forum We've never been so scared before - a sad roleplay full of ugly feelings ((8/8 - closed))
Started by @blue_topaz
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@blue_topaz

(Also, I'm thinking of switching my character to another gal I have named Jane, she's a silks and hoop aerialist with huge self esteem issues and depersonalization….. idk tho, should I?)

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(Aww thx!) Idk who to use now

np, and lol we've got time dw

(Should I use my gay cinnamon roll or my edgy bleached hair guy or my cold-hearted guy but is very protective of his friends and stuff or I could just use a character that's me irl since yeeeeeeee)

@blue_topaz

(Aww thx!) Idk who to use now

np, and lol we've got time dw

(Should I use my gay cinnamon roll or my edgy bleached hair guy or my cold-hearted guy but is very protective of his friends and stuff or I could just use a character that's me irl since yeeeeeeee)

hmmm tough….. I'm a huge fan of the gay cinnamon roll thing but cold-hearted guy comes in close second

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(Aww thx!) Idk who to use now

np, and lol we've got time dw

(Should I use my gay cinnamon roll or my edgy bleached hair guy or my cold-hearted guy but is very protective of his friends and stuff or I could just use a character that's me irl since yeeeeeeee)

hmmm tough….. I'm a huge fan of the gay cinnamon roll thing but cold-hearted guy comes in close second

(oki den, I'll use the cold-hearted guy since I've used Mikhail way more often than Kelton.

@blue_topaz

btw guys, not everyone who's cool with having their character shipped might get to be in a ship, if an uneven amount of people want shipping

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Name: Kelton Marintz
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Pansexual and sure, it's been a long time since Kelton has been shipped so ye.
Reason for being in this rp: Depression, Anxiety, Self-harm, Pistanthrophobia
Appearance:
Height: 5'8"
Eye Color: Kelton has dark blue eyes with edges of emerald green, which he inherited from his father.
Hair Color: Kelton has naturally dirty blond hair, but dyes it black due to disliking how much of a generic white boy he looks. He also just dislikes his blonde hair, a lot.
General Features: Kelton is typically remarked for how his dark blue eyes contrast with his black hair, along with the emerald green edging around them. He has a small scar on his right cheek directly on the cheekbone from a fight that occurred in sixth grade
(https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/427615350125887499/488402172678111233/tumblr_omn8osqTEJ1sw8kbao1_500.jpg) but he has black hair
Usual clothing: Kelton typically wears a fairly thin denim jacket over a black t-shirt. For bottoms, he typically wears black sweatpants paired with either red Vans or black Nike sneakers. On rare occasions, he wears Adidas. He basically just wears very casual clothes that make him look more generic than special.
Personality: Kelton is a typically detached individual that enjoys acting cold rather than letting people get close to him due to the past that he has had. Once friends with him, however, he can become warmer and less cold and is very protective of his friends due to not wanting to lose someone that somehow managed to break down the walls that he'd built. He is a leader-like person that will take the chance to lead people when the opportunity is given, his bravery typically exceeding most. His personality can change when he is put into a dangerous situation whereby he has to take charge in order to overcome the enemy, not having a problem with sacrificing people when it's needed. While this isn't a typical personality attribute of Khione children, his mother had taught to him that the victory of a task is all that needs to be achieved.
Habits / Idiosyncrasies / Quirks: When he is nervous, typically scratches his ring finger's base with his thumb. He also chews on his bottom or top lip when he becomes extremely focused on something, such as creating an item or writing something that is important to him.
Flaws: Cold-hearted, has a very hard time trusting people due to his past, terrible with people or feelings
Likes: His friends, listening to music, reading, writing,
Dislikes: Strangers, loud noises
Other: He's ambidextrous and I'm terrible at making characters. By the way, he has mastered the art of having a calm face while internally freaking out or vice versa (does that make sense?)

(Is he okay?)

