forum Sanders Sides Role Play // Closed //

Started March 06, 2020 by @heeey-bitchhhhhhhhhhh

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Patton was too much of a mess to even fully realize what is going on in the current moment, still being very worried about Logan, especially with what everything that was being talked about for so long now.

Remus read over what was in the file he opened. "Oh! Is this the project that is due for your class tomorrow?" He asked with a giggle. "It would be a shame if someone, deleted it." He said, looking at Logan with an evil grin.

"Remus! P-Please, just put it back!" Logan was starting to breathe more quickly and struggled more. Virgil watched Logan, growing increasingly concerned. Logan's eyes stung with tears, which was definitely an unfamiliar experience for him. "Remus, stop." Virgil said. "Look what you're doing to him. This is cruel. I think you're going too far."

Remus looked over Logan before sighing and closing the laptop. "Logan. I'm not going to delete any of your work. I know how hard you push yourself and it would only push you to work harder if I deleted anything." He said as he set the laptop to the side before grabbing onto the rope and starting to untie him. "We worry about you Logan. We just want you to take care of yourself. I get it. It can be hard to do that at times but at least try to make an effort."

Logan stared blankly at the floor, noticeably shaking. Virgil sighed and grabbed Patton's hand to lead him over to Logan. "Hey. We're not gonna do anything, Lo. We just want the best for you." Let's not try that tactic again…

_{(When this rp is accurate to my life. It's like, whenever someone I care about is depressed, I either fail to help them or completely fall apart and then my friends somehow have it covered. This is strangely accurate except for context of events. Well, that, and I wouldn't tie anyone up. Still oddly accurate…)}

Patton immediately hugged Logan tightly. "L-Lo… I-I'm sorry… t-that this happened… I-I wanna help… b-but it doesn't work… I-I just wanna help you… a-and make this end…"

_{(oof sorry <3333)}

Logan hesitated for a few seconds before hugging Patton back. His heart was still racing and he was really not enjoying this new flood of emotions. Virgil stepped back and eventually left the room, wanting to leave Patton and Logan alone.

_{(It's seriously somehow accurate to my life, and a reference might be today, and last night…)}

Patton didn't say anything for a moment, just staying in the hug with Logan. "I-It's true… I-I'll find some way to help you… I-I promise…"
"I'm sorry, Logan… My acts were far too villainous, and I will leaving now…" Roman said before exiting the room, somewhat dramatically.

_{(What happened?)}

Logan clung a little tighter to Patton when the others were gone, slowly beginning the process of calming down. "It… it's fine… it's not your fault, Patton…" He said weakly.

Remus finished untying him and handed him his laptop back. "Just try to take care of yourself. There isn't any point if living if all you do is work. At that point you're just a robot." He pointed out.

Logan just nodded and buried his face in Patton's shoulder. His mind wanted comfort for about the first time in his life, and who was he to say no?

_{(Last night she got really depressed and wanted to give up on life… and I couldn't help her, because I was too busy failing her by kind of panicking, and then today she was sad, and I tried to make her laugh like my friends do, and that failed, and then I tried talking to her, and that failed…)}

"I-It's not a matter of fault… L-Lo… I-I wanna help… b-because I care… a-about you… a… a lot… I-I know… i-it's not my fault… b-but I-I wanna help you…" Patton said.

_{(ouch, I'm sorry <333 I'd just let her know that you're there for her and try to be there even if she doesn't seem like she wants help. It means a lot when someone's willing to be with you despite everything <3)}

"Y-You are helping, Patton… I apologize for my actions…" Logan said softly, his voice a bit muffled. He never knew a hug could actually feel this nice.

_{(I do that, and it still doesn't work… I let her know every single day… At school when something's bothering her she'll talk to our friends and be fine, and then I'll just slip my headphones on and listen to BTS like I'm not there, and sometimes they don't even notice… Then when it's just us, even saying that I'm there for her, proving that I'm there for her, it all fails somehow…)}

"L-Lo… i-it's okay… I-I'll continue to help you… I-I'm glad that… I-I'm helping… b-but… I-I'm not sure if… you understand… t-that it takes constant helping… n-not just once…" Patton said.

_{(Maybe you could ask your friends to help if she isn't receptive to you? Sorry, I'm not helpful qwq)}

"What do you mean, Patton?" Logan asked, still hugging Patton tightly. They were in a bit of an awkward position for hugging, but he wasn't willing to move yet.

_{(You're helpful. She just doesn't tell me much because I'm never helpful and then she just feels bad for worrying me when she does tell me, so it's technically my own problem for being overly worried…)}

"I-I mean that… i-if I stopped now… s-since you're kinda okay… t-that you could… break again… a-and I don't… want that… o-or to think about that… s-so I-I'm gonna… h-help you… a-always…" Patton said.

Remus frowned, realizing how far they went to get Logan to actually express feelings to this point. "We just want you to take care of yourself." He said.

_{(oof I'm sorry qwq <333)}

"If you say so, Patton." He pulled away a bit and held Patton at arm's length by his shoulders. "I need you to calm down, okay? For me?"

_{(So, now she's depressed and stress eating again… I just wanna help her, but nothing ever works…)}

Patton nodded before taking a couple of deep breaths and allowing his thoughts to go somewhere, precisely on kittens, and he began to calm down.

_{(I'm sorry, idk how to help you qwq)}

Logan looked up at Remus. "I know you are. Just… don't touch my work, yeah? Things could get worse than this."

_{(I'll still try to help her… I'm worried, though… She's already overdosed once recently…)}

Remus put his hand in a surrender position. "I won't touch your work, promise. As long as you promise to try to take care of yourself." He said, wanting to make sure he got the point across.

"I'm trying my best, Remus. I suppose I'll try harder." Logan sighed, looking up at Patton again. "Do you feel any better?" He asked.

"Yeah. I'm okay now, Logan. You're going to get better, and I'm going to help you out… because… because… I…" Patton couldn't keep his feelings contained any longer, "… because I… I love you…"

(I had to. I had to put Logicality in this)

Logan stared up at Patton, bewildered. His face slowly began to gain a red flush. "Which kind?" He asked, confused.