@Elder-God-Jacks347
"Everyone lies, Ori. Even those who claim to love you." He looked away, flashbacks from his first rejection running through his mind.
"Everyone lies, Ori. Even those who claim to love you." He looked away, flashbacks from his first rejection running through his mind.
Ori huffed and pressed a soft kiss to Fen's temple. "You're being a piece of shit. Do you really think I'd lie to you about this?"
He sighed heavily. "No, I don't. I trust you more than I trust most people. But the last time I was in this situation, I was exiled so excuse me if I have my reservations."
"Reservations are just fine baby, I just don't like being called a liar." He cuddled a little closer, tugging Fen in close. "I get that you've been hurt before, but you shouldn't take that out on me."
"I know I shouldn't, I'm really sorry. You don't deserve this, I know that. I'm just…feeling kind of off. And I really don't know why."
Ori let him talk, nodding as Fen finished. "Okay. D'you think I might be able to help with that, or do you just want to cuddle for a little while?"
"Well…maybe. I've just been feeling really anxious lately. Like I'm constantly prepped for something to happen even though there's nothing to worry about."
"To be fair, you've been harboring a secret crush that you were absolutely sure was going to break your heart." He took Fen's hands in his, lacing their fingers together. "I'd be feeling pretty anxious too. Do you think it might be that?"
"Maybe. But if that's true then why hasn't it gone away since it's been accepted?" He frowned, unable to make sense of it.
Ori shrugged helplessly, unable to do much more than pull Fen in closer. "I don't know, it's not like you've completely calmed down over it yet. Maybe you just need some time to get used to everything."
"That's probably it." Fen rested his head on Ori's shoulder. "Sorry for being so back and forth on this, I'm sure it can't be fun to deal with."
"It's not so bad." He rested his head against Fen's. "Honestly, I'd be surprised if you weren't a little shaken up, we don't exactly take things in stride the way Archer does."
"No we don't, do we. I really don't know how I managed to capture such an angel. I don't deserve him, really."
Ori rolled his eyes. "Well obviously you do, or he wouldn't have stuck around. He really loves you, Fen."
"I know he does. I just wish I could figure out why." Fen frowned with a huff. What was with him today?
"You're being awfully negative, lovely." Ori frowned too, glancing down at Fen. "Is something wrong?"
"I…I don't know. It's been a long time since I've felt this…bad. I don't know what's going on."
"So this has happened before?" Ori glanced down at him, a small frown on his face. "When?"
"It happened a lot when I was younger. Mainly back home, I could never figure out what caused it. But once I started going out on my own it stopped happening as often."
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(We love a good case of childhood depression)
Ori thought for a moment and then pulled Archer in a little closer, tucking him up against his chest. "Alright. Well if you couldn't figure it out then, I don't know how well we'll be able to figure it out now, but you should know that Archer and I are here for you."
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(Hell yeah, relatable vibes)
"Thanks, I'll take your word for it." Fen wrapped tighter around Ori, a slight smile tugging at his lips.
Ori pressed a soft kiss to his temple, holding Fen close. "You'd better, sweetheart. I pride myself on being honest."
"Do you ever stick to a single pet name or will I always have to deal with your constant switching between them?"
"They all describe you so well, lovely! How could I stick to just one when there are so many wonderful names that suit you perfectly?"
"Well I think I have one that suits you just fine. Flirty dumbass." He flicked the end of Ori's nose with a sarcastic smile.
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