forum ame’s art and writing dump (or: ame’s one and only coping mechanism)
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tw // dissociation, derealization i guess, numbness.

|introduction to a dream.|

. . .

endlessly. helplessly. ceaselessly. callously.

harmony. dissonance. unity. cacophony.

a terrible, grating cacophony ringing in my head.

shut up. shut up. shut up.

i feel numb.

i’m in agony.

i can’t feel a thing.

yet i can feel everything.

my heart aches. who is Heart?

alone, at the edge of a universe, humming a tune.

my Heart aches.

he is lonely. judged. mocked. scorned.

alone.

i am alone.

where am i?

who am i?

my mind is an echo chamber of thoughts. who is Mind?

feelings still claw at me. logic will rot in me.

my Mind is an echo chamber of thoughts.

loud, terrible thoughts with no harmony.

he is angry. stressed. anxious. scared.

terrified.

i am terrified.

i’m no longer in control.

my body is not mine.

who’s is it?

my soul feels absent. empty. who is Soul?

a part of thee in the key of what we know

to be every part without me.

my Soul feels absent. empty.

he is numb.

that is all.

i am numb.

i am the murderer. i’m the fatality.

that is all.

this is a fucking nightmare.

{[(goodnight.)]}

I felt silly, wanted to write something with lyric references, came up with this really shitty. I don’t even know what this is. I just threw up words onto a page. This is Quinn’s perspective, by the way

I guess this is somewhat representative of the Split? Idk

The lyrics are from Dream (Chonny Jash) and Introduction To The Snow (Miracle Musical)

Enjoy if word vomit is your jam, I guess

And yes, I’m okay

I’ll come up with something better next time, I promise

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I wanna get back into some Actual Writing this weekend. Sooooo I’m gonna do a vote on what I should write next.

  1. (After Heart returns from Apathy) Heart misses stargazing. Mind takes them outside and tells them what the stars look like that day, painting a picture of the sky in their imagination.

  2. (During Heart’s imprisonment) Mind feels incomplete without his other half. He feels feelings. He gets mad that he feels feelings, then proceeds to spiral.

So basically, fluff or angst? And no I’m not giving Soul attention, fuck you /j

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but when Harmonia shines, Atlas beholds her.

Aka: my design for Stella Harmonia (She actually looks much more like a human but I wanted to do funny space theme things) (the effects looked so much better on the tablet screen sobs)