Does anybody else feel weighed down to the point of exhaustion by past mistakes and regrets? Especially when it comes to like, your love life? Because that's been me with me now dead ex since he died :D
([Meekly raises hand]. Sadly, me too.)
Feels like left and right I've been accidentally wronging people and since I moved a lot recently, I have no way of making it up to them.
A few years ago, I had a relationship which kinda soured until we decided to call it quits. Now they're dead from not natural causes and I can't help but kick myself for not doing enough. That I could've prevented this.
Oh well. I would explain it more myself, but here's this quote I found on a certain little horror title that I think really captures the whole essence of this.
"Sometimes I get frustrated that a normal day can be ruined even by really small things. Like if you accidentally say something in a conversation that someone doesn't like. Or if you start thinking about how awful of a person you used to be five years ago. Or if you feel worthless for putting off important work and failing to get simple tasks done. Or when you think about all the different people who probably hate you or think you're off-putting." - Monitor Kernal Access (DDLC)
Hey y'all! I know I disappeared for a long time (ADHD fixation shifts), but I wanted to let everyone know that I'm still around. Might try to get back on here more again.
YO SY? HEY? What’s been crackin’?
Whoa! Sy!!! Long time no see!
I READ UR WHOLE SPN RP, SY! I loved it!!😎
I made BREAD, it was FUKIN DELAICOUSZ
I READ UR WHOLE SPN RP, SY! I loved it!!😎
I'm glad you enjoyed it!!! Gonna have to wrap up Cold As Stone when/if @FanfictionFanatic-The-Elder and myself get the chance to. I'm absolutely gonna read through it when I can.
I READ UR WHOLE SPN RP, SY! I loved it!!😎
I'm glad you enjoyed it!!! Gonna have to wrap up Cold As Stone when/if @FanfictionFanatic-The-Elder and myself get the chance to. I'm absolutely gonna read through it when I can.
I would love to continue that RP when you want to get back to it!
I have a giant blister on me thumb☹️
YO SY? HEY? What’s been crackin’?
Yes Winter, tis I, Sy! I've been busy living life and working. Got a new nephew.❤️
YO SY? HEY? What’s been crackin’?
Yes Winter, tis I, Sy! I've been busy living life and working. Got a new nephew.❤️
Whoop whoop! New additions to families are always the best. You doing okay?
YO SY? HEY? What’s been crackin’?
Yes Winter, tis I, Sy! I've been busy living life and working. Got a new nephew.❤️
Whoop whoop! New additions to families are always the best. You doing okay?
Been better, been worse. Life is chaotic.
Changing hyper-fixations caused my disappearance. Video games, books, shows, etc.
Insomnia struck hard last night. I worked both of my jobs today with absolutely no sleep and am so gosh darn tired it's not even funny! Thankful that I have tomorrow off!!!
What a mood. I'm still in college. I have a semester left! I can see the light at the end of the tunnellllllll.
I’m in OHIO
I DON WANNA BE HERE
LET ME RETURN TO Y’ALLABABMA
I miss me ponies😢
It's probably a bit warmer in Bama too!
oh yeah definitely
Y'allabaabma, A.K.A Satan's Ballsack 😎
When you're getting ready to take a shower at the house of the people you dog sit for and their perverted cat keeps barging in! I don't need an audience, thank you!!!
YO I CAN LEARN DANCE, DANCE ON ELECTRIC GUITAR AND ITS SUPER FREAKIN EASY
Dance, Dance by Fall Out Boy btw😎
YO I CAN LEARN DANCE, DANCE ON ELECTRIC GUITAR AND ITS SUPER FREAKIN EASY
Dance, Dance by Fall Out Boy btw😎
fall out boy my beloved :0 that’s cool asf
I’m in OHIO
I DON WANNA BE HERE
LET ME RETURN TO Y’ALLABABMA
I miss me ponies😢
IM ALWAYS IN OHIO HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL
My phone won't charge, or well, it gained 10% in 5 or so hours.
I’m in OHIO
I DON WANNA BE HERE
LET ME RETURN TO Y’ALLABABMA
I miss me ponies😢
IM ALWAYS IN OHIO HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL
Ohio aint real waht you yappin' bout
DUDE Emo Radio on Pandora is freakin AWESOMEEEE it's just Panic! song after Fall Out Boy song after My Chem song after Paramore song after Panic! song… im enjoying my tunes so much rn😁. you'd think 'emo radio' would consist of sad s*icidal songs but NO us Emos know how to JAM to them punk, rock, metal and gay-ass artists and song🤩😎
so happ🥰
Pandora has and will forever be my go to app for music
pandora and the 'ol iTunes, before they killed iTunes 😭
I switch back and forth between Pandora and Spotify quite a bit. Got Pandora going right now! Got a good combo of real classic rock (Foreigner, CCR, etc), "Emo", country, and Maroon 5 and other similar bands.
Mostly use Spotify for podcasts and audiodramas.
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