@the-void-phantasmic language
What the fuck did you do 😭
What the fuck did you do 😭
What the fuck did you do 😭
fr, im concerned😭 gurlie waht did u do
That is not important 👍
…fine
I pulled the guy who's playing the Phantom in my school's production :D
noiCE
Very much so
…we kinda made out in his car… for two hours…
HOLY SHIT SO FRIKCING JEALOUS AND ALSO GLAD FOR YOU details..?
Well at first I just went in for a peck, but neither of us stopped
And it got kinda… heated… there was some tongue stuff I really liked it, which is weird because I never thought I would like making out with anyone
…fine
I pulled the guy who's playing the Phantom in my school's production :D
noiCE
Very much so
…we kinda made out in his car… for two hours…
HOLY SHIT SO FRIKCING JEALOUS AND ALSO GLAD FOR YOU details..?
Well at first I just went in for a peck, but neither of us stopped
And it got kinda… heated… there was some tongue stuff I really liked it, which is weird because I never thought I would like making out with anyone
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sounds real fun tho I def wish I had someone to make out with
How come everytime I get a spurt of productivity, the opposite of my depression ridden everyday life I fight with, someone comes along and reminds me its my fault im a failure, my fault I cant get a job, my fault I cant function, my fault for having no routine…. why… why cant anyone see im trying…bc everytime they knock me back into that pit, it takes even longer to crawl my way out.
How come everytime I get a spurt of productivity, the opposite of my depression ridden everyday life I fight with, someone comes along and reminds me its my fault im a failure, my fault I cant get a job, my fault I cant function, my fault for having no routine…. why… why cant anyone see im trying…bc everytime they knock me back into that pit, it takes even longer to crawl my way out.
🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
Don't listen to those idiots! You are NOT a failure! It's hard to find a job sometimes and even harder to be hired for one … one of the many reasons I hate job hunting… but that is not something that you can control. Don't give up. I know it's hard but keep climbing! Keep climbing just to spite them. Show them that you are strong and they can't keep you down.
How come everytime I get a spurt of productivity, the opposite of my depression ridden everyday life I fight with, someone comes along and reminds me its my fault im a failure, my fault I cant get a job, my fault I cant function, my fault for having no routine…. why… why cant anyone see im trying…bc everytime they knock me back into that pit, it takes even longer to crawl my way out.
🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
Don't listen to those idiots! You are NOT a failure! It's hard to find a job sometimes and even harder to be hired for one … one of the many reasons I hate job hunting… but that is not something that you can control. Don't give up. I know it's hard but keep climbing! Keep climbing just to spite them. Show them that you are strong and they can't keep you down.
Thanks, but my failing classes do say I am a failure-
How come everytime I get a spurt of productivity, the opposite of my depression ridden everyday life I fight with, someone comes along and reminds me its my fault im a failure, my fault I cant get a job, my fault I cant function, my fault for having no routine…. why… why cant anyone see im trying…bc everytime they knock me back into that pit, it takes even longer to crawl my way out.
🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
Don't listen to those idiots! You are NOT a failure! It's hard to find a job sometimes and even harder to be hired for one … one of the many reasons I hate job hunting… but that is not something that you can control. Don't give up. I know it's hard but keep climbing! Keep climbing just to spite them. Show them that you are strong and they can't keep you down.
Thanks, but my failing classes do say I am a failure-
Not necessarily… assuming you're an American… you probably know that the education system here is so broken, it's not even a joke how bad it is. Granted, I can't speak for other countries' education systems but I wouldn't judge you a failure because of bad grades.
One of my partners (I have two, and they get along great) blocked me and my other partner, out of nowhere, not a word said. Litterally the conversation between me and them that morning was this.
them — Yesterday at 7:41 AM
Good morning mi amor
me — Yesterday at 7:41 AM
Morning 😊💕
me — Yesterday at 8:23 AM
Hru
them — Yesterday at 8:23 AM
Ok
me — Yesterday at 8:23 AM
Just ok?
Anyway I can turn that ok into a good?
(copy and pasted from discord, but I changed the users to "them" and "me")
Next thing I know, I was blocked, and couldn't send any messages. I tried reaching out via email, blocked there too, so I tried a new email, and it wasn't long before they blocked me.
I don't get it-
My whole day was turned around with just 1 text and 1 voicemail
It went from: Ride with my mom to work and get there early, work, do homework during lunch break, work, hang out with coworkers for a little bit until my mom is done, ride home with her
Now its: Doing homework before work, driving myself to work, work, calling my doctor to get a CT appointment set up (My gallbladder might be broken), more work, leave right at 4, driving to my dentist which is 30 minutes away, praying I can get my crown in (My mouth is also broken), driving home, cry.
Might move that crying session up to as I drive to work because this is stressing me out, but I'd rather be in pain over the weekend than during the work week
My whole day was turned around with just 1 text and 1 voicemail
It went from: Ride with my mom to work and get there early, work, do homework during lunch break, work, hang out with coworkers for a little bit until my mom is done, ride home with her
Now its: Doing homework before work, driving myself to work, work, calling my doctor to get a CT appointment set up (My gallbladder might be broken), more work, leave right at 4, driving to my dentist which is 30 minutes away, praying I can get my crown in (My mouth is also broken), driving home, cry.
