging you down, but trust me, when I say that anxiety is dead wrong.
I haven't seen you hurt anyone.
Thanks Shuri, you make me feel like a good person and I like that. My old friend group didn’t make me feel that way. I ditched me tho so life is going better.
Do I need to pay them a visit?
Bruh you're so special and priceless I'm pissed that they would do that. Nobody should ever do that to anyone let alone you tf?
Toxic, you're adorbs!
dumb vent but fuck i didn't know writing a car crash was so hard
100% valid because it is!
thx yo
how do i even describe the broken windshield bits on the pavement in an artsy way, like i'm a slut for weird imagery but i got nothing
"cruel jewelry" is all i got but that sounds like shit
"Shattered pieces of a once, sturdy barrier, the barrier between pleasantry and tragedy."?
You two are tooo kiinnndd. I love you boootthhh
I’m gunna fake it till I make it now. Ima gunna end up super cool! And actually like myself!
Nah it’s ok Shuri. I wrote it here and I was already feeling better. After I stress ate a bowl of cereal I felt ok. About this whole toxic thing.
Toxic, you are definitely not toxic!
Well, I mean, you are toxic, that’s your username, but your attitude/personality isn’t toxic. You’re just so extremely wholesome and I absolutely adore you-
dumb vent but fuck i didn't know writing a car crash was so hard
100% valid because it is!
thx yo
how do i even describe the broken windshield bits on the pavement in an artsy way, like i'm a slut for weird imagery but i got nothing
"cruel jewelry" is all i got but that sounds like shit
"Shattered pieces of a once, sturdy barrier, the barrier between pleasantry and tragedy."?
k that would be so cool in a poem but i can't afford to be that dramatic yet. but thanks for ur suggestion anyway kdfnjgk
@Shuri
"There was a sudden blood-red squeal, and two of the cars that drove by them collided with a shockingly loud sound. One of the cars careened and fell, crushing the windshield. Glass shards spilled on the pavement and around the boys’ feet in bitter offering. The driver of the other car stared through the window at the wreckage, hands white on the steering wheel, then swerved brusquely and left the scene, leaving his bumper behind, along with his humanity."
dumb vent but fuck i didn't know writing a car crash was so hard
100% valid because it is!
thx yo
how do i even describe the broken windshield bits on the pavement in an artsy way, like i'm a slut for weird imagery but i got nothing
"cruel jewelry" is all i got but that sounds like shit
"Shattered pieces of a once, sturdy barrier, the barrier between pleasantry and tragedy."?
k that would be so cool in a poem but i can't afford to be that dramatic yet. but thanks for ur suggestion anyway kdfnjgk
“The shards glittered as if diamonds thrown from a hand, ragged and malicious in the light.” How bout dat?
dumb vent but fuck i didn't know writing a car crash was so hard
100% valid because it is!
thx yo
how do i even describe the broken windshield bits on the pavement in an artsy way, like i'm a slut for weird imagery but i got nothing
"cruel jewelry" is all i got but that sounds like shit
"Shattered pieces of a once, sturdy barrier, the barrier between pleasantry and tragedy."?
k that would be so cool in a poem but i can't afford to be that dramatic yet. but thanks for ur suggestion anyway kdfnjgk
“The shards glittered as if diamonds thrown from a hand, ragged and malicious in the light.” How bout dat?
the ragged and malicious thing is awesome. i posted the bit above
Ya done good!
thank you! is the bitter offering bit distracting from the action? cuz i'm not gna keep it if it takes away from the action
I feel like I have no friends anymore. I used to have a decent sized friend group but we all sort of split apart. I used to be really close to one friend in particular. we used to always facetime like every day. But then things changed. it was really my fault. she came to me about real problems and I didn't have an answer. Plus I was being pretty annoying at the time by ranting about random stuff which was what we used to do. I found out she was complaining about me with out other friends. that's when I stopped enjoying face timing her. we used to be able to face time for hours and not say a word but the comfortable silents turned awkward. or at least it did for me. so I would answer her face times talk for a few minutes and then make up some excuse to hang up. she confronted me about this and I just basically said sorry and told her that it just felt awkward and different now for no reason. She was the only friend I had who I could actually talk to. I haven't talked to her in months but every time I feel the need to rant or I feel upset my immediate instinct is to call her but I cant. I only really have a few friends left and I can't talk about anything personal with them. it either comes out awkward or I'm scared they'll just make fun of me or take it as a joke.
people change. sometimes you become incompatible with others as you grow up, and you gotta split. that's alright, it happens. you'll make new friends, trust me.
Ya done good!
thank you! is the bitter offering bit distracting from the action? cuz i'm not gna keep it if it takes away from the action
I think it is alright though a bit of revising might be best just so it fits the mood/tone better.
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