"Hi, I'm a knight, what have you done with your life?" That's how
Is that a reference to something?
No, just your username. Idk, I'm just weird
Ok, well I don't think I could really start a conversation like that. Unless I want someone seriously questioning me then going into an existential thought crisis…
Oh, please don't. It was just the first thing it thought of and I thought it was funny at the time but it's not
Why do you want to talk to them? Is it a crush? (Not meant to sound rude or anything. Genuine curiousity. because I'm nosy)
They are just someone I see all the time may or may not be a crush
college history…blech! 😷
You can do it, pal! Insert awkward cheerleader
yeah…maybe…
Honestly, we're so close to finishing the class (it ends next week) that I'm like "Just be done with it already!!!"
Hi, I need to vent about the new sonic movie everyone hates
So, even though I never played the game, I am a big fan of the old sonic underground and sonic the hedgehog cartoons and sometimes even sonic boom (some might disagree about the last one) and use to love watching them growing up, and then to have paramount pictures just absolutely butcher sonic’s design just infuriates me! It’s like they either thought “oh yeah I don’t like his design let’s change it up a bit to make it more recognisable as the movie version” or they just didn’t even try! I mean the body’s too long, the hands look like Donald Trumps! The legs look like someone wearing shiny tights under muscley legs (not that there’s anything really wrong with that, it’s just the only way I could describe it) and the face is just something from absolute nightmares! THEY GOT POKÉMON RIGHT WHY COULD THEY DO THE SAME WITH THIS?!
I am so glad the internet gave so much backlash that the studio is redesigning the character to be more accurate (hopefully).
Anyway end of my rant and I apologise for my horrible grammar.
Is it, like, on paper? Because if so, you can say they have it and if your teacher's nice, it'll be okay
My life right now:
Taking five tests today with an hour of sleep under my belt
Having to PRESENT a PROJECT in FREAKING PE
Having a mountain of homework to do
making up a Lab because I missed it for a choir concert
Making 30+ batches of salsa to raise money for camps
And Making Teddy Bears for refugees for service hours.
I can't drink coffee for religious reasons and I wanna cry
Let me just say, you're amazing for taking on all that responsibility. Applause.
thanks, but I haven't slept in like, 5 days
APPLAUSE, HUGS, AND SLIGHTLY WORRIES CAUSE YOU HAVEN'T SLEPT……
Speaking of worry, I'm starting to worry about my little brother…
Maybe he's just going through that stage, but his anger issues, mental breakdowns, violent moments, eating problems… They're starting to scare me just a little bit.
OOF…. I wish you luck cause I honestly have nothing for you.
My problem is not as big as yours but anyways… found out that my crush (and this is a really big crush, I’ve had a crush on this guy for years) already has a girlfriend and that kind of sucks.
He could be an absolute creep, if it makes you feel better (probably doesn't)
He isn’t a creep but he is actually a player…
sounds to me like he has strong potential to be a creep. sorry, gosh, I sound so rude, I've just had many bad experiences. Maybe he's super nice. He must be if you've likes him for a long time. Digs self further into hole
I dunno what your definition of a creep is, but I would say he is somewhere in between being a creep and a really nice guy. It depends on who you ask, most of my friends think he is just a really annoying besserwisser that uses waayyy to much hairgel (not important to know haha) but I obviously like him despite that… maybe I’m blinded by love haha
I need to just get this out of my mind and heart because it’s actually been bugging me for a long time.
I’m more than confused with my whole situation. Some background is that I actually have a chronic Anxious Depressive Disorder that I take meds for. When I first started showing symptoms of it I had just finished the ACT and was having a really rough time with my boyfriend. He listened too much to his ‘friend’ who told him to ignore me so I would crawl back to him for more attention. He listened to her. I broke up with him because of the fact that A. I hated myself and blamed myself because of my anxiety and depression, and B. I don’t want a guy who does that to me.
It got better the more I took the meds and the more I focused on controlling it.
But recently I’ve been thinking that I’m an incredibly toxic person and that it wasn’t his friends fault everything went bad, that it was my fault. I can’t help but to dwell on this so much that I can’t function in social situations anymore because I’m afraid that my toxic traits will hurt someone again.
But I can’t tell if I’m actually a toxic person who turns things into her sob story and drives people away or if it’s my Anxiety speaking.
I’m slipping back into my ‘I hate myself’ mindset and that is a place I do not want to go. I don’t know what to do. What if I am really toxic and I can’t fix myself? What if I waste my life dwelling over this? I’ve lost so many friends because I’ve pushed them away thinking they’re better off away from me until I can fix my toxicity.
Ah you have no idea how good that felt just to type out
i have anxiety and depression too, so i understand your dilemma, i really do. what i do is try to see it from an objective point of view and overall i'm very aware of everything i do.
i can tell you the friend was partly the cause of your breakup. i've met people like him, and they can influence even the best people. however, your ex clearly has no common sense, so you're better off.
i personally don't think you sound like a toxic person, you just can't differentiate between paranoia and reality, and that's a struggle i share with you. what i've done is try to focus more on other people instead of myself, and try to be more positive. if people see that you are kind and you care about them, they can't think you're toxic.
also, i've repeatedly apologized to friends for things that my anxiety told me were bad, such as messaging them multiple times in a row or other stuff like that, and they said that they either didn't mind it at all or they didn't notice. trust me, a lot of things are better than they seem.
Thank you you guys…
I’ve been so sick about it lately. I’m so mentally exhausted over having break down after break down about it. The thing that sucks the most is I broke up with him around November of last year. It was almost our 1 year. I’m still mulling over it and I hate myself over that too. It’s less of the hurt of ‘he’s gone’ and more of the fact that it damaged me so much that I can’t function anymore.
I just don’t want to be toxic and hurt people. I don’t want it to be the reason I miss making friends that could help me.
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