forum Realistic Modern Day RP {Open}

Started July 22, 2018 by @RatGoddess

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App sighs. "Imma guess I wasn't lucky enough to have not said anything out loud…?" She wraps her arms around herself and turns her back to Clovis, waiting to hear his confirmation.

Clovis sighs, scooting closer and embracing her into a big bear hug.
"It's okay, Apollyon. I understand."
I do, I promise I do.

App turned away, starting to doubt his understanding with every memory she got. She stood up, pulling away from Clovis and walked out of the room, her heart starting to ache for some reason. Every time he touched her or hugged her, she felt something. And she was scared of that "something" because she didn't have a clue what it was.

(App… Dear love….. Just let him hug you XD)
Clovis sits, not really understanding why she pulled away. He runs his fingers through his hair and sighs.
Clovis, get this right. If you do or say something wrong it could cost you her life.
(Clovis: Stressing because he wants everyone to be happy)

(App: stressing because she wants everyone to be safe safe… from her.)

App went into a nurses station a few doors down and sat on the counter there, swinging her legs and staring down at herself, growing more and more concerned. She buries her face in her hands and mumbles, "I can't. I can't unless I want someone to get hurt. Gods, I shouldn't even exist. I should at least be dead like the others…"

(lol, App. He's safe, I promise.)
Clovis slowly and shakily stands, having had a lot of anxiety suddenly overcome him. He breathes slowly for a moment, closing his eyes.
He dusts himself off and wanders out of the room, running his fingers anxiously through his messy hair.
Blast, where is she?

(I… wouldn't count on that.)

App lies down on the marble surface. She groans as her thoughts bombard her. "Why am I alive? What happened that let me survive? Who the hell was Donovan? Why did I lose my memories? WHAT THE F*** IS "ECHO"?!" She screams the last part, fed up with the broken memories. Fed up with just living. She stands up and walks over to the window. She opens it wide and sits in the frame, dangling her legs over the edge as she glares at the sky.

(He…. actually might get himself killed XD)(But, as of now, she's under nourished, sick and small. At least compared to him.)

Clovis hears her loud words and follows the noise to the room. He doesn't answer because of her harsh rsponse earlier, and instead finds a chair outside of the room to sit down.
Calm down, please calm down, Clovis.

(Btw, my boi has some severe anxiety problems.)

(Oof. And she's dangling her legs out of a [I'm assuming at least] a third story window.)

App looked down at the ground, gripping the frame. She tilted her head and she contemplated if a death from this hight would be instantaneous or not. She wondered if she even deserved an instant death.

(lol, let's not have our babes commit suicide please. lol. PG)( Nervous laughter)

Clovis wrings his hands and then rubs them together. His face feels hot and his arms freezing. His heart beat feels irregular and his lips dry. He breathes shakily.
It's ok.

(Nope. Not yet. Scratch that, not ever.)

App starts singing a low, sweet song. It was in a different language that seemed to be made of warbles and chirps, as well as the standard alphabet. She swung her legs and sang. She felt the song was appropriate, as it sounded as sad and lost as she felt.

(FUN FACT: Clovis speaks German, Russian, French and English :D)

Clovis runs his fingers through his hair and tightly closes his eyes, grimacing.

She shoves me away and glares to the ground, her creamy eyes filled with tears. "You can't understand, and you never will. I can't live like this. I can't be around you!" She turns, looking straight into my eyes. "You've ruined it all… I can't-" She looks back to the grave stones at her feet. "I can't… I can't be there this time, Clovis."
I go to put my hand out, to say I'm sorry, but she quickly wipes her face and starts to walk away.
I didn't mean to do this…

(Imma bored….. Sooooo…….)

Claire stirred the slightest, hearing a bit of fainted yelling and such from other rooms. "H….h…. Hello?" She blinked a little, but didn't really open her eyes. Wh… What happened….?

Dare jolted awake when he heard Claire's voice. He looked down at her in his lap. "Mornin' Cupcake." he says, smiling softly and rubbing his eyes with his free hand.

Claire's breathing was shallow, and her head was still a little scrambled. "Wh….What happened?" She rubbed the sleep out of her eyes. Claire was still tired, but she didn't quite feel tired enough to go back to sleep.

(FUN FACT: Clovis speaks German, Russian, French and English :D)

Clovis runs his fingers through his hair and tightly closes his eyes, grimacing.

She shoves me away and glares to the ground, her creamy eyes filled with tears. "You can't understand, and you never will. I can't live like this. I can't be around you!" She turns, looking straight into my eyes. "You've ruined it all… I can't-" She looks back to the grave stones at her feet. "I can't… I can't be there this time, Clovis."
I go to put my hand out, to say I'm sorry, but she quickly wipes her face and starts to walk away.
I didn't mean to do this…

(FUN FACT: The group of experiments App was a part of had its own unique language they all spoke from the beginning of their lives. "From birth" as I guess you could say.)

App finishes her song and her voice breaks on the last word. She looked down at the ground far below her, watching salt water drip from her face into the dirt below. She wipes her eyes and rolls back into the room, shutting the window with a loud squeak. She puts her head against the window and cries. "What is wrong with me?" She asks herself softly. "What is that weird feeling I get whenever Clovis gets close to me? My entire life is a frakkin' mystery to me, but that feeling is the most confusing thing to me right now…"

Claire's breathing was shallow, and her head was still a little scrambled. "Wh….What happened?" She rubbed the sleep out of her eyes. Claire was still tired, but she didn't quite feel tired enough to go back to sleep.

Dare bit his lip. "You, uh, passed out. After… I-" His voice broke off and he looked away, so ashamed of himself and scared. Scared of what he had done yet again. "I-I think we had a zombie attack outside, 'cause I heard a lot of shouting and gunshots, but I didn't want to leave you to go see."

"Oh….." Claire was a bit less surprised. "…Okay then…. And the others… Are they alright?" They have guns and such. They know how to kill, they should be okay. She leaned over against him. She zipped her jacket up and sighed a little. I'm just tired of running…

Dare was a little surprised when she leaned against him. He slowly wrapped his arms around her stomach. "Um, Claire? How much do you… remember? Before you passed out I mean."

(Ahhhhh I missed a bunch ;-;)
Fiona sighed and slowed down after a while, "Don't think about it.." She said softly to herself. She turned back to face the city and she pressed her eyes shut, walking back towards the edge of the city. "I'll find a building and I'll hide, I will survive. I don't need to make the others worry." She whispered.

"I…. I…. I don't know….." She rubbed at her head a little. "Um…. I…. I don't remember…. I… He… He was there… But now… He's not…" Claire sighed and stopped trying to remember. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't recall. He was there… But now he's not….

"I…. I…. I don't know….." She rubbed at her head a little. "Um…. I…. I don't remember…. I… He… He was there… But now… He's not…" Claire sighed and stopped trying to remember. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't recall. He was there… But now he's not….

Dare's heart almost stopped. Did she lose her memory because it was too traumatic for her to handle? He gave her a small squeeze. "Just… Just forget it. Just know that Henry won't ever come after you again…" He was trying not to retch at himself.

(Not really much, I don't think. App and Clovis had flashbacks again, Dare and Claire were sleeping and only just woke up and are discussing what happened, I don't know about the others.)

(Oke)

Claire just closed her eyes. "I will…. If you want me to…." She didn't want to remember it herself. She just wanted to live a good life without him interfering so much. But since he eas dead, she didn't have anything to worry about besides keeping herself alive.