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Also, on an extremely unrelated note, I think I might have Avoidant Food Intake Disorder..
And that might explain a lot. A whole lot.
Also, on an extremely unrelated note, I think I might have Avoidant Food Intake Disorder..
And that might explain a lot. A whole lot.
Guess who just got a bunch of medical stuff back!!! I got a bunch of stuff wrong with me and now have a very restrictive diet to do research on so that's a party
Yooooooo I had results come back like that too. What's the foods you can eat?
Some of the fandoms in my hunger games fic must be so annoyed when I update bc their characters haven’t appeared yet HAVDHABDH
Mind you some of them are like . Very minor characters and die almost immediately once the games start 💀
Ok so. I am happily dating someone. And they can be super caring and sweet…to me…to everyone else they come across as cold and RBF. I will admit, they are not good with empathy, but its not their fault. Anyway~ to the point. They didnt message me like at all today, and I was worried. Turns out, a good friend of theirs was in a 104mph head on collision car accident, and lost their fiancé. My partner, has been talking to the friend. Ofc, my partner feels nothing for the lost fiance of the friend, bc they hadn't hardly met the fiance…and again, not great empathy.
My brother is texting me trying to figure out what I want for Christmas (I'm not good with this type of stuff) so naturally, I send him stuff like "my degree and a stable job for once I graduate", "A functioning gallbladder" "A not broken brain", shit like that. He is insisting on "stuff I can actually buy you", like you could buy me these things (surgery, meds and helping me find a job) if you weren't a coward. IDK I just had a gallbladder attack and a 9 page essay due tonight and I don't have the motivation to do it.
Well shoot.
I don't know whether to call this day a good or bad day.
On one hand, someone complimented my drawings when I was caught unawares.
On the other hand, I broke down crying and screaming in the middle of a crowd..
I should probably get help..
Nothing is greater than sitting here writing an essay about something you have and getting to the part where you talkabout "people who have this tend to commonly also have this" and you're sitting there either like "oh yeah, I have that" to "maybe I should do some more research, because I might definitely have that" and now I am concerned
I haev returneded 🙂
Welcome back
Does anybody else feel weighed down to the point of exhaustion by past mistakes and regrets? Especially when it comes to like, your love life? Because that's been me with me now dead ex since he died :D
Does anybody else feel weighed down to the point of exhaustion by past mistakes and regrets? Especially when it comes to like, your love life? Because that's been me with me now dead ex since he died :D
([Meekly raises hand]. Sadly, me too.)
Feels like left and right I've been accidentally wronging people and since I moved a lot recently, I have no way of making it up to them.
A few years ago, I had a relationship which kinda soured until we decided to call it quits. Now they're dead from not natural causes and I can't help but kick myself for not doing enough. That I could've prevented this.
Oh well. I would explain it more myself, but here's this quote I found on a certain little horror title that I think really captures the whole essence of this.
"Sometimes I get frustrated that a normal day can be ruined even by really small things. Like if you accidentally say something in a conversation that someone doesn't like. Or if you start thinking about how awful of a person you used to be five years ago. Or if you feel worthless for putting off important work and failing to get simple tasks done. Or when you think about all the different people who probably hate you or think you're off-putting." - Monitor Kernal Access (DDLC)
Hey y'all! I know I disappeared for a long time (ADHD fixation shifts), but I wanted to let everyone know that I'm still around. Might try to get back on here more again.
YO SY? HEY? What’s been crackin’?
Whoa! Sy!!! Long time no see!
I READ UR WHOLE SPN RP, SY! I loved it!!😎
I made BREAD, it was FUKIN DELAICOUSZ
I READ UR WHOLE SPN RP, SY! I loved it!!😎
I'm glad you enjoyed it!!! Gonna have to wrap up Cold As Stone when/if @FanfictionFanatic-The-Elder and myself get the chance to. I'm absolutely gonna read through it when I can.
I READ UR WHOLE SPN RP, SY! I loved it!!😎
I'm glad you enjoyed it!!! Gonna have to wrap up Cold As Stone when/if @FanfictionFanatic-The-Elder and myself get the chance to. I'm absolutely gonna read through it when I can.
I would love to continue that RP when you want to get back to it!
I have a giant blister on me thumb☹️
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YO SY? HEY? What’s been crackin’?
Yes Winter, tis I, Sy! I've been busy living life and working. Got a new nephew.❤️
YO SY? HEY? What’s been crackin’?
Yes Winter, tis I, Sy! I've been busy living life and working. Got a new nephew.❤️
Whoop whoop! New additions to families are always the best. You doing okay?
YO SY? HEY? What’s been crackin’?
Yes Winter, tis I, Sy! I've been busy living life and working. Got a new nephew.❤️
Whoop whoop! New additions to families are always the best. You doing okay?
Been better, been worse. Life is chaotic.
Changing hyper-fixations caused my disappearance. Video games, books, shows, etc.
Insomnia struck hard last night. I worked both of my jobs today with absolutely no sleep and am so gosh darn tired it's not even funny! Thankful that I have tomorrow off!!!
What a mood. I'm still in college. I have a semester left! I can see the light at the end of the tunnellllllll.
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