miriam you're scared of death because you probably don't actually want to die. you just want to kill off a certain part of yourself, or end the life you're living.
you're dealing with major depression, and a lot of other mental things. your mother, from what i've gathered, suck majorly and is a horrible person to live with. you're trapped in a shitty environment with a bad support system for help. that's what needs to die, your situation. not you.
death is absolutely and utterly terrifying, so that's perfectly normal. religion is often based, at least partly, on a need for some sort of option other than oblivion after death. because it's scary and unknown, you're right.
okay so crocs is now one of my favorite people
idk but I just needed to hear that
thanks love <3
also Crocs (this is wildly off topic)
I used to be like, super rude to you earlier in this chat
and i feel bad
i’m sorry
you’re super cool
okay so crocs is now one of my favorite people
idk but I just needed to hear that
thanks love <3
aawww. np my dude. for all our differences, you are a good person, and i understand what you're feeling just enough to try and offer some help. keep toughin' it out man, we like seeing you here, at least until you quit nb
also Crocs (this is wildly off topic)
I used to be like, super rude to you earlier in this chat
and i feel bad
i’m sorry
you’re super cool
apparently it's all water under the bridge dude cause i barely remember any of that. i. what did you even say that was rude?
also ur cool too and apology absolutely accepted
d00d I was so not in a good place for the first chunk of time I was here and I'm so sorry lmao
I was a bitch
I like to think I'm better now
I don't think I was ever rude to you but you're cool and I want you to know that.
also Crocs (this is wildly off topic)
I used to be like, super rude to you earlier in this chat
and i feel bad
i’m sorry
you’re super cool
apparently it's all water under the bridge dude cause i barely remember any of that. i. what did you even say that was rude?
also ur cool too and apology absolutely accepted
uhh hh great question I must’ve deleted it or something, cus you smacked on me for something stupid that i said lmao.
:ooooo thanks dude!
also like, I like to think I am wildly different from mid 2019 Emi. i definitely cooled down a lot lmao
i think i've already apologized a million times but i'm really sorry for the nightmare that was me
It's interesting to look back and see how much everyone's changed
It's interesting to look back and see how much everyone's changed
I like to think I'm better.
Not sure if I am, but I sure fucking hope so.
also like, I like to think I am wildly different from mid 2019 Emi. i definitely cooled down a lot lmao
speaking of
A friend of mine is kinda unsure of your opinion of them, mostly due to your past behavioral habits i'm trying to word this as respectfully as possible but it's not really working
Rvan?
I…have not been here long enough to have a past self to hate
Which makes me hope I won't look back on myself a year from now and go "wow i was such a dumbass" but hey
I'm already a dumbass tho so idk
wait emi where did i do that???
Me too.
You're a hell of a lot better than whoever had your current account before you
also holy shit pickles dfghdfghdf
wait emi where did i do that???
like, waaaay back in the early pages
Wait someone had Nie's account before him?