Might move that crying session up to as I drive to work because this is stressing me out, but I'd rather be in pain over the weekend than during the work week
Hey! My sister's gallbladder is also broken. I understand the struggle.
So Friday, went to the blood testing place to try and get some blood work done. Emphasis on try…
I’ve actually never had any blood work done. So it was me, twenty years old, bringing my dad along (who has, and somewhat regularly needs to get it done). Everything was pretty smooth, up until they tried to find a vein to prick
My veins were flat. 99.9% sure that’s my fault; im bad at drinking water. They got the needle in at some point, but…no blood went into the vial at all. My dad was like “I’ve never seen this happen” and the lady who was attending to me was super apologetic about it.
But the biggest part of this visit? Within a few minutes after the needle attempt, black spots started appearing in my vision. And i was like “hm, my vision is getting weird..” in my head at first, just blinking, thinking it’s a temporary thing (and it ultimately was; but this was a prelude to something else…) then i started to feel hot, my hearing started to go muffled, and i started feeling nauseous. Lady came back and we told her how i was feeling and she immediately grabbed some water and an ice pack.
Later came to the conclusion I almost passed out! But I wasn’t that scared by it, even as it was going on. More confused if anything LOL. And looking back on it it’s a bit fascinating. No clue why my body decided to try to pass out — I’m not afraid of blood, not afraid of needles as much as I once was. Might’ve been background stress or something. I’m fine now— likely going back there on Monday, but in the meantime, I’m trying to rehydrate myself.
The blood work was to just test for a few things; I have reason to suspect that I could have a thyroid problem. My dad does, his mom does and he’s pretty sure a couple of the men in his family also have issues with it. Unfortunate that no blood was actually tested that day, but at least I learned the general process of things. And the staff was super nice.
I feel ya. I get blood work done because my hormones are all messed up. Genetically female, but I do in fact have a large overproduction of testosterone. Which can't be explained, so hence the bloodwork. I'm just an anomaly. Which is pretty cool.
I have a friend with the same problem, I’m p sure they’re testing some weird new medical thing on her bc of it 😭
For reference she lives in the UK iirc so
I have a friend with the same problem, I’m p sure they’re testing some weird new medical thing on her bc of it 😭
For reference she lives in the UK iirc so
Oh that's wonderful to hear 😬. I'm having to give myself a regulating shot once a week so I literally don't go crazy and not have horrible mood swings. I live in the US and boy does my wallet hurt. However ye olde medical institution is helping me out bc they're curious as to what is causing it.
I have a friend with the same problem, I’m p sure they’re testing some weird new medical thing on her bc of it 😭
For reference she lives in the UK iirc soOh that's wonderful to hear 😬. I'm having to give myself a regulating shot once a week so I literally don't go crazy and not have horrible mood swings. I live in the US and boy does my wallet hurt. However ye olde medical institution is helping me out bc they're curious as to what is causing it.
Yeah, that seems to be the most common lol
It’s the br*ts man they’re weird
The Brits are indeed weird
I WAS IN KROGER YESTERDAY AND SOME RANDOM LADY CALLED OVER AT ME "I LOVE YOUR STYLE"
I WAS ON CLOUD NINE BRO, IVE LITERALLY NEVER, IN MY 16 YEARS OF EXISTING, GOTTEN A STRANGER'S COMPLIMENT LIKE THAT
WEEEEEE
here's what I was wearing, not sure if the link will work
I had some eyeliner, and jewelry too, with my earbuds. this chicck was over at the Starbucks, in a hoodie and sweatpants, and she made my freakin' day. I wish happiness and success on her and her loved ones
I WAS IN KROGER YESTERDAY AND SOME RANDOM LADY CALLED OVER AT ME "I LOVE YOUR STYLE"
I WAS ON CLOUD NINE BRO, IVE LITERALLY NEVER, IN MY 16 YEARS OF EXISTING, GOTTEN A STRANGER'S COMPLIMENT LIKE THAT
WEEEEEE
here's what I was wearing, not sure if the link will workI had some eyeliner, and jewelry too, with my earbuds. this chicck was over at the Starbucks, in a hoodie and sweatpants, and she made my freakin' day. I wish happiness and success on her and her loved ones
I like your style too
I WAS IN KROGER YESTERDAY AND SOME RANDOM LADY CALLED OVER AT ME "I LOVE YOUR STYLE"
I WAS ON CLOUD NINE BRO, IVE LITERALLY NEVER, IN MY 16 YEARS OF EXISTING, GOTTEN A STRANGER'S COMPLIMENT LIKE THAT
WEEEEEE
here's what I was wearing, not sure if the link will workI had some eyeliner, and jewelry too, with my earbuds. this chicck was over at the Starbucks, in a hoodie and sweatpants, and she made my freakin' day. I wish happiness and success on her and her loved ones
I like your style too
Me too! wish I could wear something like that
I like your style too
Me too! wish I could wear something like that
eeeee🥰 thankssss!
im still working up confidence for wearing different things, cause ive been sporting the same style since I was 12😅 my dad doesnt really like it when I show my belly, which im not complaining about because he's just being a responsible parent and he's not an ass about it. besides, most of the time im not around him so he cant ask me to change.😎
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