forum A Strange New School (Closed)

Started September 24, 2018 by Deleted user

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Lila searched Marlowe's face. She really wanted to make a biting, nasty comment, but Marlowe looked actually scared. Lila sighed. "Yes." It would be easier to forget this whole encounter.

“Thank you,” Marlowe sighed, obviously relieved. She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, letting down her normal sharp attitude for a moment. “Why did you help me back there? I’m always such a jerk to you and yet you didn’t instantly put me in my place or something.”

"I–" Lila looked confused. "I'm not totally sure. I wanted to. You just looked so scared." She fiddled with the end of her hair. "And I know your mom's an asshole, I just didn't think she'd be an asshole to you too. You're her kid."

Marlowe’s eyebrows raised. “My mom’s not an asshole,” she denied, denfensively, even though she knew Lila was right. She paused for a moment before continuing. “I’m the asshole.” She laughed bitterly. “I’m always the asshole, the idiot, the loser…” She cut herself off. “Oh God, I’m sorry. I’m acting dumb.” She shook her head. “Whatever. Let’s just go back to class, okay?” She was trying hard not to cry for real this time, and felt like a total idiot. How was she this fragile? The others would definitely tease her now.

Lila grabbed gently her arm, stopping her. "Hey, are you okay?" Marlowe looked like she was trying not to break.

Marlowe opened her mouth to reply when her phone buzzed. She checked it to see Ash’s text about not being able to come to lunch, shoving it back in her pocket. She had planned on talking to her friend then but since she wouldn’t be there, Marlowe felt helplessly alone. “I’m fine,” she replied, trying to keep her voice steady. “Why wouldn’t I be?” Her voice didn’t have the usual edge to it.

"Well I mean because–" Lila looked at her eyes. "You know its alright to not be okay, right? You don't need to act perfect all the time."

Marlowe looked away, blushing a little. "It sure feels like I do," she replied. "But it feels like everything I do is wrong anyway."

"Well if you surround yourself with a certain type of people it's going to feel that way." She looked down. "Especially if one of those people is your mother."
(Hey im gonna be gone for a few hours, just letting you know)

oh ok//

Marlowe sighed. "You're right but I don't know how to fix it. Instead of doing anything about it I lash out at innocent people who never did anything to me and then convince myself that they're the mean ones and hurt people just to make them feel as shitty as I do all of the time." She put her hand in her heads. "Forget it. It's not your problem. Your friends are probably always there for you and your parents probably see you as more than something to brag about to their friends." She took a deep breath. "You don't deserve all the crap I've put you through, including this."

The intercom rings I need Ashlyn Calore to the front office please. The loud voice yells over the speakers. Ash gets up, lowering her head in shame for reasons bystanders do not know. What did i do? Did Dad find out about the voices? Is he not proud of me? she worries in her mind, the voices murmuring in the back of her head don't help. Your father found out they whisper He isnt proud of you. they drone.

(Idk if 'cursing' is allowed, so imma just replace it with something else so I don't get myself kicked out of an rp.)

Adresin ran through the hallways, a genuine smile on his face as he ran from the biology classroom.

"Welcome to high-school, freshmen!" He yelled, laughing when he heard screams coming from the younger kids. The ravenette thought it would be a great idea to let the crickets free from the large wooden box they where kept in - the bio teacher thought it would be a good idea to bring in a frog for class pet - and ran, hoping he wouldn't get caught with a 'harmless' prank.

(This boy is like, probably the most troubled child out of the three 'popular' students, behavior wise, i believe he just has a lot of bottled up emotions that even sports can't help :/ )

you can sware//

sameee, i literally spent the majority of the day making drug jokes and swearing…//

Yeah, today in GSA I was making a joke, calling myself a word that some people take as an insult, i'm not gonna say it, because uh, I know there are other LGBT+ members who aren't comfortable with it like I am, but uh yeah xD He like kinda gave me detention, but I managed to get out of it.

cool, i do the same thing. A lot. like a lot a lot…. Im mentaly stable i swear.//

and i dont snort crushed smarties… i swear.//

omfg, honestly, my friend once crushed up those minty like uh, life-saver candies once, and snorted them during lunch xD It was so funny.

This is what i do everyday… i make drug jokes. My friend got these scented highlighter and he let meh smell them. i said "This smells like oregeno." he was like "Wtf" so i just said. "Weed, it was a weed joke."//

"Its a weed joke bitch…" just me being a pre-druggie and in his opinion im going to become a dictator//

What did I miss? Sorry it's homecoming and I'm in the band//

i have no clue, i was just making drug jokes.//