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Started March 01, 2019 by Deleted user

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That moment when you realise Baylee deleted his account..

yeah, a while ago.

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ok I’d like to be rude to early 2019/late 2018 Emi

I fucking get it

you’re edgy

You didn’t get therapy yet and you’re lonely and stupid and depressed by a tenfold

you ain’t gotta go out here and embarrass me like that. How the hell is anyone friends with you, dude? You’re so hostile and angry all the time. Just shut up and stop responding to shit, ok thanks

I have a shit governor that is on a power trip so things are all wonky and stuff here

I didn't know you lived in WA.

inslee ain't got a clue what he's doing but whatever it is i'd just rather he figured his shit out tbh

Hellagree.

ok I’d like to be rude to early 2019/late 2018 Emi

I fucking get it

you’re edgy

You didn’t get therapy yet and you’re lonely and stupid and depressed by a tenfold

you ain’t gotta go out here and embarrass me like that. How the hell is anyone friends with you, dude? You’re so hostile and angry all the time. Just shut up and stop responding to shit, ok thanks

Ah yes. The Emi I used to fear.

Also. We're talking about this chat in the beginning?

hot take

the reason adults are so often cast as teenagers is because of how exploitative films about teens are. if teens were cast as teens in these movies then the directors wouldn't get away with so much shit, especially with the heavy sexualization and subjection of the female characters, and their treatment by the male characters. but if you cast adults as teenagers, people tend to see them as adults, even when well aware that they arent. therefore its a hell of a lot easier to have a scene like in the breakfast club, where molly ringwald's character was literally sexually assaulted, and it was played off like a comedy bit, despite the fact that molly was 16 years old and judd nelson was 25

flashback to freshman year watching the Romeo and Juliet version with a butt and actors the actual age of the characters

Also child labor laws/working hours, but yeah
Woomp there it is.
Tbh I'm sort of over "tEeN dRaMa" shows and movies in general, especially since I feel like they're all hypersexualized and, like you said, exploitative , especially with the excessive drinking and drug use too.

flashback to freshman year watching the Romeo and Juliet version with a butt and actors the actual age of the characters

Romeo and Juliet hits so much harder when the actors are actually in their early teens. You watch it and you're like "oh my God, these are children and they're about to commit suicide because of their parents' stupid feud-" and that's a lot more powerful than watching them being played by 2 adults so they can add a sex scene in :/

even with adults, the acting is shit. Also the writing sucks

flashback to freshman year watching the Romeo and Juliet version with a butt and actors the actual age of the characters

Romeo and Juliet hits so much harder when the actors are actually in their early teens. You watch it and you're like "oh my God, these are children and they're about to commit suicide because of their parents' stupid feud-" and that's a lot more powerful than watching them being played by 2 adults so they can add a sex scene in :/

It was really old and there wasn't an actual sex scene, but you saw his butt and one of her boobs the morning after

"You'll never know the epic highs and lows of high school football."

flashback to freshman year watching the Romeo and Juliet version with a butt and actors the actual age of the characters

Romeo and Juliet hits so much harder when the actors are actually in their early teens. You watch it and you're like "oh my God, these are children and they're about to commit suicide because of their parents' stupid feud-" and that's a lot more powerful than watching them being played by 2 adults so they can add a sex scene in :/

It was really old and there wasn't an actual sex scene, but you saw his butt and one of her boobs the morning after

WAIT I WATCHED THAT ONE
My teacher awkwardly moved the mouse to cover up Juliet's boob but it was too late

flashback to freshman year watching the Romeo and Juliet version with a butt and actors the actual age of the characters

Romeo and Juliet hits so much harder when the actors are actually in their early teens. You watch it and you're like "oh my God, these are children and they're about to commit suicide because of their parents' stupid feud-" and that's a lot more powerful than watching them being played by 2 adults so they can add a sex scene in :/

It was really old and there wasn't an actual sex scene, but you saw his butt and one of her boobs the morning after

WAIT I WATCHED THAT ONE
My teacher awkwardly moved the mouse to cover up Juliet's boob but it was too late

My teacher didn't even mention it. She mentioned the butt and that CP teachers would skip over it, but she wouldn't because we were Honors and "mature"

flashback to freshman year watching the Romeo and Juliet version with a butt and actors the actual age of the characters

Romeo and Juliet hits so much harder when the actors are actually in their early teens. You watch it and you're like "oh my God, these are children and they're about to commit suicide because of their parents' stupid feud-" and that's a lot more powerful than watching them being played by 2 adults so they can add a sex scene in :/

It was really old and there wasn't an actual sex scene, but you saw his butt and one of her boobs the morning after

WAIT I WATCHED THAT ONE
My teacher awkwardly moved the mouse to cover up Juliet's boob but it was too late

My teacher didn't even mention it. She mentioned the butt and that CP teachers would skip over it, but she wouldn't because we were Honors and "mature"

Lol I was in Honors and we were just watching it, and my teacher goes "OH!" and tried to cover it up

I'm listening to an audiobook and the narrator just went "Oh. He thinks we're his kids" in the most nonchalant voice I'm wheezing

Can I be real for a second about something that's gonna make me sound like a coward?

Yeah, go ahead.

Yeah, hop on the coward train. next stop: humiliation town. finger guts enthusiastically

I swear that made sense in my head-

I am so stuck in between wanting to die and being utterly afraid of death.
I mean, I think a lot of us know my history with suicide and self harm. And y'all know I still have relapses despite my meds, my therapy and my progress.
So you would think I'm not afraid to die.
And when I'm in those states, I'm not. At all. Because I want to die.
But otherwise, I am so afraid of dying (and getting old in general) that I've had full on anxiety attacks because I know in 60-70 ish years I'll probably die.
It's a mix between the idea of life just being over and the unknown. I kind of believe in heaven (yes I'm still Wiccan, I'm just forever in that place where I'm trying to figure out what I really think and I'm currently researching the traditional rebirth belief to see where I stand) but at the same time, I kind of believe that once you're dead… You're out. Nothing comes next. You're just gone.
And I know that I shouldn't worry about it but I do.
I dunno.
That was just my little rant because I didn't want to take the attention off of anyone in the venting chat, given the circumstances.

Surprisingly I'm not afraid of death, just of dying without doing anything worthwhile.

I think dying is what scares me the most.

The process of feeling your body shut down.

That scares me. But death doesn’t.