He looked at Fun and noticed his expression, and took a breath. "You look like you need a cuddle." He said shyly, sitting on the bed next to Fun. "Did I bring up dark memories? I'm terribly sorry, really I…I should've made sure you could handle such heavy information. Also, you're welcome. Now. I may not be the best cuddler but, I'm always open to them if it's to cheer up a friend whose feeling down."
Fun nodded slowly.
"Please," he said quietly. He closed his eyes, biting his lip. He needed to call his mom. She knew how to help with the memories. She'd just touch his forehead and they'd all just… Disappear. He shuddered a little, leaning very gently again Evan.
Evan immediately pulled Fun into his lap, rubbing his back and petting his head, humming a soft melody. He knew how to make memories disappear. His mother wasn't the only one with magic. As he continued to him he felt Fun relax in his arms, and a wave of calmness settle between them. He pressed Fun's face into his neck. "Shh…it's okay. You're okay. You're safe now. They can't hurt you and I swear on my moms grave I won't hurt you." He even pressed the softest of kisses to Fun's forehead. A friendly butterfly kiss. But in that moment the only thought that was going through Evan's head was: 'Holy fuck am I gay. I just met him, stop thinking about kissing him and having him as my dom. Dumb lonely desperate brain.' This sort of internal dialogue continued, and he zoned out. But when he zoned out, his lips were still planted on Fun's forehead. He hadn't stopped rubbing his friends back or petting his head, though the humming did end.
Fun had eventually relaxed into Evan, wrapping his arms around Evan's waist and sighing gently. He glanced up at the kiss, but thought nothing of it. But then the kiss kept going on, and the humming stopped. He lifted his head a bit, looking into Evan's eyes and seeing how zoned out he had been.
"Evan," he said gently. "Thank you."
Evan blushed as he zoned back in and moved his head back, with a soft smile. "You're welcome. It's what friends are for." He said with a laugh to his voice. "Sorry I zoned out for a moment." He said sheepishly, embarrassed about it.
"There was no problem with you zoning out," Fun said. He gave a tiny smile, going to move off of Evan's lap. "It still helped, and quite a lot. I'm gratefully, truly." He folded his hands on his lap, looking at Evan with a small smile. The blush was cute, he had to admit.
Evan very nearly pulled Fun back in. He had to personally admit he was quite touch starved. But remembering what Fun said, he let him pull out of the cuddles. "Well you're welcome. I kinda needed a cuddle too I have to admit." He said with a soft chuckle, and then rubbed at his cheeks a bit. "Augh blush, go away. I hate the fact that I get embarrassed so easily."
(BUMP!)
"I think the blush looks quite nice in you," Fun said, smiling softly as Evan rubbed at his cheeks. "But I understand why you don't like to get embarrassed. And… if you ever need to cuddle, just let me know. I'd be more than happy to help you out." He smiled gently, still sitting close to Evan. They were almost touching as it was.
"I really do enjoy it. I just need warning."
Evan nodded, leaning softly on Fun as he smiled."You should just stop making me blush. My sister, lucky bastard, can't get embarrassed. Seriously it's impossible. She takes pride in all of the stupid shit she's done." He sighed. "I on the other hand get called cutie by one person, I may not even be crushing on them, even if it's a girl! And my cheeks are blooming roses. It's dumb." He pouted cutely, kicking his feet a bit in anger, crossing his arms. His rubbing of his cheeks did not remove the blush but seemed to worsen it. He then looked up and caught sight of himself in the mirror. "My hair!" And he frantically began to fix it with a comb. All around he was adorable. (I've been reading a bunch of boy love comics on Toomics so I'm gonna be drawing inspirations from that. Just a heads up.)
(Perfect XD)
Fun bit his lips a little when Evan said he should stop making him blush. He did enjoy Evan leaning on him, though, lightly moving his arm to behind both of them. He smiled again. Evan was behaving very adorably right now.
"Do you mean you don't want me to call you cutie either?" He asked as Evan combed his hair.
"It might be a challenge not to."
His cheeks got even more red. "Stop that!" He said angrily, pouting even more so in the mirror. And as he saw himself, he felt his flip side starting to regress. 'First sub space and now little space? Why can't I just be normal? Luckily Little Space is easier to play off and be normal. If I'm not too little…' He huffed and turned to Fun after setting down his comb back on his desk. "Meanie, quit it."
