Why can’t I just do one thing for me for once and die!?
For two reasons. One, you will just take that pain, and give it to everyone who cares about you.
And two, you will be robbing yourself of a future that will probably get better.
My future was never bright anyway…
Carys.
It always gets better.
Do I have to tell you the story about my friend Sammy?
For everything… for worrying everyone…
for just… existing…
Bullshit. You didn't decide to exist so if your existing is so bad, it's not actually your fault.
And we all worry other people sometimes. No sweat.
My future was never bright anyway…
So you know the future do you? Because the past does not make the present. You do.
Yeah but… you guys probably have better stuff to do…
Who’s Sammy?
There's nothing I can do that's better than helping you…
You want to know who Sammy is, huh?
Like what? Helping someone is the best possible way to spend time.
I guess…
And yeah… who’s Sammy?
Like what? Helping someone is the best possible way to spend time.
Right
This is helpful. Give it a listen.
Sammy is my friend.
Her situation is similar to yours, actually.
Smart kid. Did good in school. Loving relationship.
Then her mom and sister died in a car accident or something.
Then her boyfriend killed himself.
I dunno why.
My Sammy was… Distraught to say the least.
Tried to kill herself. (Which is why I know that if you go, Ella will too.)
Trying to kill herself made her mute.
She can't speak.
And after her new girlfriend and I saved her life, she got amnesia…
Imagine your life is carefree and fine…
Then you're transported six months into the future.
Everyone you love but two people are dead.
And YOU CAN'T FUCKING SPEAK!
I helped her.
Now she's doing alright and she and her girlfriend are getting married this February…
That's why it PISSES ME OFF when people say it can't get better.
Bull fucking shit.
Yes it can.
If I can help cinnamon roll Sam, I can help you.
See ya stupid carrot? Life gets better. No matter how much it sucks.
See ya stupid carrot? Life gets better. No matter how much it sucks.
Why’d you call them stupid exactly?
Hey Aaris.
Can you tell them that it gets better?
This is Sam's girlfriend Aaris.
Guys…
Thank-you…
But I’m really fucking exhausted and… I need to sleep…
I love you all… and thank-you again but,
I need to sleep…
It can get really shitty. To the point where you just want to drop off the face of the earth. I’ve faced that as well. Never thought in my life I would. Thought I could just make vulgar jokes and smoke weed and never face mental issues. But oh boy was I wrong. Anyway; It’s tough. It may look like it’s the end and that the only solution is to kill yourself. It’s not the answer. At all.
I get it.
Stay safe.
Thanks Aaris.
I’ll try…
Good.
See ya stupid carrot? Life gets better. No matter how much it sucks.
Why’d you call them stupid exactly?
It’s something of an endearment if used probably.
<3
Love you, Carrots!
See ya stupid carrot? Life gets better. No matter how much it sucks.
Why’d you call them stupid exactly?
It’s something of an endearment if used probably.
I call my best friend stupid all the time and she does the same to me, it may sound mean but the way we use it it's almost like a symbol of how much we care at this point
I’ve never heard it used like that before. So umm. Sorry.