forum Why would you love a monster like me? (One on One)
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Alvor let out a content sigh as he placed a kiss over the crook of Rowan's neck. "I love you." He murmurs against his skin. He wanted to say that over and over again, assuring the other that he would always be there for Rowan. He wanted to be like this forever, holding on to the love of his life, both of them just being in bliss. He was grateful that Rowan loved him too, and he was going to make sure that he would treat Rowan like his king, and he would stand by Rowan through anything.

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“I love you too,” Rowan mumbled, stretching his neck out a little, needy for more kisses. He decided he’d never get tired of saying the words ‘I love you’ to the guy holding him. Rowan would do anything for Alvor, he would do anything with him. Alvor was like the brightest star in the night sky. Or a single wildflower in the woods. Rowan would never stop loving him.

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Alvor smiled a little bit at that, resting a gentle kiss to his neck, pausing for a moment to just nuzzle into Rowan's warmth. "I love you." He whispers quietly, before returning to kiss him slowly, sighing happily. "God I love you so much." He mutters. Rowan meant so much to him, he didn't want to leave the others side.

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Rowan tried to pull himself closer, his leg around the other’s waist tugging closer. Everything that came out of the other male’s mouth, Rowan loved it. He would never get tired of this. “I love you so so so much, Alvor. Gosh. I just really love you.” Rowan would say it again, he’d say it a million times before he died. Alvor was absolutely perfect. Rowan wanted him, he wanted to love him, he wanted to be with him.

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He smiled sweetly. He loved how Rowan yearned to be closer, even if they were flush together. He loved every moment with Rowan. Alvor hummed when Rowan returned his affection, kissing his neck gently, before kissing his lips again. "And I, you." He mutters, sighing happily. "You are everything to me." He wanted Alvor to know how much he meant to Alvor, how much he was part of Alvor.

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Rowan smiled and kissed him back sweetly. “You are everything to me,” Rowan echoed with an even bigger smile, nuzzling his face into the side of Alvor’s. He loved him. Love. This was true love, what they had between them. True happiness, pure and perfect. Rowan’s good hand moved to play with the hem of Alvor’s shirt as he let out a happy sigh.

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He smiled a little bit, kissing his forehead and sighing. "What would I do without you." He whispers as he nuzzles into the other. He smiled at the other and kissed at his neck. This is everything he could ever ask for. "I love you, so so much." He whispers as he nuzzled into the other. He snuggles happily.
Halo woke up and sighed softly. "Mmm…" He glanced around before looking at his son and he smiled softly before looking down. He wanted to fall asleep again, so he did.

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Rowan beamed. “You know what. I think we’re actually dead. Your lungs failed and my disease mutated and took over my brain, so now we’re both dead, because this is absolutely, most definitely, heaven,” Rowan planted a kiss on Alvor’s cheek, but didn’t pull his lips away. He favored to drag his lips down to Alvor’s, leaving a trail of kisses until his lips met Alvor’s soft ones.

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Alvor let out a laugh at that and kissed Rowan lovingly. "No, my love. We're very much alive." He smiled. "I can tell because your warmth." He mutters before returning the kiss, his hand travelling to Rowans hair. He kisses him slowly, hungering for his warmth, his lips. He wanted to keep Rowan safe, and happy. His arms wrap around Rowan, memorizing everything about him.

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Rowan kissed him back with equal amounts of love and happiness. Alvor made him so, so happy. It was just… it was all just incredible. Rowan never thought he could be this happy again when he first got his disease. “I love you. I love you. I love you,” Rowan repeated softly as he tried to snuggle closer even though there simply wasn’t any room between them.

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Rowan is everything to Alvor. He was his future, his hope. He kissed the other slowly, savoring his lips, just happy being like this. He loved his sweet angel. He never expected this to happen when he woke up that night. But he was grateful for it. "I love you too, to the moon and stars." He whispers, a hand gently cupping Rowan's face. "You are my everything." He mutters, kissing the others forehead.

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(Oof so to be completely honest I don’t have much of an excuse, I’m sorry man. I’ve been kinda ignoring half of my rps for the day I don’t even know why, I just can’t bring myself to write responses even though I genuinely want to, so idek, so sorry for the wait)

Rowan kissed him back eagerly. This guy… Alvor was amazing. He made Rowan feel so good on the inside, he made him feel so, so happy. “You’re my everything.” Rowan stole a kiss from Alvor’s lips, smiling joyfully. This was what love felt like. Rowan would no longer have to be left wondering if he’d ever be able to find it—he found it, and it was heaven.

@Vuclan-is-tired

(It's okay! I was just worried about you is all!)

Alvor sighed happily as he held the other, kissing his nose. He loved the other dearly, and he didn't want to ever let go of the other. He kissed back gently, sighing in bliss. He never wanted this to end. Never in a million years. He was desperately in love with the other. He found love. He wondered faintly when John was going to get back, but he didn't let the thought stay, he wanted to be with Rowan for as long as he could.

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(Awww thank you man that’s really sweet)

Rowan grinned happily at the kiss on his nose. Alvor was just so perfect. “I’ll never stop being in love with you,” He murmured softly, lifting his good hand to press his palm to Alvor’s cheek and his thumb could draw circles into it.

John was currently out in the hall, holding a breakfast tray in his hands. He had decided to wait half a minute before he came in, knowing that if Alvor and Rowan were anything like him and Halo, they’d probably be enjoying every second they could get to be alone together.

