If we're still putting up THIS much of an effort, obviously we care about you and would never forgive ourselves if we let you die. Do you understand?
No. Because I don’t know why you’d want me around anyway…
YES, YOU DO. WE'VE LISTED EVERYTHING A MILLION TIMES. STOP PUTTING YOURSELF DOWN FOR A MOMENT AND LISTEN
If we're still putting up THIS much of an effort, obviously we care about you and would never forgive ourselves if we let you die. Do you understand?
No. Because I don’t know why you’d want me around anyway…
I've already told you why.
Because you're smart, charming, witty, unique, abd an interesting person to talk to.
A daughter. A girlfriend, and a friend.
Well it's not you especially because I don't know that much about you. But I love all humans to an extent, and you more than any old person on the street because I have interacted with you and I've gone through the same thing so I know what it's like and want to help.
If we're still putting up THIS much of an effort, obviously we care about you and would never forgive ourselves if we let you die. Do you understand?
No. Because I don’t know why you’d want me around anyway…
YES, YOU DO. WE'VE LISTED EVERYTHING A MILLION TIMES. STOP PUTTING YOURSELF DOWN FOR A MOMENT AND LISTEN
Exactly. Carys.
Why don't you stop ignoring the good points we make and face them head on.
If we're still putting up THIS much of an effort, obviously we care about you and would never forgive ourselves if we let you die. Do you understand?
No. Because I don’t know why you’d want me around anyway…
I've already told you why.
Because you're smart, charming, witty, unique, abd an interesting person to talk to.
A daughter. A girlfriend, and a friend.
You may see that but I don’t.
Well it's not you especially because we don't know that much about you. But I love all humans to an extent, and you more than any old person on the street because I have interacted with you and I've gone through the same thing so I know what it's like and want to help.
This as well.
You said yesterday you'd try.
If we're still putting up THIS much of an effort, obviously we care about you and would never forgive ourselves if we let you die. Do you understand?
No. Because I don’t know why you’d want me around anyway…
I've already told you why.
Because you're smart, charming, witty, unique, abd an interesting person to talk to.
A daughter. A girlfriend, and a friend.You may see that but I don’t.
Then let us help you see it.
Maybe I lied.
Maybe I don’t want to try.
We. Want. To. Help. You. to a certain extent we love you even.
I know you don't want to try.
But I've been on both sides and know it's worth it to not do yourself in.
Carys.
Stay with us.
You mean so much to me…
I’m a stranger…
Why do you care so much about someone you barely know?
Because all life is precious.
No matter how worthless you think you are, JUST YOUR LIFE is precious.
Add to that how smart you are.
How charming and witty.
You're priceless.
I believe in the value of every human.
Because, you're you. Yeah I don't know you very well but I've seen you around this site and I think you're amazing. I know that you don't see it especially since I've been there but it gets better. I care about you even if you are a stranger.
We all love you.
More than you know.
More than you can imagine.
I just wish I could love myself…
I get that.
But live life for the others in it if you feel that way.
Maybe…
And you can learn to. It will take time. But staying is not impossible. The urges will go away if you resist them long enough.
That's right.
Ever wonder why more teens kill themselves than adults?
It's because we're not as used to these feelings.
Just let yourself get acclimated.
You can learn to love yourself.
I’m a stranger…
Why do you care so much about someone you barely know?
I mentioned this story once already, but I need to mention it on this thread too.
I remember when I was 8 years old, I played this one game called Bakery Story, it was a simple bakery game but it also had a chat feature, and it was CONSTANTLY filled with drama. I remember once coming across someone’s profile who I had never met before, and they were talking about how they wanted to kill themselves. I didn’t know what to do, I tried to cheer them up but it didn’t work, and they eventually cleared their entire wall and told people that they were going to do it, they even left a depressing story. Let me stress that I had NEVER seen this person before, but I immediately thought that it was my fault and felt really bad. That messed me up for YEARS, it wasn’t until two years ago when I downloaded the game again that I got over it, because turns out that that person faked it and was still alive. Don’t ever try and say “You’ll get over it.” Because we won’t. Little me didn’t, I thought I was responsible for killing someone, you should’ve seen my face when I found out that all that pain and grief was just someone’s desperate attempt to get attention. This stuff hurts, you may think you’re not worth mourning over, but you really are.
I’m too tired to protest right now…
But thanks…
That's OK.
Sleep will give you a better outlook on the world.