forum put me back together (one on one/closed)

Started August 10, 2018 by @_sleeby_rat_

tune

(sorry not sorry)

"I'm sorry," Bastian mumbled, clutching Halo tightly as he buried his face in the crook of the other's neck. "I wouldn't throw you away like that. I'm trying to be better, I was doing so good," he sniffled

"You were doing so well… and you came after me." He whispers. "So you're still doing well." He runs a gentle hand through Bastians hair. He still hurt, but… if you really loved someone you'd go through anything for them, right? He smiles and hugs the other gently.

(WHY AM I CRYING AT THIS
YOU CHILDREN
you know what…
It’s ok…
I didn’t really need my heart anyway.)

"I made you upset," Bastian sniffled, tears overtaking his gold eyes as he cried softly. "And you left, you wanted to leave. Just like Argo and Luno. I hurt them and they left me," he choked out

"I know. I know and I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you." He whispers gently, "I did want to leave, but it was because I thought I wasn't worth it." He whispers. "I thought Luno would make you happier." He mumbles, nuzzling the other gently.

"I tried making him happy before, and I just made him miserable. But I think I make you happy. I don't know anymore. I can only make people upset," Bastian choked out

Halo smiles softly, "I love you Bastian." He says quietly, running a hand through Bastians hair. "I love you. It's okay." He chuckles gently.

Bastian sniffled, choking out a sob as he tried to wipe the tears from his eyes. He was usually awful with his sadness, choosing to hold it in and take it out on some unlucky guy in the pits. But he couldn't help himself this time, he just broke down

Halo smiles gently, kissing his tears away. "Shhh. It's okay. I have you." He whispers and smiles at Bastian. "Let is all out. It's okay." He says gently. He holds Bastian, running a hand through his hair and calms down.

Bastian sniffled, wiping at his eyes with the sleeves of his aviator jacket as best he could. "I'm sorry, I'm making this about me. Which is a total dick thing to do because I'm the whole reason this happened."

Halo smiles a little and hugs him reassuringly. "I've got you." He whispers. He didn't want to have Bastian pent all this up. That was never healthy. "I-I'll love you no matter what you choose." He says gently. He hugs the other tightly, sighing softly, "It's okay."

"I choose you," Bastian mumbled. "I chose you when we first met. When you asked me to make you clean. I chose you. I don't want anyone else."

Halo bites his lip, holding Bastian tightly. "I love you." He whispers, smiling a little.

"I love you too," Bastian choked out, gripping him tightly to his chest as if he were afraid he would slip from his arms

Halo held onto Bastain, not willing to let go. He loved Bastian with all his heart. He wasn't going to let something like this get in the way of loving Bastian.

Bastian gripped tightly at Halo, desperate not to let him go. He was terrified of losing Halo, losing someone he loved again

Happy smiles a little and tilts Bastain to face him. "I will never let you go." He whispers gently. He kisses Bastian lovingly and sighs happily.

Bastian kissed him back desperately, clutching him tightly as he just about melted. He was terrified of letting him go

Halo smiles, pulling away. "Let's head home, yeah?" He brushes some hair from Bastians face.

Bastian nodded, letting Halo brush his hair back. Slowly, he nudged Halo out of his lap before getting to his feet

Halo stands and sighs softly, nuzzling the other gently once Bastian was standing. He sighs softly as he wraps his arms around Bastians waist, kissing his jawline.

Bastian let out a slow sigh, wrapping both his arms around Halo as the other kissed him. His eyes fell shut for a moment as he enjoyed the touches

Halo rests his head on Bastians chest and sighs softly, humming in content. He loves Bastain. He couldn't imagine a life without the other.

Feeling too lazy to walk, Bastian teleported them back to the apartment. To his surprise, he found that Luno had all but disappeared. There wasn't a trace of the boy, not even the air mattress or blankets being in the living room anymore

Halo starts when the teleport, clinging to Bastian. He blinks rapidly a few times, "I-It's like he wasn't even here…" He whispers