forum "Why is there a twink in my bed?" "Oh, that's your present."

Started August 31, 2020 by @ElderGodSwimwithGamers group

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Brenn sighed, looking down at his feet, "I-I'm sorry, Sebastian. . . I really am, could you please forgive me? Please?" He said, hugging Sebastian.

Sebastian hugged Brenn back, holding him tightly.
"I… I can't, can't keep being soft…" he mumbled to himself.

Oh god, I must have messed up. . . he thought to himself, a shudder sigh escaping from him, "I'm sorry Sebastian, please forgive me." He said again, trying to help the man relax a bit, "I really am."

Sebastian closed his eyes.
"Why do you make me do this..?" He said softly. A few tears rolled down his cheeks as he pulled out of Brenn's arms.
"I dun… I dun wanna hurt you, but I gosta…"

Brenn pulled away from him, jumping slightly, "N-no, Sebastian, you don't have to do anything." He said quietly, his voice shaking, "You don't have to at all. . .":

"I do," Sebastian insisted, taking Brenn's hand in his. "I do, or- or CC will try to take you away again…" The drunk man took Brenn's wrists lightly in his hands.
"Please- please dun fight, I- I dun wanna hurt you more…"

Brenn whimpered quietly, his eyes turning to the dark shade of grey that they had been for a while, the light in them gone now. "Yes sir." He said softly, looking away from him.

Sebastian was still crying.
"'m sorry, Brenn," he said. "I didn want to do this…" He raised one hand, smacking Brenn squarely across the cheek.

Brenn winced, biting down at his lower lip trying to keep in the yelp of pain of the smack. He didn't say anything about it, just keeping his head down. It was hurting like hell, but what could he say or do?

"Don… don talk back anymore," Sebastian said softly. Then, he pushed himself forward, hugging Brenn tightly.
"I'm sorry, m sorry…" He cried still, hating himself for what he had just done. Why had Brenn made him do that? Couldn't they just both… behave?

"Yes sir." He said quietly looking down and away from him, "It's okay sir?" He said quietly, his voice not even audible at this point. Brenn began to rub the man's back trying to soothe him, How did I end up in this situation? With him?

Sebastian sobbed softly, holding Brenn close to himself.
"I… I hate hurting you…" He sniffled a bit, pulling Brenn closer.

Brenn shook his head, resting his head on the man's shoulder, his cheek still hurting a bit when he rested his head on it. "I'm alright Sebastian, it's okay."

Sebastian started to run his fingers over Brenn's head, still crying.
"I… a-are yoush ure?" He looked down at Brenn, wiping at his tears. He didn't want to hurt Brenn, he hated it so much.

Brenn nodded, holding the man tightly, resting in his arms, "It's okay, I'm okay." He said softly, gently kissing the man's head, I guess I should just butter him up or something, try to make him calm or something.

Sebastian slowly stopped crying, wiping his tears away. He laid down, still holding Brenn close to himself.
"I love you," he said softly. He closed his eyes, burying his face in Brenn's hair.

Brenn didn't exactly believe what the man was saying, it seemed as though he was just saying it to just say it, but he didn't mind. "M-me too, Sebastian." He said softly, cuddling against the other man.

"I love you so, so much…" Sebastian mumbled into Brenn's hair. People did say a drunk man's words were a sober man's thoughts, after all. Sebastian ran one hand up and down Brenn's back, refusing to open his eyes again.

Brenn could feel the man's arms tightening around his waist, and his hand moving lower and lower. He didn't really want to say anything about it, for fear of what the other man would do, so he just let the other man do what he pleased, not really caring.

Sebastian slipped his hand under Brenn's shirt, scratching his back lightly. He had no ill intentions- even drunk, there was no way he would ever break his promise to wait until Brenn was comfortable to. He let out a warbly hum, falling asleep slowly.

Brenn sighed, he was ready, but he didn't know how to admit it, and the boy was already falling asleep, now would be one of the worst times to do so. He leaned back against the couch, and soon lay down, pulling him down next to him.

Sebastian snuggled close, curling up a bit.
"I love you," he said again softly. It wasn't long before he passed out, snoring a bit as he held his face in Brenn's hair.