Well it’s okay now, but the stress is still 100% relevant
The term just started and I already have 0 in Geometry which is nice
Oof. I'm failing Algebra, but that's because I missed a test or something.
I failed a test and my grade is 43….
At least I'm not failing Spanish this semester?
If you guys ever need academic help, I'm here. I'm not very smart school-wise, but I've got a lot of offhand knowledge, and my analytical skills are amazing. Maybe I can help.
If you guys ever need academic help, I'm here. I'm not very smart school-wise, but I've got a lot of offhand knowledge, and my analytical skills are amazing. Maybe I can help.
Throws book
STREET SMARTS!
At least I'm not failing Spanish this semester?
Im failing all my classes yaayyyyy
*Instead of rant I should go to sleep, it’s 11 pm over here
Hello, I am back to complain.
I am pissed as f*ck at my bf. To shorten the story, we met on this site and we live 1,000 miles apart. But my parents despise the idea of me having internet friends. Because of this, I have to hide my relationship.
This means that my bf and I can only video call every now and then, and doing so when my family is home is a huge risk.
Today we took that risk.
I'm doing my best as an anxious bean who has trouble talking to keep a conversation going… and then he starts ignoring me.
This wouldn't be a big deal but:
1) I was doing my best to socialize.
2) I was putting our relationship at risk.
3) I'm a very needy emotional sh!t.
4) Doing calls, especially when my family is home, gives me wrecking anxiety.
I got upset and ended the call 30 mins in so he can go do what he wanted to.
So I'm pretty pissed at him, and I feel bad for being angry with him because he's an adorable mcsquishnugget, but godd%mn it.
I get it, Connie. That really sucks. You don't need to feel bad for being angry at him. Just try to forgive him.
I get it, Connie. That really sucks. You don't need to feel bad for being angry at him. Just try to forgive him.
I do. I'm just upset at him.
I get it, Connie. That really sucks. You don't need to feel bad for being angry at him. Just try to forgive him.
I do. I'm just upset at him.
And dear, that is completely understandable. And I get it. Thank you for taking the time to share with us here today. I wish you nothing but the best.
I get it, Connie. That really sucks. You don't need to feel bad for being angry at him. Just try to forgive him.
I do. I'm just upset at him.
And dear, that is completely understandable. And I get it. Thank you for taking the time to share with us here today. I wish you nothing but the best.
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Heh. Good luck!
Heh. Good luck!
he's gonna f@cking die thank
What do you mean?
What do you mean?
of guilt
if i tell him how that hurt me he's gonna kill himself with guilt
Oh jeez. You're not going to tell him are you?
Oh jeez. You're not going to tell him are you?
Probably gonna be passive aggressive about it…. cuz imma biiiiiiiitch
Constance, be careful.
Constance, be careful.
I know. I'm not going to hurt him, he's too sweet to be hurt by anything in the world. ;^; I'm just horrible at controlling my emotions.
Well you always have me to vent them to until they become more manageable.
Well you always have me to vent them to until they become more manageable.
Nah, I'll figure it out.
Cool. I have faith in you
Cool. I have faith in you
Yeet. Time for me to descend back into my ditch, bye.
Don’t you just love nights where you lay down and suddenly feel like a lonely, sad, empty bean for no reason? I definitely love them… Hehe… No sarcasm here… I’m having one of those nights. Sleep would probably help but I’m hotspotting off my mom and can’t get off the internet… I see why my WiFi is set to go off at 10.
I didn’t make callbacks for my audition which means I didn’t make it into the group at all which sucks because I worked so hard. But I’m now talking to the choir director about how I can get better. But he told me that what was wrong with my audition was the stuff I have THE most trouble with, so it’s going to be so hard to improve it. But I have to do it. I’ve never wanted anything more in my life. I love to sing so much, it would kill me not to do it. And I mean that with the utmost sincerity. I just don’t even know where to start and I would do concert choir, but I honestly don’t want to. I think I’m just going to try to teach myself the stuff, and do my best to learn. Maybe if I practice about everyday, I can make significant progress. Idk. I’ve worked for anything before. And now I’m working harder for one thing than I have ever collectively in my life. I feel really overwhelmed and a little defeated becuase I know some of the people who did make callbacks aren’t thinking about these things, and aren’t putting in the same effort I am, and that’s frustrating. But I’m not going to complain. I’m just going to shut up and get better so that next year, I’m too good to pass up.
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