forum Come Together and Connect (Any Topic Is Fair Game)

Started January 30, 2020 by @ElderGod-Winter-The-Renegade-Legionnaire book

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Idk I've just been waking up tired lately

i'm putting this here because i feel too shy to put this in the venting chat and y'all are really nice (and this is a smaller community so…)

okay i've known about this for like ten days now, because i saw the post come up on my feed. but anyways, you guys may or may not have heard of the artist @qinniart. i actually first found out about her on instagram, but like i saw one of her videos come up on youtube (i didn't realize that she had a channel) but… here's the thing. you know that post i mentioned earlier? well… it wasn't written by her. her brother wrote it. and you wanna know why?

yeah. and while i may not have been following her art as long as others have, i just- watching that video of her just doing a watercolour art made me really inspired to try to do traditional art again but like- i'm kinda heartbroken by this news…
idk sorry, feel free to ignore me…

No. You shan't be ignored. I've heard of her art before, and have seen some of her beautiful watercolor paintings, and I didn't realized she had passed. Feel free to cry, scream, or just have a melt down here. That's what it's for.

thank you…

silently screams

screams with you so you don't feel awkward or lonely

_{(thank you sm)}

screams audibly because yeah

silently screams again because idk what to do at this point

screams with everyone bc why not

_{i should have expected this… it's all hit me at once now… so be prepared…}

_{angrily cries she didn't deserve to leave this world so early! not yet…}

okay

Your name… it's supposed to be spelled *bakugou???

lol

_{i should have expected this… it's all hit me at once now… so be prepared…}

_{angrily cries she didn't deserve to leave this world so early! not yet…}

cries with you

_{thank you again…}

No problem. Crying is good for the soul and it doesn't make you weak. I promise you that much. Hey, I cry and I'm still tought the rawhide.

God I struggle to let myself emote like that. I internalise everything and it really comes back to bite you in the ass. Today, for example, started off great but my bad wrist started hurting and that sort of caused me to draw back from reality which in turn caused all the bad feelings I have locked up to come out. Started off as a lovely Friday, ended really depressing. Still kind of resent myself for that. The squad had some good bants today and I could barely crack a smile. But hey, it's been worse.

But I've also lost my license and can't find it. I have the suspicion that it's hidden in some couch pillows. Either way, there have been many interruptions to my usually very chill and laidback life. Not great for the start of such an, inevitably, stressful year.

Unexpected little rant but there you go

Hey. I understand that. Losing a liscense kills me too. In Alaska all you needed to was remember the liscense number, in South Carolina, they don't care. You really have to have you license card with you all the time.

Yep. Probably just going to apply for a replacement. It's not too expensive

Like 5 bucks maybe

Ah…maybe where you come from but here it's 25 in Australian dollars

5 dollars in America I guess

im feeling a lil sad rn

Okay. Wanna talk about it?

meh it passed lol im a bit stressed now tho bc i have a project due in a few hours and im currently procrastinating by being on notebook.ai