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Started October 23, 2018 by Deleted user

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and knowing my friends, before any of my parents could say anything they could be like let’s get out of here and I wouldn’t be back for days

I'm so sorry that's the situation you live in. I wish I could do more to help, but I'm glad your friend are there to keep you safe and well.

so many nights where I was on the edge
edge of giving up, edge of being done.

Those might be song lyrics but to be on the safe side, I hope those nights are behind you, at least for now.

Just cause I'm still here doesn't mean I'm fine. What happens when I'm not here? Is it just 'too late' by then?

I'm sorry, are you speaking to us, or speaking rhetorically? I don't want to misunderstand here.

I was referring back to what Austin said about his parents and family not realizing what he's going through.

ha. they don’t care

:/ …isn't it just the best when the people who should be closest to you are almost the opposite?

Yeah, not cool.

soooo greATTTT

those lyrics were something that I was writing tonight. Directed at my circle of friends

edge of giving up, edge of being done
Final laps of the run.

You have a way with words, Austin, I can't even hear the music but those lyrics are powerful.

thanks……… this song is just piano and vocals which is a bit of a departure from the usual sound for the rest of the material from this year

for the intro of that song, there’s a bit of a monalogue

I heard the one called payoff

that is an unfinished demo

11/15/2013

no that date doesn’t relate to pay off

that’s the day that me and a friend that I haven’t spoken to now since almost 2 1/2 years ago started talking

miss her

why does that always happen to me ?????

Why does what happen?

We are always here for you