forum I'm addicted to gay one on ones

Started January 01, 2019 by @SaltyLasagna

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Noah smiled. He looked down at his hands then back up. "What else did you want to talk about?"

"Um… form of payment, I guess? A lot of people seem to be different about that, too." He drained the rest of his coffee, which had started to get cold.

"I don't know, I've never done this before." Noah began to thump his foot.

Abaddon took a deep breath. "Well, we have a few options. Very few people like to stay with their sugar daddies so they can be taken care of, and they have access to certain credit cards. Some do a monthly or weekly form of payment, kind of like a job."

Noah's cheeks flushed slightly. "But why would they give their sugar babies access to their credit cards? What if they spend too much?"

"Certain credit cards. Ones they have control over, so they don't spend too much. But that's only one option, you don't have to take it if you're not comfortable." Abaddon noticed the faint blush on Noah's cheeks. Was he embarrassed?

Noah shrugged. "I don't know. I just…it feels weird taking your money. I don't want to be that person." He said and scratched his head.

"I thought that's what you signed up to the website for?" he asked, slightly confused.

Noah's face scrunched up. "It is, but I don't like it. I'm just late on some bills, and I'm trying to save up so I can move oit oof my parents house. I don't like the idea of taking money from you, but I need money so it's just…yeah…"

"Well, that's what this is for. We can help each other out," he said. "Don't feel bad about taking money from me. I have more than enough and nobody to share it with."

Noah nodded. "Okay." It would still take him a while to get used to accepting money for doing nothing. "Just don't go overboard. I don't have any to seem like I'm taking advantage of you."

"But… you're not taking advantage of me, no matter how much I spoil you, I promise." He was confused as to why Noah was so nervous. Did he have any idea how much money Abaddon had?

He nodded. "Okay, okay. I'm sorry, this is just….different if that makes since." It was just all new to Noah. It felt weird. He just hoped he didn't screw it up.

"No, that's okay. I understand. "You know, there's probably a lot of information about this online, if you want to read up on it. Or you could just ask me."

Noah cleared his throat. "What exactly do you expect me to do? I know their are some that want sex, others want company, what do you want?"

Abaddon felt his face go slightly red, and he looked down at the table. "One or both is fine, though I'd really appreciate company. But I won't pressure you into doing anything you don't want to."

Noah nodded. He wasn't really looking for a hook up and was glad that sex was expected of him. At least not for the time being.

"So… anything else?" He asked. Quite a bit of time had passed since he arrived, and it didn't seem like there was much left to talk about.

Noah shrugged. "Not really. Do you have anything you want to ask?"

He shook his head. "Nope, that's all. I could probably just message you if I think of anything else."

Noah nodded. "Alright." He fiddled with his fingers. He looked down at his hands for a moment before raising his head to look at Abaddon. He stared at him, then blushed and looked away when he realized what he was doing.

Abaddon felt himself smile and blush slightly when he caught Noah looking at him. "Well, we can head back home if you want. Or we could stay here and talk for a little longer, it's up to you…"

Noah shrugged. "It doesn't matter to me. I don't have anywhere to be." In all honesty, he wasn't exactly sure to say anymore. Then again, he was always hopeless when it came to men. He was terrible at figuring out what to say.

"Well, neither do I." He shrugged, fiddling with his empty coffee cup. "It might be good to get to know each other."

"Well, what do you want to know?" He asked.