Jules Madigan

Hero/Ally

His friends affectionately call him Julesy sometimes.

Male

23

At times a bit of a shrinking violet, but polite and friendly by default. Hides his face in his hands or arms when embarrassed, upset, or overwhelmed.

Finding a sense of belonging, security, and love

Fragile, lacking self-assurance, easily frustrated and discouraged; quick to worry and to become dependent on others. In a crisis, he tends to react first and think later, and in crucial moments he can become paralyzed to inaction by his anxiety. At his worst, Jules, like Ryan, has a defeatist streak.

Warmhearted and fiercely loving, with an unyielding sense of duty to those he cares about. He has a sincere, unpretentious, even endearingly goofy way of relating to others, and though his typical reaction to hardship is to panic, if someone else is panicking worse, he'll drop everything to console them.

He's pretty simple; he can appreciate a lovable asshole (see Parker), but if someone is consistently a dick out of sheer lack of consideration, he can't abide.

Naturally, as a software developer, he's a decent programmer, and a creative problem solver when he sets his mind to it. If you asked Jules what his talents were, he'd probably only be able to come up with "gaming" and "useless knowledge."

INFP 2w1

Anxiety, depression

Taurus Sun, Cancer Moon, Pisces Rising

Being lonely, unloved, or uncared for; conversely, feeling like a cold, unkind or uncaring person.

~150 lbs

5'8"

Auburn

Wavy, shorter shag cut

Scruffy stubble

Warm brown

Fair

Smaller frame, otherwise average

Many freckles, small scars on his right palm from trying to pick up broken glass as a child, ear piercings. Tattoos: a small cartoony triforce on his right bicep (matching with Richie) and "miss you buddy" in Ryan's handwriting with the dates "02/24/00 - 12/14/22" (from a letter Ryan wrote Jules during a pre-sophomore year stay in the psych ward) on his left pec.

Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King

Light beer

AP Statistics

Pajama pants and an undershirt

"Sorry, what?!"

attempts to explain without thoroughly breaking down; fails

Very sensitive, a straight-up crybaby even; it's a blessing and a curse. Unlike Richie, for instance, he doesn't really have the choice to shove his sadness down; it will always float right back to the surface. But he is deeply and readily empathetic, and better able to face any challenges at hand once he's had his initial immediate bout of mourning.

Lost Kitten - Metric
”no more hard-headed saturdays / they got it, they want it, they give it away”

Big Black Car - Gregory Alan Isakov
”well, time has a way of throwing it all in your face / the past, she is haunted, the future is laced / heartbreak, you know, drives a big black car / i swear i was in the backseat just minding my own”

It's Called: Freefall - Rainbow Kitten Surprise
”thought to give friends what i thought that they wanted / never had they needed a good friend as i’ve been”

Lonely Day - System of a Down
”and if you go, i wanna go with you / and if you die, i wanna die with you / take your hand and walk away”

What Deaner Was Talkin' About - Ween
”the sun comes up and i’m all washed out / is this what deaner was talkin’ about? / i do not think i will ever return / again my friend”