forum Sanders Sides Role Play // Closed //

Started March 06, 2020 by @heeey-bitchhhhhhhhhhh

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"I'm not sure if Google would really help… Logan, I'm going to help you out, I promise," Patton said.

"Alright, alright… I need a lot of help in that area, though. And I can't just suddenly become a compassionate, affectionate being."

'I know that you need a lot of help, and I know that it will take some time, but I am right here to help you out. For one thing, you can't just ignore your emotions, because you need to experience them yourself to fully understand them, no matter how well I explain them to you," Patton said.

Logan sighed quietly. "But they're so troublesome and inconvenient. I don't have time to feel emotions!"

"Yes you do, Logan… I know that they can be strange, but they're important and a part of life…" Patton said.

Logan huffed indignantly and looked away. "I've rewired my brain over the years to experience as little emotion as possible. It's not going to revert to my childhood state so easily."

"I know that, but you really do need to pay more attention to your emotions. I know that you have them, but you usually ignore them, and that's actually not a good idea, Logan," Patton said.

"I paid attention to my emotions when I was a child, and that was far worse than the state I'm in now." Logan sighed and looked away.

"O-Oh…. I-I'm… I'm sorry…" Patton said, also looking away from not just Logan, but everyone else, too, feeling like this conversation had hurt Logan in some way.

Virgil seemed a bit confused and concerned as he watched. "What happened, Lo? Who hurt you?" Logan shook his head a bit. "That's none of your business."

"Virgil, he's not going to tell any of us about his past… You know that he isn't going to open up about any of that… Not even Patton can make him open up about that…" Roman said.

"I-I know, but… It's worth a try… Lo, we really do care about you." Logan just shook his head a bit again and silently retreated to his room.

"Well, I guess that's how it's going to be… I'm sure that Patton will get him to talk about it sooner or later, but unti then, there's no point in mentioning it," Roman said.

Virgil sighed softly and stared at the floor, feeling guilty. "I just… I can tell he had a bad childhood. I did, and he's showing a lot of the same signs. He just doesn't know it."

"If anyone can get him to talk about it, you'd be able to help him, probably being able to relate. I mean, it would make sense…" Roman said.

"But Logan hates me… I know he does. He always seems to be especially uptight and pissy when I'm around…"

"I have absolutely no idea why, but I mean, he'd most likely relate to you, so he'll have to learn to open up to you," Roman said.

"Wouldn't Patton have the best chance? Logan actually enjoys his company and stuff. I can't imagine Logan being willing to open up to me."

"I'd suggest having it be both you and him. Patton can get him to open up, but you'll be the only one who can help him from experience. This will take both of you," Roman said.

Virgil sighed and nodded. "I just… don't want him to get mad at me…" He said softly.

"I'm sure that he won't get mad. As I said, it'll take you and Patton, but things should turn out just fine," Roman said.

Virgil nodded again. "Should we… should we go now? Or give him time to cool off?"

"I don't think that he wants to talk about it right now, and it doesn't look like Patton does either, going off of how he's acting. He does know that he didn't cause all of this, right?"

"I dunno. Patton?" Virgil asked, looking over at Patton. "You know it's not your fault, right?"

Patton sighed and looked at Virgil. "I know that his childhood issues aren't my fault, but I still hurt him…"