@Moxie group

Name: Elizabeth James
Age (16-26): 19
Gender: Female
Sexuality (and whether or not you're okay with them being shipped): Pansexual, maybe shipping
Reason for being in this rp (mental illnesses, etc.): No impulse control, PTSD, ADHD, anxiety, (kind of) recovering alcoholic, self-harms, two suicide attempts.
Appearance: 5'7". Brown, medium length hair, wavy, almost always has it back in a bun, braid, or ponytail. Golden brown eyes, medium brown skin, freckles.
Usual clothing: Combat boots, old army pants or jeans, old camo jacket, t-shirts.
Personality: Thinks quick on her feet when she's sober, smart, easy smile, likes to take care of people (doesn't like to take care of herself)
Flaws: Can be snappy and mean at people sometimes if she's not thinking, doesn't take care of herself physically
Likes: Photography, animals, partying, reading
Dislikes: Most of her family, yelling
Other: Half British, half native American. Her mom was native American and died in childbirth. Her dad took her back to the UK and was really supportive of her. He was in the British military and was killed in combat when she was 12. She moved in with her mom's parents who live in the US, who abused her. She started drinking a lot and tried to kill herself once. Her younger cousin found her and got her to the hospital. When she moved to college she tried to kill herself again, and her friend came in and stopped her. Her friend made her go to an AA meeting and she started getting better until she started drinking again.

(Is she okay?)

@Norepinephrinxx

Name: Nixon Malinas
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Sexuality and whether or not you're okay with them being shipped: Bisexual and sure if the ship works well
Reason for being in this rp: Really really bad Insomnia, Depersonalization/Derealization, some depression and anxiety
Appearance: Blue curly hair that has slight grown in brown roots, longer on top, Grey blue eyes, pale blushy skin, defined cheeks, always looks really tired but he tries to hide it
Usual clothing: a hoodie, sweater or long sleeve knit shirt with jeans and black ankle combat boots, always wears a hat usually a flatbrim
Personality: Goofy, Funny, Hides his problems, would rather help others, not really shy or afraid to talk to people, observant, quick thinker
Flaws: Tries to hide his problems, hates being too serious,
Likes: Dogs, Animals in general, walks, alcohol, coffee, music, playing the piano, sings a bit but doesn't really tell anyone, rain and snow, nature
Dislikes: Hot weather, His nightmares, reading, people who lie, people who won't mind their own business
Other: very left handed

@blue_topaz

Okay here's the character form for the other character I was going to do, which one do you guys prefer?)

Name: Natalie Beau
Age (16-26): 19
Gender: Female
Sexuality (and whether or not you're okay with them being shipped): questioning, pretty sure she likes girls as well as boys, feels like she can't identify as pan because a) she's not sure what she is yet and b) she's never liked any nonbinary people/genderfluid people/etcetera. Not sure about shipping yet.
Reason for being in this rp (mental illnesses, etc.): extreme case of anxiety, specifically social anxiety, she's been trying different meds for years and each has given her a worse reaction, the doctors have no idea what to do. Huge fear of… well, people in general, specifically crowds, a long history of panic attacks, derealisation, what she thinks is OCD, but is undiagnosed.
Appearance: Mousy brown hair, thin hairs but a lot of them, cut just above her shoulders, sort of fluffy. Heyerochromia, one hazel eye and another light blue one that sometimes changes to gray-blue or turquoise, light, creamy-toned skin, pale pink lips that she nibbles on a lot, thin-framed round glasses. Average height, petite build, shy sort of posture. Enjoys painting on herself, a quiet soul.
Usual clothing: pastel, pastel, and more pastel, lot's of sweaters (has a huge thing for sweater paws uwu), pale-coloured leggings, warm fluffy socks, pastel converses.
Personality: shy, quiet, artistic, always daydreaming, prefers the world in her head to the world outside of it. Constantly fearful, always second-guessing herself, always wishing.
Flaws: Barely ever talks to anyone, thinks literally nothing of herself, 'the grass is always greener on the other side' practically describes her life, afraid of practically everything, is automatically distrustful of everyone at first but can begin to put her faith in someone completely after just a short time of knowing them. Pushes people away, is too slow to judge.
Likes: Pastels, soft things, reading by her window seat, the simple things in life, tea, painting, poetry
Dislikes: loud noises, neon colours, crowds, social events, alcohol, has a fear of doctors after all their treatments for her went horribly wrong.
Other: left-handed, has a little apartment that she's renting from a family friend, moved around from foster home to foster home for most of her life, was never adopted. Parents died in a car accident. Mild synaesthesia.