"I'm sorry," Fun said, a smile still lingering on his lips. "It's just so hard not to. Isn't it proper to tell the truth?" Fun settled back a bit, smiling gently. He meant no harm with his words. He truly wanted to tell Evan the truth of what he thought of his appearance. And it wasn't just that- he acted cute too.
Evan stomped his foot angrily and sat back on the bed, pouting away. "I'm not all that cute!" He said with a huff, glowering a bit as he looked at you. "Gorgeous maybe but not cute. Alex. He's cute. I am not cute." (If you kissed him he would not reject you)
"That is true. You are amazing gorgeous…" Fun smiled gently. He leaned towards Evan a bit, as if going for a kiss. But he just hugged Evan lightly. He was a real tease when he got like this. He wanted Evan to ask, to beg for a kiss if he wanted one. It was obvious too. If Evan really wanted a kiss, he'd have to ask. It was clear Fun wanted one.
"Oh stop it…" He looked away, obviously too flustered to ask for one, but he did nuzzle into the hug. At this point he was too embarrassed too look up, and just stared at his kicking legs, trying really hard to 1) not regress and 2) Not die like he could right here and right now. (Now either. Fun kisses him. Or we have Tux the cat totally interrupt and ruin the moment. High key Evan would ditch anyone for his cat.)
(Fun is totally gonna kiss the bby)
Fun chuckled softly to himself. He held Evan lightly, rubbing his back a little. It seemed as if he would have to be the one to cave. Ah well. As long as it didn't happen often. He leaned his head down, carefully kissing Evan on the lip. One hand went up to Evan's head. It was a light kiss, almost teasing in itself. Fun pulled away after just a moment.
Evan stumbled and after the kiss he ended up keeling so far back in surprise he tumbled backwards right off the bed. He then just lay there on his stomach, groaning a bit. "I think today I have gotten injured more than my sister has in her whole life time. And she has fallen out of…a lot of trees." He then sat up, and rubbed his head. "Ouch…why do floors gotta be so hard?"
"Are you alright?" Fun said, quickly getting off the bed and kneeling next to Evan.
"I'm sorry about that, I know we just met today and all…" he sat next to Evan on the floor, concerned.
Evan nodded. "Yeah I'm alright. I've fallen off of a lot of beds and been kissed a lot. I just hate how easily flustered I get." He sighed and leaned on Fun a bit when he heard a scratching and meowing at the door. He opened the door and yet again his attitude completely changed. "Tuxy baby!" He picked up the cat and kissed it's head, and then without really realizing it, plopped into Fun's lap after shutting the door. The cat stretched out in Evan's lap, purring away at all the scritches he was getting. "You're not spoiled at all are you? Nooo not at all. Pretty baby." (I love writing Evan and Tux. Good babs)
Fun was a bit startled by Evan sitting in his lap, but he quickly pushed away any lingering dread, tricking his mind into thinking that he had allowed Evan permission to do this when he let Evan lean on him before. He wrapped his arms lightly around Evan's waist, smiling gently.
"You might hate how flustered you get," Fun said calmly. "But I find it endearing."
"Tux attack!" He demanded. The cat only mewed and grabbed at his hand with his paws, pulling Evan's hand onto his head. "Ohh alright. I could never have you tear up such a pretty face anyways." He then sighed, relaxing into Fun. The cat then got up, climbed up Evan's chest, and got onto Fun's shoulders, sniffing his head. "Tux has the weirdest obsession with sniffing hair. It's a trust thing I think..?" He shrugged. "My sister wanted to name him Cow but I thought that'd just confuse him."
Fun took on a face of mock shock.
"You would have your cat tear me to pieces?" He said dramatically. "And after all we've been through together." Fun chuckled a little, reaching up to pet Tux's head lightly. He wrapped his arms more securely around Evan, smiling a little.
"Yes yes I would. You're lucky our pitbulls are outside." He said this with a teasing smile, and then kissed Fun's forehead. "Don't worry, I'll never let my pets hurt you. Or anyone." He said this firmly as the cat sat on Fun's shoulder. "You like it up there don't you Tux?" He then cuddled in a bit.
Fun smiled at the kiss, returning it readily.
"I'm glad to hear that," he said gently. He rested his head of Evan's shoulder, rubbing Evan's arm a little with his thumb. He glanced at Tux, smiling softly.
"I'm glad Tux likes me," he said. "Almost as much as I like you."