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And oh my gosh so May 17, 2018 was when I realized that I was very much into girls and the next day more specifically, her and I am freaking out because she's so pretty and I am beside myself in gay when I see her

And oh my gosh so May 17, 2018 was when I realized that I was very much into girls and the next day more specifically, her and I am freaking out because she's so pretty and I am beside myself in gay when I see her

A FUCKING MOOD MY DUDE

My very first and only crush, that I will probably never see again and that still breaks my heart, was the nicest person I had ever met. And the saddest thing is that, not only is he gone now, but I never got up the courage to tell him. I met him my very first year of high school. But I didn't know anyone there, because I'd been home schooled my whole life. The day that I met him, I thought he was a jerk. I met him at a Cross Country practice. Well, XC was difficult because I was the slowest person on the whole team. Well, one practice we were running out four and a half miles to the coach's place. I was in the rear coming a solid minute behind the person in front of me. And about one turn from the finish, he came out and was cheering me to the finish. Well, that wasn't the last time he did something like that. About three months later, I was in the library holding back tears because I'd just been in a horrible fight with my friend. I was the only person in the library, until he came in. Okay we have a nice sized library and lots of places to sit. He comes had sits right next to me, without saying anything. He just sat there, to keep company.
I still miss him. Two years later.

same here but mine was a long term relationship with him and I still miss him but we broke up after six months because it was too much for us :/

Anyone I know?

nop it was before I came here to our school so yeah you don't know him

My very first and only crush, that I will probably never see again and that still breaks my heart, was the nicest person I had ever met. And the saddest thing is that, not only is he gone now, but I never got up the courage to tell him. I met him my very first year of high school. But I didn't know anyone there, because I'd been home schooled my whole life. The day that I met him, I thought he was a jerk. I met him at a Cross Country practice. Well, XC was difficult because I was the slowest person on the whole team. Well, one practice we were running out four and a half miles to the coach's place. I was in the rear coming a solid minute behind the person in front of me. And about one turn from the finish, he came out and was cheering me to the finish. Well, that wasn't the last time he did something like that. About three months later, I was in the library holding back tears because I'd just been in a horrible fight with my friend. I was the only person in the library, until he came in. Okay we have a nice sized library and lots of places to sit. He comes had sits right next to me, without saying anything. He just sat there, to keep company.
I still miss him. Two years later.

same here but mine was a long term relationship with him and I still miss him but we broke up after six months because it was too much for us :/

Anyone I know?

nop it was before I came here to our school so yeah you don't know him

Aw, anyone at school you like?
Wink wonk, please tell meeeeee

My very first and only crush, that I will probably never see again and that still breaks my heart, was the nicest person I had ever met. And the saddest thing is that, not only is he gone now, but I never got up the courage to tell him. I met him my very first year of high school. But I didn't know anyone there, because I'd been home schooled my whole life. The day that I met him, I thought he was a jerk. I met him at a Cross Country practice. Well, XC was difficult because I was the slowest person on the whole team. Well, one practice we were running out four and a half miles to the coach's place. I was in the rear coming a solid minute behind the person in front of me. And about one turn from the finish, he came out and was cheering me to the finish. Well, that wasn't the last time he did something like that. About three months later, I was in the library holding back tears because I'd just been in a horrible fight with my friend. I was the only person in the library, until he came in. Okay we have a nice sized library and lots of places to sit. He comes had sits right next to me, without saying anything. He just sat there, to keep company.
I still miss him. Two years later.

same here but mine was a long term relationship with him and I still miss him but we broke up after six months because it was too much for us :/

Anyone I know?

nop it was before I came here to our school so yeah you don't know him

Aw, anyone at school you like?
Wink wonk, please tell meeeeee

nop no one everyone here is terrible I like some people that are nice to me but not in a relationship way

My very first and only crush, that I will probably never see again and that still breaks my heart, was the nicest person I had ever met. And the saddest thing is that, not only is he gone now, but I never got up the courage to tell him. I met him my very first year of high school. But I didn't know anyone there, because I'd been home schooled my whole life. The day that I met him, I thought he was a jerk. I met him at a Cross Country practice. Well, XC was difficult because I was the slowest person on the whole team. Well, one practice we were running out four and a half miles to the coach's place. I was in the rear coming a solid minute behind the person in front of me. And about one turn from the finish, he came out and was cheering me to the finish. Well, that wasn't the last time he did something like that. About three months later, I was in the library holding back tears because I'd just been in a horrible fight with my friend. I was the only person in the library, until he came in. Okay we have a nice sized library and lots of places to sit. He comes had sits right next to me, without saying anything. He just sat there, to keep company.
I still miss him. Two years later.

same here but mine was a long term relationship with him and I still miss him but we broke up after six months because it was too much for us :/

Anyone I know?

nop it was before I came here to our school so yeah you don't know him

Aw, anyone at school you like?
Wink wonk, please tell meeeeee

nop no one everyone here is terrible I like some people that are nice to me but not in a relationship way

Ugh, I need a new ship Olliiieeeeeee

My very first and only crush, that I will probably never see again and that still breaks my heart, was the nicest person I had ever met. And the saddest thing is that, not only is he gone now, but I never got up the courage to tell him. I met him my very first year of high school. But I didn't know anyone there, because I'd been home schooled my whole life. The day that I met him, I thought he was a jerk. I met him at a Cross Country practice. Well, XC was difficult because I was the slowest person on the whole team. Well, one practice we were running out four and a half miles to the coach's place. I was in the rear coming a solid minute behind the person in front of me. And about one turn from the finish, he came out and was cheering me to the finish. Well, that wasn't the last time he did something like that. About three months later, I was in the library holding back tears because I'd just been in a horrible fight with my friend. I was the only person in the library, until he came in. Okay we have a nice sized library and lots of places to sit. He comes had sits right next to me, without saying anything. He just sat there, to keep company.
I still miss him. Two years later.

same here but mine was a long term relationship with him and I still miss him but we broke up after six months because it was too much for us :/

Anyone I know?

nop it was before I came here to our school so yeah you don't know him

Aw, anyone at school you like?
Wink wonk, please tell meeeeee

nop no one everyone here is terrible I like some people that are nice to me but not in a relationship way

Ugh, I need a new ship Olliiieeeeeee

Sorry :P

What the heck…. I don't mean to sound rude (I really don't) but if someone saw me crying and sat down next to me without saying anything I'd be really creeped out…..is it different cause you liked them??

