forum Roleplay, anyone? (permanently closed)

Started January 25, 2018 by @blue_topaz

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He laughed lightly. " You're my first official girlfriend."

Jesus Christ.. Poor Sky.. Macha shook her head firmly. “Sky, self harm is never a signal that someone is okay. Trust me on this one.”

Dani smiled. Then she laid down on the floor. "What time is it??"

"I'm Fine, Macha." Skylar Repeated.

(alritght I have to go real quick you have control of Zander)
Zander checked his watch and laid next to her, " It's just about 3 o'clock."

Macha leaned back, gripping Smy’s shoulders. “Skylar. Voluntarily hurting yourself is never right, do you hear me? NEVER.” Her voice trembled with emotion.

Dani heard Macha's voice raise from her and Skylar's room. She went over and knocked quietly. "Hey, can I come in?" She asked, sensing the tension.

"I. Am. Fine, Ok? I'm fine! I know what I did, believe me, I know. If you want, I can leave the Citadel and never come back. That way, you guys will never have to deal with me anymore." Sky sighed.

Skylar looked at the door. "Yeah." She called.

“No. Stay here, where it’s safe, where there are people who love you.” Her voice broke. “And about Peter, he’s only doing this because he cares. He needs a bit of time to process this, ‘kay?”

Dani opened the door and went in silently, sitting on the floor by the two. "Skylar…….I know what if feels like." She said softly, not even bothering to tell her to stop. She knew that it would probably make her feel worse.

"You all hate me, I can feel it. Peter hates me the most. I can be gone by morning if that's what you want." She sighed.

"No." Dani put her hand on Skylar's back. "I self-harmed awhile back. I attempted suicide about three times. You're not alone."
(Gtg to supper. Be back in an hour.)

"Ok, but this is different. I wasn't trying to kill myself. You all think I'm suicidal and crazy. I'm NOT." Skylar pouted.

Peter curled his arms around his little brother, needing the comfort. He was so silent in crying, making it no more than it needed to be.

“And we don’t hate you. Neither does Peter. So stop saying it.”

"Are you sure? Because he looks like he does." Skylar said skeptically. She inhaled, wiping tears off her face. "I will stop creating scars if you really want me to." She muttered.

“If you’re going to stop doing it, you need to to it for yourself, not me. And of course he doesn’t! Give me three reasons why he would.”

Ellis pet his brother's arm, not entirely sure how to comfort him. Normally Peter was the one comforting Ellis..

"Number one." She stated, holding up her finger like Ellis had. "He thinks I'm suicidal. Number two." She continued, "I'm a horrible person and he's just now seeing it. and number three. He probably remembers his other lover and wonders why I'm not like her. I could go on, Macha." She said.

Peter spoke in a shaky rasp to his little brother, "Don't ever hurt yourself.." he begged, "If you feel sad enough to do anything dangerous, please just come to me, Ell.. I love you. I love you.."

Ellis nodded, "Okay." He whispered his promise.

"Number one." She stated, holding up her finger like Ellis had. "He thinks I'm suicidal. Number two." She continued, "I'm a horrible person and he's just now seeing it. and number three. He probably remembers his other lover and wonders why I'm not like her. I could go on, Macha." She said.

“Why would being suicidal make him hate you? Second, how are you a horrible person? And thirdly, Yiu djnt know that.”

"I do, Mach. I know because I've already been through this. Please, believe me. You might not understand, but I do." Tears welled up in her eyes again. "Macha you have to promise me one more thing. You have to promise to be honest to Ace, and to never do anything stupid that you might regret. It could change your relationship." Skylar said.

“Of course. But only if you promise me something.”

"Depends," Skylar said, eyeing her. "What is it?"