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Alvor leaned into the other, sighing happily. "I won't either, baby." He whispers, sighing happily. He nuzzled into Rowan's soft palm, kissing it gently as he sighed at the soft touches. Gosh he felt like he was melting in a puddle of bliss.

Halo sighed as he opened his eyes. He couldn't sleep anymore, but kept his eyes closed so the two could enjoy their time alone. He knew that feeling. The feeling of wanting to be as close to the person you loved without interruption.

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Rowan smiled gleefully, shifting a little but wincing ever so slightly when he sat on his arm a little and pain sparked. He wished he could cut off his bad arm, he really, really did. It always seemed to ruin everything.

John quietly walked in the room, trying to not abruptly interrupt anything too much. He sat down with the breakfast tray in his arm, looking to Halo to see if he was awake.

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Alvor noticed his little wince of pain and his eyes become soft. "Hey, easy now…" He whispers, kissing Rowan's shoulder that connected to his bad arm. Alvor wished he could do something to ease Rowan's pain. He nuzzled into.the other.

Halo heard John enter and he sat up slowly, yawning quietly. He smiled at the other before glancing at Alvor and Rowan, a soft smile gracing his lips. They were so happy together.

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Rowan smiled softly at Alvor. This guy was just so caring. It was all he ever wanted. Rowan placed a kiss on Alvor’s cheek with a small, grateful smile. He knew that not many people would be willing to put up with Rowan’s constant pains.

John smiled at Halo, leaning over to plant a kiss on his cheek. He looked over to Rowan and Alvor, saying softly, “Hey, hons. You want me to try to heal you now?”

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Alvor gently ran his hands through Rowan's hair, trying to keep Rowan distracted. He kissed the others cheek. He was willing to go through anything for the other. He hummed, sighing happily. When he heard John speak he looks up and looked towards Rowan. "What do you think, love?"

Halo smiled at the soft kiss, gently pecking his cheek in return. He took John's hand. "I can help." He mutters, glancing at John.

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“You sure you’re all rested?” John asked softly. He couldn’t help but worry over Halo, he loved him. They had both worked so hard the past week, and besides, John thought he might be able to heal her on his own if Halo wasn’t feeling up to it.

Rowan nodded slightly at Alvor, nervousness creeping it’s way in. Nonetheless, as if the affirm the way he felt, he mumbled with a small smile, “I’m ready.” He was going to be healed. His hand- gosh, Rowan would be able to move his left hand again. It seemed like a fantasy.

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Halo nods and squeezes John's hand gently. "I'm sure." He mutters, smiling at the other. He was grateful for John's worry, but he was pretty sure he had gotten as much sleep as he could handle. He leans on John's shoulder and sighed happily. "I want to help. I can't help with healing… but I can give you my energy."

Alvor gently held Rowan's good hand. "It's okay love." He mutters. "My dad is the best healer around. He's amazing at what he does." He mutters softly, kissing Rowans cheek gently. He wanted to assure the other as best he could, and he wanted to help as much as possible.

(Maybe the illness in Rowan's hand fights back, and that's why it takes a longer time to heal Rowan's hand?)

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(Yeah, that’s kinda what I was thinking would lead to his death-experience too)

John smiled and kissed Halo quickly on the lips before getting up and moving to Rowan and Alvor’s bedside. He was determined to help his son’s new lover. It was clear Rowan meant a lot to Alvor, and to John, that meant to treat Rowan like he would treat Alvor if his son was in the same situation; John would give everything he had into trying to heal Rowan.

Rowan shifted himself to a sitting position a little bit better, but didn’t move very far from Alvor. Even just the small touches and warmth was enough to give Rowan more strength. Only a little bit longer, all I have to do is let Alvor’s father do his thing and I’ll be healed… It’ll be that simple…

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(Gotcha.)

Halo smiled warmly before following after, smiling a little at his son and Rowan. The were so cute together. He was happy that Alvor had found someone he could love. Halo was determined to do what he could to help. Halo kissed his forehead and smiling at the other. "Alright. John…" He mutters softly. He takes Johns hand before willing his energy and strength to go to John, surging his abilities.

Alvor helped Rowan sit up a little, kissing his cheek. "You've got this." He mutters, letting the other breath and sighing happily. He held Rowan close, making sure to keep him safe, and making sure to help in any way he could.

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Rowan took a couple deep breaths, and John reached out a hand. Rowan placed his left hand into the man’s wincing a little bit trying to focus more on the love of his life right next to him. It’s going to finally get better…

John held Rowan’s hand in his. It felt cold. Some kind of disease, he didn’t know what, but he was confident he’d just need to sweep his powers through Rowan and everything would heal nicely. John channeled his energy, drawing on Halo’s power too, and went to focus it on Rowan’s hand. Only something felt different, something- John’s eyes widened and his heart stopped for half a second in fright. “What’s that?” He asked softly to no one in particular, not letting go of Rowan’s hand but not proceeding to try to heal the male again. It had been like a bee hive, so much energy contained in one hand that was flying around chaotically.

Rowan looked worried and fearful. He doubted John realized what he was unconsciously doing—the man had a half-fearful half-confused look on his face, and it filled Rowan with dread. What was wrong? What happened? Rowan wanted to scream the questions at the man, but held his tongue in silent worry.