Oh my fuck okay-

So first of all, it most likely will never happen because I lose all ability to form a coherent sentence withing a five foot radius of her.

But holy shit man.

Okay, so her eyes are literally the clearest blue gray color ever like seriously I could DROWN in them as if they were a lake in winter and her smile is SO FUCKING PURE seriously it's like someone liked her smile to the sun aND IT'S SO WARM AND CUTE AND AAAAAAAAAA and her hair is really short and curly and she puts it up in little bun sometimes AND IT DOES NOT HELP MY GAY ASS FROM FREAKING THE HELL OUT

And her laugh honestly sounds like fucking music and she's really nice and smart and I swear her name is more precious than I could hope to be to her (Literally- her last name is silver)

Awww this is so freaking adorable I can not even

And oh my gosh so May 17, 2018 was when I realized that I was very much into girls and the next day more specifically, her and I am freaking out because she's so pretty and I am beside myself in gay when I see her

A FUCKING MOOD MY DUDE

I knoowwww

And oh my freaking gosh her eyes make my heart just sklasdja
Like literally everyone knows that I have a crush on her (mostly because the only reason people keep their crushes secret is so they don't find out but she's known for a while so no point)
And it's like
I just-
ANd her h a i r is so friggin amazing and
Fjkdhfkalsdjlad

And oh my freaking gosh her eyes make my heart just sklasdja
Like literally everyone knows that I have a crush on her (mostly because the only reason people keep their crushes secret is so they don't find out but she's known for a while so no point)
And it's like
I just-
ANd her h a i r is so friggin amazing and
Fjkdhfkalsdjlad

okay relatable though

silently fangirls

And oh my freaking gosh her eyes make my heart just sklasdja
Like literally everyone knows that I have a crush on her (mostly because the only reason people keep their crushes secret is so they don't find out but she's known for a while so no point)
And it's like
I just-
ANd her h a i r is so friggin amazing and
Fjkdhfkalsdjlad

literally, me when I have a crush on someone (I haven't felt that in a while :')

Just gonna casually copy and paste something from forever ago….
So, I discovered i was into girls and soon realized that i had completely and utterly fallen for her (okay fallens a strong word but i've never crushed so hard)
Okay she's beautiful
I know, i know - cliche
but i mean it
her eyes say a million words without saying anything at all, her hair falls out of place and she tries to fix it but it's not the same, she lights up when playing music, she reminds of all the stars in the universe, her laugh, her real laugh, the way she texts all excitedly sometimes, the conversations we've had, the passion she has for music and robotics and everything, i could go on and on
but stars,
i just
she's not perfect
but maybe that's why i like her so much?
i don't know
im being dumb, sorry
anyway back to the story, i figured it out one day when i saw her in a dress and at first i was completely denying it but the next day, we had this lockdown drill that no one knew of and i was super paranoid (twas the same day as the Santa Fe shooting) and i remember kinda just thinking that if i died….
i thought of her
(other people too but especially her)
and that's the exact moment that i knew
and then a month later i came out to my friends and confessed
(twas awkward at first but got through it)
and although she doesn't like me back, i'm okay with it
we talk over text a lot
she's opened up to me and in turn i did too
and we kinda are just there for each other and i'm okay with it

This is freaking adorable toooooo

Sad finger guns My ex….

Ahhhh yeahh and I actually told one of my friends this morning what happened on May 17 last year and she was just like aww and I'm just like kadskald
Another thing tho-
Since literally everyone knows my crush on her, there have been people who've told me that "we'd look cute together…" and I freaking can't even deal with that

Sad finger guns My ex….

Aww that sucks

Sad finger guns My ex….

same here (he was an artist I miss him so much :'( )

I probably shouldn't even be looking at this thread, tbh

Breakups are so sad… (duh, stating the obvious)

I actually spoke to my crush the entire way home from school today (I was going to my grandma whom he is neighbours with) and we talked about school and stuff in general but lowkey it really hurt since I love him and he already has a girlfriend, so that kinda sucks… He is litteral perfection. He is smart, hot, funny, nice and caring and I just GAAAH this is so frustrating cause for some reason I can’t stop caring so freaking much for him when I should move on instead

What the heck…. I don't mean to sound rude (I really don't) but if someone saw me crying and sat down next to me without saying anything I'd be really creeped out…..is it different cause you liked them??

I wasn't crying right then, I was close to crying though. And just having him there actually helped in making me feel better. He was like the only person in the school that was nice to me.and

me: omg i'm so good at expressing my feelings. so smooth
also me: so i'm gonna sing this love song and it's for you, because. uh. um. yeah? yes? uhh. anyway-

me: omg i'm so good at expressing my feelings. so smooth
also me: so i'm gonna sing this love song and it's for you, because. uh. um. yeah? yes? uhh. anyway-

I actually tried that lol. Don't think she noticed though