forum At War // OxO // Closed

Started November 11, 2019 by @ElderGod-Icefire

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Eclipse hummed, "I can't say I feel the same.." he said softly, wising he had some way to help the other wit this, only able to hold him close.

"I know. Your dad was awful. But I-I…" Nik buried his face in Eclipse's shoulder. He wanted his father back. He wanted back the man who had raised him and loved him and held him when his mother died, who had always loved him even after he killed and hurt people.

Eclipse nodded, "I know… and I wish I could give you something but I can't…" e sighed, cuddling him close.

Nik started to cry quietly, clinging to Eclipse. His body shook a little with his tears, and his face was still buried in Eclipse's shoulder.

Eclipse held him close, but felt helpless to try and comfort him, "I'm sorry…" he whispered, wishing things had gone differently.

"It's not your f-fault." Nik whispered, voice cracking a little bit. He was still crying, clinging to Eclipse.

Eclipse hummed softly, "I know that.. but I'm still sorry I can't help you.."

Nik shuddered slightly, still crying. He wanted his father back. He wanted his mother. Both parents. He wanted to be six years old again and holding their hands and happy.

Eclipse bit back his own tears, suddenly thinking of his own parents. He knew he missed his mother, her kind voice and gentle guidance. But he also missed the comfort his father once gave. He pushed down the lump in his throat, hugging the other.

"I want my dad back…" Nik whispered in a choked voice, body shaking as he cried into Eclipse's shoulder.

(NICE USER!)
Eclipse held him close, not sure how to respond. *I'm sorry I cant help you Nik…"

(thanks! I've been in an Icarus kick for a while now. First I got obsessed with "Icarus" by Bastille, and now I'm just kinda…Icarus trash XD)

Nik sniffled a little, shuddering and clinging to Eclipse. He was still crying softly, shaking and wishing he could just have his parents back.

(i have no clue what that means, but cool!)

Eclipse simply hugged him, letting him cry it all out.

(lol which part? Thanks!)

It took him a little while to calm down again, still clinging desperately to Eclipse. "I'm sorry." He whispered, eyes closed. "I didn't mean to break down like that…"

(All of it! But if you like it then thats you! doesn't really concern me!)
Eclipse just held him, "It's normal.." he said softly, "I'd be more worried if you didn't, you're grieving and whatever you have to do to come to terms ith it, then you do. Don't let me hold you back from doing what you need to to recover."

(lol hahaha alright. Thanks though!)

Nik nodded slightly, and kept his face buried in Eclipse's shirt. "A-alright." he replied quietly. "Thank you."

(^W^)
Eclipse nodded, knowing he'd stay strong for him while he recovered, knowing the other was already more broken and vulnerable than he was.

Nik took a deep, shaky breath, still holding onto Eclipse tightly.

Eclipse held himas tightly as possible without hurting him.

Nik quivered a little, burying his face in Eclipse's shoulder. He didn't want Eclipse to leave, ever. Didn't want to lose another person that he…that he loved.

Eclipse held him tight, "I'm not gonna leave…" he whispered, "Not if I can help it.."

Nik nodded a little, and kept clinging to Eclipse. "Okay." He replied softly, burying his face in Eclipse's shoulder with a shaky sigh.

Eclipse laid down with him again, moving so the other was cuddled on his chest. "I love you"

Nik opened his eyes, looking up at Eclipse. "I-I…I love you too." He replied softly, snuggling closer.

Eclipse smiled at him, hugging him tightly.