forum Guess who is completely out of steam?! (0/0 GAY and CLOSED)

Started January 09, 2020 by Deleted user

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Payton nodded and let his eyes close, shifting forward and wrapping his arms around Kyle’s waist as he kissed him back. It doesn’t matter right now.. He decided. “You taste like beer. It’s gross.” He murmured, holding onto Kyle’s shirt.

"That doesn't matter, it's you and me right now," Kyle kissed Payton's neck leaving a couple of hickeys before he moved back to his lips. He pressed his body onto Payton as they kissed. "I'm…..sleepy….." he yawned and started to fall asleep on Payton.

Payton let him do what he wanted, just going along with things since he had no experience whatsoever. It was nice though. He smiled softly as Kyle began to nod off, laying him down on the bed and stroking his hair. “I know..and I only feel a little bit guilty about it.” He said quietly.

"Huh…..?" he asked as his eyes fell to a close. The next morning when he woke up. His head was pounding as he groaned in pain. "What the hell happened…."

Payton had gone home after Kyle had gone to sleep, not wanting to be there when he woke up. He had left some aspirin and water on the floor for him but nothing else.
It was late morning when he had woken up and he had immediately taken a long shower before washing his clothes from the night before and his sheets, trying to get the smell of booze out of everything.
He had to babysit his little siblings today and was in the middle of making breakfast for them, slightly distracted and thinking about Kyle.

Kyle looked on the bedside table and saw what was let for him. The only one who would do this for him is Payton. He smiled and then frowned. "What the fuck did I do!" he took the aspirin quickly and started to get dressed after taking a shower. He ran around the corner to Payton's house and rang his doorbell. Just like how last night began.

“Lily go see who’s at the door!” Payton called. Lily was almost 5 and loved Kyle to death. She ran over to the door and shrieked excitedly, jumping up and down. “Kyow!!” She yelled, pulling Payton over to the door so he could open it.
Payton scooped her up in his free arm and opened the door, walking back to the kitchen with Lily flailing around in his arm. “Kyow!! Play with me!” She whined.

Kyle closed the door behind him, making sure to lock it. "Okay, Lily I'll play with you after breakfast and after some very important business with your big brother," he smiled ruffling Lily's hair. "Payton……I'm…."

Payton didn’t look at him, handing Lily breakfast and putting the rest in the oven to keep warm until the other three woke up. He leaned against the counter, crossing his arms after shifting his hoodie around a bit. It covered the marks that Kyle had left just fine but he still felt a bit self conscious about them.
“You’re what?” He raised an eyebrow at Kyle, making sure Lily was in the other room before starting to talk. “Feeling better I hope?” He said, a hint of sarcasm in his tone.

He kept silent and looked down. "I know, I messed up somehow and I need you to tell me what I did because you didn't stay with me that night. So, please. I know I don't remember everything. Everything got hazy after you turned me down for a fake kiss, so tell me what happened…"

“You don’t remember anything?” He asked quietly, his chest tightening. “Of course you don’t..not that it matters. Nothing important happened. You just got really wasted and I drove you home.” He added quickly. “That’s it..”

"It does matter if nothing happened then you would have stayed with me for the night instead of leaving. Tell me what's up or I will never stop asking," he whispered not wanting lily to hear him. "We can go somewhere and talk about this, but you need to tell me one way or another. Now."

Payton sighed and pulled him into the bathroom and shut the door, frowning. “You want to know what happened? Fine. You told me we were just friends so I left and then you got super drunk and kind of high and I told you that I liked you and then you told me that you loved me and that you wanted to take things slow and have a real relationship and then you kissed me. Clearly that wasn’t true because a minute later you started begging me to have sex with you which I obviously didn’t. I took you home after you made me promise to make out with you. I gave you a sleeping pill, we made out, you passed out, I left and then you woke up and didn’t remember any of it. Is that a good enough explanation for you?” He told him furiously, leaving the bathroom as soon as he was finished explaining.

Kyle's eyes widened and he stood there silent as ever. Everything he said about having a real relationship was all true it was just his stupid needs getting in the way. He ran his fingers through his hair. "Idiot, idiot, idiot, idiot, idiot!" he hit his head against the wall as he repeated his words. He took a deep breath and opened the door. "Payton, come here!" he yelled in front of the door to the bathroom.

“No. I’m busy.” He replied stubbornly, sitting down cross legged on the floor and trying not to cry.

"Please! I need to make this up to you by doing something that I can't do in front of Lily!" Kyle begged. "Please just give me one more chance."

“No. Go away!” He replied angrily, peering into the other room at a sleeping Lily. “I’ll call the police on you.” He threatened.

"And tell them what?" he asked Payton. "Please, just let me do something and if you don't like it I won't talk to you for a while, if you do like it then that's a different story."

Payton slowly stood up and walked over to him, hovering by the doorway with a small frown on his face and unshed tears gathered in his eyes. "Why can't you just tell me how you feel about me?" He asked quietly, feeling stupid and pathetic.

“I will, right here right now. I’m not drunk. I’m not high. I’m not looking for sex so I just need you to close your eyes. I’m not going to run off. I just need you to close your eyes…” Kyle held Payton’s hands and took a deep breath.

Payton gazed at him for a minute before taking a step inside the bathroom and closing the door, reluctantly closing his eyes. His heart was beating loudly in his ears and he could feel his cheeks blushing pink.

He touched Payton’s and moved close to his face. He pressed a kiss onto his lips and held it. He didn’t hold him so if Payton wanted to push him off he could.

Payton opened his eyes and pulled away a little, his lips brushing against Kyle's. "I hate you so much." He whispered, feeling a couple tears rolling down his cheeks. He wrapped his arms around Kyle's neck and buried his face in his shirt. "I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you." He shook with sobs, gripping him tight.

(No it didn’t sorry!)
“I love you too,” he chuckled. He held him tight. “Now, I have to go play with Lily unless she’s asleep…is she?”