forum Gay floof anyone?

Started January 07, 2019 by Deleted user

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“Landyn wait!” He called after him almost desperately. Because as much as he wanted Landyn to find someone better than him, he also couldn’t stand being alone again. “Please don’t go”

Landyn stopped and looked back at him. "…I don't know why I'm like this a single sentence and I act on a whim…"

“Guess we’re both just a little unstable…”

"I'm more than a little." he started shaking. "More like I'm insane and I should just disappear"

“Stop it…” he mumbled, tears pricking at his eyes again. “Please don’t say stuff like that.”

"You don't even know me that well. I cry every day. I laugh for no reason…I can't even stop thinking of my parent's death…How is this normal?"

“Who ever said we had to be normal” he replied quietly. “And it’s actually pretty normal considering you’ve undergone a tragedy that you blame yourself for.” He instantly covered his mouth with his hands, he couldn’t believe he’d just said that last part.

"…" Landyn didn't know what to say. he just… broke down.

“I-I’m sorry, I-I shouldn’t have said that” he mumbled around his hands that still covered his mouth. ‘Useless’ the word popped into his brain, another old friend.

((You still there?

Landyn tried to catch his breath remembering the whole argument him and his parents had.

“Listen to me Landyn. You have to fight it. Whatever’s going on inside that head of yours, you have to ignore it okay?”

"It's my fault they died…If I never said that they would be alive…"

((Okay. Goodnight!

"It's my fault they died…If I never said that they would be alive…"

‘You did this to him Alex, it’s your fault.’ He thought, his thoughts screaming at him. “You don’t know that….you might’ve died too”

"…I said I wish they were dead…" He shook his head . 'IT'S YOUR FAULT THEY DIED. YOU DIDN'T EVEN TRY AND PROTECT THEM'

“We all say things we don’t mean Landyn. This isn’t your fault.”

Landyn started calming down a little."…But that was the l-last thing I ever said to them…"

“I know, but that doesn’t make any of it your fault, Landyn.”

"…" Landyn was still crying but not as bad.

“It’s gonna be okay” he said quietly, gently taking his hand.

He got up not looking at Alex.

“…Landyn?”

"I…I'm ok…"